Diametrically Opposed
by mountainphile

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Chapter 6
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Hocking, Ohio	
March 14, 2001
11:28 AM

The door to Room 334 was unsecured, something Scully found 
more irritating than suspicious.  Crisscrossed ribbons of 
police tape merely designated it off-limits, the yellow "X' a 
mockery that left a sour taste in her mouth after the charade 
that had occurred one floor above. 

Ducking quickly beneath, she entered the unlocked door and 
shut it behind her.

Drawn blinds striped the little room with ragged bands of 
shadow and light.  An ordinary dorm "double" with walls an 
unsavory shade of scrub-green, a few glossy posters she 
couldn't identify, and furniture no doubt scuffed from years 
of heavy use.  While her eyesight adjusted to the muted light 
she took careful steps, sensing obstacles in her path.

A flick of the wall switch and she frowned.  

Amanda's side of the room lay in shambles.  Gutted drawers, 
spilled notebooks, rumpled bed linens, clothing and 
possessions piled and scattered like a flea market sale.  Such 
violation was pointless.  Scully assumed the combined hands of 
local police and campus security, perhaps even her parents, 
were responsible for the chaos.  It could also explain 
Hostetler's desire to head off any outside investigation.    

Had Amanda Carmichael ever been assigned a roommate?  If so, 
that student was long gone.  The second bed was stripped down 
to metal frame, mattress and lumpy pillow form.  Another 
closet sat barren, a desk nude and dusty, unoccupied.

She made a mental note to check with the police station and 
security office.  There was no excuse for such disorder.  
Outdoor surveillance tapes might also be available for Wilson 
Hall on the night of March 10.  Evidence.  She wanted to speak 
with the Carmichaels as well, to get their take on the 
paranormal elements they suspected were responsible for their 
daughter's disappearance.  

And surely other students in the dorm had something more 
substantial to contribute than the mysterious spike-haired 
girl who'd ambushed her outside Cutler Hall.  The information 
she'd whispered with such urgency still made Scully's flesh 
crawl; the business card scorched a hole in her pocket.  

She needed more facts from both Mulder and Hostetler.  Time 
was slipping away from them since Amanda Carmichael 
disappeared four days ago. 

Like a slap of cold water in the face, it struck her that the 
investigation was, in essence, engineered to circumvent her 
involvement.  Designed to bypass her, to keep her out of the 
loop.   

The case was Mulder's bailiwick from the start, she knew, 
slipped to him under the table like dirty money.  Since 
Scully's presence in Hocking was unofficial she'd been 
included only through his insistence, to aid him while staying 
undercover without tainting the Dean's fragile position with 
his superiors at the university.  

From her perspective Hostetler and Willow both seemed part of 
a larger, more sinister game.  Protecting Mulder and locating 
Amanda were priorities, in that order.  

She thought of the two o'clock appointment tempting her, which 
brought to mind the second motel key card in her pocket.  The 
one meant for Mulder.  In the tension of the last hour it 
hadn't changed hands as planned.

A long pause while she slid her thumb along the edge of the 
plastic card, contemplating the mild hurt and the risks that 
lay ahead like mines lodged beneath a field, volatile and 
unexpected.  

Interests besides duty and professional loyalty kept her 
attentive to Mulder's back, though subterfuge at his expense 
wouldn't win her any gold stars or candlelight dinners, she 
knew.  He'd made that abundantly clear after her road trip 
with CGB Spender last year.  

Snapping off the light, she made her decision and left the 
room. 

The Super 8 was situated in close proximity to Wilson and the 
West Green, sloping down past the Hocking River.  At the 
check-in office she quickly penned Mulder's surname and her 
room number on a motel envelope.  Sealing the key inside, she 
handed it over to Glenn behind the counter, who watched her 
preparations with something akin to envy.

"One lucky guy," he mumbled.

She gave him an arch glare.  "Just see he gets this."

Back in the parking lot her cell phone trilled before she had 
the chance to dial his number.  She clapped it to her ear, 
knowing whom she'd hear on the other end.

"Scully... you okay?"  

"Of course."  She pacified his familiar baritone while 
contemplating traffic on the Richland Avenue Bridge and the 
little city beyond.  "So tell me, Mulder, what did the spirits 
say to you back there?  I hope they were friendly spirits."

