One day, we were coming back from his family reunion and I was sitting in the back seat with his pup,Bud. I was real tired cuz I was up all night taking care of him cuz he thought it was smart to get drunk at his family reunion.Anyways, being i was so tired I decided to curl up in the back seat,tiny Grandam 2 door, and sleep. Well, his pup decided to take up the whole back seat , so I picked him up and put him on the floor, and Derek screamed at me. He actually said his dog was more important to him then me. This was the incident that did it. I asked outright for an apology and when I did not recieve one I left. I did not talk to him again for a yr.
Recently we have patched things up and he has changed significantly and apologized for his mistakes. We still remain friends but not nearly as close as we were before.
Oh but I not only had him as a bad friend.. ...
Saima, this is another one of my friends I met when I was in highschool. I met her my sophmore year in highschool. She was alot like me, later I found out that this was not true. She was sweet, funny so smart and very pretty. She had a wild streak and first introduced me to parties, and showed me what it was like to live your life and not just stand around at watch it go by. She was a very open minded person as well. This I thank her for, because I am now not so neive due to my time with her. She is bi sexual and very proud of it. She also has a way with guys that makes them just follow her like puppy dogs. Tho, like I said she is a beautiful women , so it isn't hard to imagine guys following her. I looked up to her in a way. One night she betrayed me. (warning this part isnt for anyone less than 18)
Forth of July weekend, there was a party and me and Saima were invited. We all drank a little that evening and were having a blast. Later when the party died down I was talking on the internet. Saima came up to me and starting kissing my neck, and caressing my breaste. This was a huge shock, because I had the huigest crush on her. Oh did I mention I am bi sexual, well I was I recently decided that part of my life will remian in the past. Anyways, her toungue starts running over my neck and ears. She starts telling me she is so hot for me. Whispering that she wants to take off all my clothes and lick every inch of me. Her hands travel down my body to my thigh where she is just inches from now wet pussy. I protest a little , telling her she is just kidding and that it isnt funny. She moves the chair and spins me toward her. Kneeling down her mouth is now on my thigh. Her kisses slowly making there way to my pussy.She stares me in the eye says she wants me and loves me. Well, right there I was hooked.
One thing leads to another and we are fooling around in a bedroom. Suddenly for no reason she just gets up and walks out. I ran after her and she would'nt talk to me. Later I found out she told everyone, not just friends and peers but, my boss and co workers, that I took advantage of her. This was the end of our friendship and to this day the most we have done is talk like aquaintances.
After this I started going back to trusting no one and built a wall again. This wall was soon broken by a man who taught me how to love again. Daniel Lyons, this is the man I consider the true turning point in my life. He truly showed me people can care about me. I told him things I had never said before. Painful things that I was afraid of ever saying.I was afraid of being volnerable and trusting, but Daniel broke my walls. (Go to EX's to find out more about him )
Soon after highschool was over I decided I needed new friends. I met Jason and ended up dating him (more o him under EX's). Jason introduced me to a new party sceane. Before my parties consisted of light drinking and drinking games. Jason's parties were a lot more wild. Dirty dancing, people making out every where. Stripping and lots of hardcore drinking. I drank some I rarly got drunk I never really saw the point to it. Despite the pressure to be more involved and blow off school, I maintained my grade point average of 3.5 my first year of college and I actually did homework :P.
I hung out with Jen, Jody and Dave and Carrie, and Derek R (a diff Derek) at this time. I liked them they were all down to earth and fun. They drank way too much however and when I broke up with Jason all but Jen and Carrie decided I wasn't more than an aqauintance. Jen and Carrie still talk to me but we never hang out anymore.
