Beth is a beautiful women. Red hair short but cut in a very cute way. She was short but her build fit her perfectly. She was also a great kisser :) She was my window into what being a lesbian would really be like. When I dated Beth I didnt have any notion to ever date a guy again. This of course has changed. I immediatly ended up being the guy in the relationship. I paid for everything and was constantly persuing her. I found this funny because she had way more expierence with women then me.
Me and Beth got along great at first. I really did fall for her in a very short time. She was very easy going and didn't seem to ever want to fight. The only problem I was having at first was she seemed very odd all the time. Either high strung or very relaxed and mellow. I just chalked this up to her being her, boy was I wrong.
I was neive especially about drugs, at this time. Beth was a pot smoker. This really wasnt a big issue in and of itself, but she wasnt just a occasional smoker. She was highly addicted ( and from what I ve heard this addiction has only gotten worse). Once I found out she smoked pot and this was why she was so mellow it didnt take me long tofigure out why sometimes she was so high strung. Yeah, she was a coke addict to. This was too much for me. I can handle recreational pot smoke as long as it doesnt interfere in someones life, but being a coke, crank and whatever else she was doing ( rumors about heroin) was too much. So I decided to break it off. This was the hard part she aparently ended up being so baked and coked out of her mind that she lost her job and ended up not coming home for several months. Finally one day she came back to work and I offically broke it off. We agreed to be friends, but that never happend. She really did have a large part in why I swore of women ( in the dating aspect).