He gave a quiet scoff into the phone and left the bait alone; 
Willow must be at his elbow riding on every word or he'd have 
already snapped back either a rebuke or a suggestive repartee.  
"They see pizza in our future and want you along for lunch."

"Is that the best you can come up with?"

"We still need to talk.  Sooner than later."

"Not with Madame Yappi within earshot."

"Where, then?"

She hesitated, appreciating Mulder's understated but 
persuasive concern.  At the same time the appointment on the 
business card signaled from her pocket.  She knew pre-
cognitively that following its trail would demand secrecy, a 
deeper pull into divergence away from him.

If only she could turn back the clock, or rewind life's tape 
of the last week to erase its contents and begin again.  The 
little virus of discontent she'd felt would have quietly run 
its course, disappearing into oblivion.  Instead she'd 
medicated the situation with too much haste and a heavy dose 
of self-protection.  Stupid, though it could benefit them both 
now, considering the strange parameters of this case.    

"I need to check something out first."

He was silent for a moment, digesting this bit of information.  
"Nothing like diving right into the pool.  Or we could go and 
get wet together."

"She's listening, isn't she?"

He grunted an assent.

"Mulder, I'll be downtown for awhile this afternoon, looking 
into a lead."  It was all she dared give him until she knew 
more.  "Chances are it may amount to nothing at all.  Meet me 
at the Hocking Super 8 this evening, room 123.  There's an 
envelope at the front desk if you get there before I do."

"What time?"

His tone and the question evoked images of what the coming 
night might bring.  She anticipated heated sparring about the 
lag in the case, Willow's credibility, and Scully's over-
reaction at Wilson.  They'd come to an impasse, then surrender 
by increments to solace and settlement.  First, Mulder's hands 
on her body, followed by his mouth, a preamble to unrestrained 
lovemaking.  

He wasn't the only one hungering for intimacy after days of 
self-imposed deprivation.  She swallowed, realizing with a 
pang that she missed the smooth firmness of his skin, the wet 
meanderings of his tongue, and his generosity in their bed.  
Sensual warmth stirred within her at the prospect of taking 
him wholly to herself again.

Unexpectedly a cool breeze slipped fingers beneath her collar, 
raising the fine hairs along her neck.  

"I'm not really sure yet," she hedged.  "That's all I can give 
you until later."   

With Glenn's campus map unfolded on the car seat beside a fast 
food salad container, she found herself cruising the small 
city of Hocking in an effort to memorize streets and 
landmarks.  The layout of each green in relation to the 
student union, the classroom buildings, campus security 
office, police station, and finally the downtown mecca.  It 
could prove useful in the long run.

Students of varying ages and maturity levels appeared in 
clusters, dribbled away, were replaced by other groups when 
she passed by the same areas.  Continual shifts of activity in 
the busy microcosm of campus life.  

Mulder, she guessed, hadn't had that luxury before he blew 
into town and dove headlong into the case.  With time at her 
disposal, it seemed the logical way to whittle it down before 
the clock struck two and she took this first solo step into 
mysterious terrain, with only a business card to guide her.

She'd mentally prepared herself for the address in question.  
14 West Union Street: Art Apocalypse, Tattooing and Body 
Piercing.  

A half-block distant, she parked close enough for stake out 
purposes without being obtrusive.  After contemplating her 
wristwatch and cell phone, she punched in a number by heart 
and directed the switchboard to connect.

A tired male voice answered, "Sloan here."

"This is Agent Dana Scully," she whispered.  "Sorry to bother 
you so soon."

She heard Al Sloan's tone lighten in surprise, newly 
energized.  "Hey, no bother at all.  In fact, it's a rare 
pleasure.  What can I do for you?"

"I could use a favor, actually.  Background check on a name 
and an organization, but please keep it quiet.  I'm not able 
to access from my present location."

"I hear you, Agent Scully.  Just a sec," and she detected 
shuffling as he grappled on the other end for paper and pen.  
"Okay, fire away."

No questions asked about her partner's whereabouts, for which 
she was grateful considering Mulder's present alliance.  
She fed Sloan the data in increments, wincing at the 
ludicrousness of pronouncing the name "Willow Wind 
Nightingale" several times for his benefit, and concluded with 
her cell number.  

"Got it," he replied, all business.

Her gaze flicked to the tattoo parlor down the street.  "Wait, 
I have one more.  See what you can find on the name 'Kirsi 
Toskala', please.  She should be listed as a Putnam University 
student in Ohio."

"Spelling?"

"You'll have to give it your best shot.  Sorry about that."

"Right-o, I can handle it.  Be back to you as soon as I dig 
something up." 

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Pizza Shack, Hocking 
12:35 PM

With Scully occupied elsewhere in town, they'd walked the 
length of Court Street in search of a quiet spot for food and 
discussion.  The usual restaurant chains were primarily 
student hangouts, too exposed and noisy for private talk.  In 
the end they chose a smaller and far less-frequented pizza 
place off the main thoroughfare.  Nondescript, with no hype or 
flash.

Hype, flash and dazzle were the things Mulder had hoped for 
back at Wilson Hall.  The spooky shit he'd promised Scully on 
the phone went bust.  In actuality, nothing unusual had 
materialized other than the psychic's vacuous observations and 
Scully's antagonism.

"You seem disappointed, Agent Mulder," said Willow.

He'd selected a round table in the corner, isolated from the 
noon sun and the few students who stopped in for a bite 
between exams.  The atmosphere seemed restful and the food on 
the table teased his hunger until he felt gluey tack beneath 
one of his shoes.  A sheen of grease on the tabletop also 
prompted him to lift his elbows and sit back in defeat, 
realizing that nothing of much good had gone his way all 
morning.

"You mean was I there for the special effects?  Expecting 
something with a little more climactic value?  More bang for 
my buck?"  He shook his head and felt his lip curl.  "Tell 
me... how was it for you, Ms. Nightingale?"

"In keeping with your metaphor, it was extremely satisfying," 
she replied.

His slice of pizza, on closer inspection, looked undercooked 
and lacked sufficient mozzarella to tempt his palate.  Instead 
he retreated to a dark corner of his mind to ponder Willow's 
rejoinder.

What had he hoped to see this morning in Wilson?  Ectoplasm 
and strange lights?  Vindication for permitting himself to be 
led by the nose during this case?  Something incorporeal, 
ghostbuster-worthy, comprehensible?  But such manifestations 
might also confirm that Amanda Carmichael was already dead, 
and that was unacceptable.

He was reminded of last year, when he allowed the milky 
specter of a small child to grasp his hand and lead him into a 
misty otherworld.  When time fell away and Scully's clear 
voice turned to drone.  When he left her far behind on a 
singular, personal journey into starlight.  

Lightheaded and numb, he'd waded through a throng of ghost 
children, dead, yet visible as 'walk-ins' on some supernatural 
plane of existence.  He saw Amber Lynn's timid wave, heard the 
tinkling laughter of kids at play.  Luminous bodies parted and 
his sister ran toward him from the secret past.  

She was an older Samantha, but one who recognized his face.  
Loving him back with hugs and the dreamy stares of adolescent 
worship, they reunited under the stars.  Not like Samantha-of-
the-Diary, who scarcely remembered she'd even had a brother, 
what he looked like, or anything about their lives before she 
was taken away so long ago.  Not like Samantha-the-Squirt, 
bane and balm of his boyhood years.

Parcheesi and Battleship, pigtails and practical jokes.  The 
press of her little body, trembling, after strange men had 
visited their parents and fights loudly erupted downstairs.  
Devotion between an older boy and his younger sister, siblings 
toughing out hardships together... before she disappeared and 
he spent half his life in search of her.  

True closure?  Last year, yes, or so he'd thought.  He had the 
visions and diary to support it, though he struggled 
reconciling the apparition and the writer as being the same 
little girl he'd known growing up.  

Now doubts stirred again, as though waking from a fitful 
dream.  

He shook off his languor and came back to the present, to the 
lousy food and the woman across the table with the wild, pale 
hair and death-grip on the jar of parmesan cheese.  She 
powdered her slice of pizza until it mounded over the plate 
like snowdrift.  

"Is she alive?"

"To whom are you referring, Agent Mulder?"

Her eerie response pulled him up short, made him wonder 
whether she'd read his mind again.  "I think it's obvious. 
Scully was right when she said we should speak with Amanda's 
parents before they leave Hocking."

"I'll concede that if the Dean allows it.  We should also 
investigate the local cemeteries, since they account for much 
of the supernatural power in this area."

"Explain."

"Five privately-owned cemeteries surround the city of 
Hocking."  With a long fingernail she drew a line across the 
table between them.  "Connect them like dots.  Using invisible 
lines, called ley lines, you'll see they form the shape of a 
pentagram.  I want you to tell me what you think lies in the 
center of this pentagram.  In its very heart."

"Wilson Hall?"  Mulder felt his scalp prickle, Scully's 
research springing to mind.

"Precisely, with the dormitory situated over an Indian burial 
ground, as you know."

"I'm not clear on how that's relevant to Amanda's 
disappearance.  Other than the fact that you 'sense' there may 
be a valid connection."

He noticed Willow's mouth tighten.  "Please don't be 
insulting.  The fact that I've sensed it should be evidence 
enough for someone with your background and openness to the 
paranormal.  At the very least we can visit the individual 
cemeteries so I can do a reading at each one.  You know," 
Willow said with distaste, "you sound very much like your 
partner sometimes."

He felt a tinge of satisfaction.  "Is that problematic?"

"Agent Scully is a doubter," Willow said succinctly.  "Forgive 
my bluntness, but she has no place in this investigation."  

The comment rankled, kicking his irritation into higher gear.  
They needed to focus on the missing girl and the facts of the 
case, not his partner's perceived shortcomings or any backlash 
from her earlier hostility in Wilson Hall.  

"I've learned from experience to respect Scully's instincts.  
She usually has good reason for her actions."

The psychic smiled and pressed a fork through the powdery 
mound of cheese.  "From experience," she echoed, fondling the 
words, voice soft with sarcasm.  "Experience can be deceptive, 
Agent Mulder.  What we experience in the world is often 
insular and subjective, received through the senses and 
emotions, and is therefore untrustworthy." 

"Now you sound like Scully," he jibed.  "You know of something 
better?"

"Naturally.  By reading what an individual can't think to hide 
or has the ability to control -- by an aura."

"Electromagnetic energy surrounding a person's body, 
reflecting their emotional and physical state," he parroted 
from memory, leaning toward her.  "Seen as colors, which are 
then interpreted to have certain meanings and significance."

"Very astute, Agent Mulder.  But then, as I mentioned before, 
you have more than a passing familiarity with such paranormal 
phenomena."

"You're telling me you read my partner's aura today."

"I'd be happy to share details with you... if you promise to 
maintain objectivity and don't readily take offense."

"You get no promises.  What did you see?"

"All right then."  She sat back, swallowing the bite of food.  
"Red...  I observed a predominance of the color red."

Mulder smirked.  "She comes by it honestly, wouldn't you say?"

"You misunderstand me.  Not the bright color of her hair or 
what you see overhead in this silly excuse for a chandelier.  
That would have positive meaning -- energy, courage, and 
action.  No, unfortunately.  The red Agent Scully emits is 
muted, dulled with negativity, except for intermittent spikes 
of brighter tones."

"Meaning?"

"Come," she teased, "I dare you to play tag-team with me, 
Agent Mulder.  Allow me to share what I saw and you, from your 
hidden storehouse of accumulated knowledge, can interpret 
aloud after me."

He squandered a minute before replying, weighing the dangers 
and benefits of such an exercise, wary of what could be 
construed as betrayal on his part.  It preyed on his mind that 
after the confrontation at Wilson Scully was sniffing out a 
mysterious lead without him.

"Red, from a negative perspective, connotes anger," he stated 
suddenly, "or even repression."

"An admirable start.  And you are quite correct.  In the case 
of your partner, I also detected dark clouds over her head and 
face.  Here," she brazenly indicated her ample bosom, "on the 
chest and midsection."

He shook his head, baffled enough to overlook the flirt.  

"On her abdomen as well.  That rings no bells?  You see, dark, 
broken patches usually denote physical illness or damage of 
some kind.  I daresay your partner has suffered many injuries 
in the line of duty -- or will -- in those specific areas.  
Externally and possibly... internally at some time?"

"Drop it; skip ahead," he said gruffly, resenting how 
carelessly she intruded into territory that was sacrosanct and 
hallowed.  He and Scully had paid a hefty price, inestimable 
dues for their battle scars, which were no one's business but 
their own.

His internal radar beeped and he sat back, realizing there 
were ways other than psychic to ferret out such privileged, 
personal information.  He kept a mental grip on Scully's 
protective mantle, prepared to fling it like a shield if 
necessary.
 
"As you wish.  To continue, her reds were banded with an 
opposing color, with shades of green."

"That makes sense," he said, seizing the tangent.  "Green 
represents healing power.  Scully's a doctor and a scientist, 
a seeker and nurturer.  As a partner, she's loyal as they 
come."    

Willow's features drooped into sad lines of pity.  

"Yes, I remember you said you'd trust her with your life.  A 
touching sentiment, in theory.  Yet the green I observed 
surrounding Agent Scully appeared weak and pale in hue, mixed 
with yellow.  Riddled with yellow, I'm sorry to tell you."

"This game's done for me," he said flatly, pushing back again 
from the table.  

"I understand how unsettling this must be, but you should 
realize what you're facing.  The green in her aura speaks of 
emotional dependency and buried resentment.  Now, the infusion 
of yellow --" She stopped, gave him a rueful smile.  "I 
interpret that to be a spirit of dishonesty and paranoia.  
Secretive manipulation at work..."

"And that's bullshit," he retorted.

"Agent Mulder, things are not always as they seem -- or should 
be.  Even between the most intimate of friends."

"I'm asking you one more time: is the girl alive?"

With her fork Willow cleaved the buried slice of pizza, cheese 
making a powdery cloud over her plate.

"I believe she is," she answered simply.    

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Art Apocalypse, Hocking
1:55 PM 

Illustrations papered every wall of the tattoo parlor, from 
the innocent to the demonically garish.  Flowers, naked women, 
Celtic and Asian symbols, spidery etchings in black outline, 
some with splashes of red, blue, and yellow.  Soft Eastern 
music and indirect lighting.  

The sharp tang of ink and chemicals pulled Scully back to the 
dreamlike past.

If she closed her eyes she'd find herself seated in that low 
chair again, the night air teasing her spine.  Scrape of the 
razor, cool sting of alcohol.  A soothing whine and buzz of 
machinery before the thing bit into her back flesh like so 
many angry bees feasting in succession.  Hours spent enduring 
tiny, red-hot barbs and reactive gooseflesh.  One man crouched 
behind, at work.  Another stood before her as she leaned 
toward him in wonderment, gasping to control the pain and 
holding his gaze, drunk with forbidden pleasure...

She swallowed, reliving the sense that she was again crossing 
some dangerous, exhilarating threshold, immune to the 
consequences.  Coming full circle, like a snake gnawing its 
own tail...

She approached the stocky full-bearded young man at the front 
counter.  Colorful pictures marked his forearms, rose from 
beneath his collar like vines in search of light and air.  
Silver balls, bars, and assorted metal jutted from his 
eyebrows, ears, septum, and lips in blatant advertisement of 
his craft.

"Excuse me," she said.  "I'm looking for someone by the name 
of 'Tusk'.  Is that you?"

He grinned.  "Nooo, not even close; my name's Mason.  But 
you've sure come to the right place if you're lookin' for 
fancy needle action.  Tusk gives great tattoo."

"Afraid I'm not interested.  What I need is --"

"Hey."  His eyes narrowed as he squinted down at her, then 
slapped a button affixed to the side of the counter.  An echo 
buzzed in a far recess of the shop.  "Better wait right here," 
he advised.  "Boss'll be free in a minute."

New sounds captured her attention, wafting from behind a 
purple curtain across the room.  Murmurs and moans, not of 
passion, but from pain and complaint.  A low masculine voice 
overrode the whimpers, coaching, rumbling husky words of 
comfort.  After several minutes the curtain rippled aside and 
two men emerged.    

The first was a college student, slight and wobbly on his 
feet, dabbing gingerly at a new piercing through his right 
nostril.  Each tentative touch to the silver ring provoked a 
groan of awe to match his loopy smile of satisfaction.  Only 
then did Scully notice another glint, also of silver, imbedded 
in the very center of his tongue.  Small wonder the dizziness, 
she thought, with two fresh jolts to the nervous system.

The second man brought her up short, his size and sheer 
intensity overpowering.  

Heavily muscled, tall and shaved Kojak-bald, he displayed less 
noticeable metal than his associate, though more black and 
color seeped from beneath his taut tee shirt, coiling 
snakelike along his biceps and arms.  

"Mason, my man!"  The voice rang gravel-deep, resonant with 
authority.  "This dude wants to bequeath us some more of his 
hard-earned allowance.  Take good care of him; I sense a 
repeat customer."

"You got it."

But his big hand, heavy with reassurance, remained draped over 
the student's shoulder as he guided him toward the cash 
register.  All the while he administered squeezes of 
encouragement, in his low voice gave further instructions on 
aftercare, healing, and safety.  He seemed attuned, attentive 
to his client's well-being and present vulnerability.  

Admirable bedside manner, Scully thought.  Pity it's wasted 
here.

Mason, as though scripted, led the client outside to banter 
near the front door with other passers-by.  Only then, when 
they were alone, did the bald muscle-bound man turn to regard 
her as his hands gripped his hips and he stared her down.

Dark brown eyes.  Brows wide and shapely for a male, drifting 
toward the exotic.  Mulder's, by comparison, grew straight and 
sure, framing an intuitive gaze, a face brushed by kindness 
and sincerity.  This man threw off sparks without even 
speaking.

She took a step closer, at the same time reaching for her 
badge when his arm shot out to halt the gesture.  "Ssstt!" He 
jerked his hand downward in a cutting motion.  "Not here."  

"What?"

"You heard," he whispered down, so close she could smell the 
musk of his sweat.  He jerked a thumb at the large front 
windows where Mason and several cronies stood outside, clearly 
visible.  "If you're who I think you are, you'll know when to 
shut up and stow it.  Stay cool -- we're going to the back 
office."

She was inured to men moving into her personal space 
uninvited.  Exerting authority over her as this one was now 
attempting, testing her mettle in a dangerous arena.  It came 
with the job and had been a characteristic of Mulder as well, 
especially in the early years.  He'd measured loyalty to his 
cause by her lack of intimidation and impressive bravado, by 
the pace she kept alongside him and the reports she doctored 
for their mutual benefit.

"So you must be Tusk."  Seasoned, Scully lifted her chin and 
stood her ground.  

"Back over here," he urged again, his sharp eyes sizing her 
up.  "And don't worry," he added as she brooded over the 
command.  "I don't bite."

"I can't say the same."

"Love that in a woman."  The hint of a smile softened his 
features. 

Curiosity piqued and patience tested, she followed him past 
the door into the room designated 'Office.'  The door shut 
behind them and she made quick inventory of her situation, 
nerves and muscles taut.  They stood surrounded by the usual 
clerical accoutrements, in the dark except for the single 
light in a corner that was set at low dim.   

Pivoting in the shadows she held up her badge, staying close 
to the door.

"I'm Special Agent Dana Scully, FBI.  Why all the cloak-and-
dagger?"

"Security issues, my choice.  Take your pick."

"Something wrong with the lights?"

"Maybe I want to see how you handle being in the dark."

She huffed her annoyance.  "I don't have time for this.  Give 
me one good reason why I was handed an anonymous note to 
contact someone by the name of Tusk."

"You found me, didn't you?"

"And because this seems to be my day for unlikely names, I 
suppose yours must be the real deal too?"

"Real enough," chirped a feminine voice behind her.  

Scully wheeled in surprise as overhead lights blazed, blinding 
her vision with white brilliance.  A split-second later she 
discerned a familiar figure leaning near the door they'd 
entered, finger on the wall switch.  The girl stood frozen in 
place, breath drawn, her dark eyes glazed with alarm below the 
spiked hair.  

Only then did Scully realize she'd instinctively reached for 
the service weapon holstered under her coat.  

"Chill the fuck out, lady," whispered Cricket.   

"A woman of action," Tusk rumbled approvingly.  "I like that 
too."  He stood like a massive shield between the girl and 
woman, heavily illustrated arms crossed, eyes flashing.  "My 
name's a derivative of Toskala.  Risto Toskala, owner of this 
funky den of iniquity.  And since you've already met my little 
sister, it'd be a shame for you to waste us both at the same 
time."

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End of Chapter 6
Continued in Chapter 7

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