I cannot win.
My hands are tied,
My feet bound again.
I close my eyes,
And hold back sin,
But it’s no use,
I’m through again.
Another one,
Will she fulfill my dreams?
Is it worth the time,
Or is it just another scheme?
Can she mend me?
Make me complete?
Will she take the time
To see inside of me?
Innocence,
Or insolence,
This fucking world
Makes absolutely no sense.
Why do I try?
Why can’t I forget her?
The illusion of hope
Leads me to another
Broken heart,
That sends my soul asunder
I need someone
That’s more than just a lover.
I’ve found her!
Finally!
Her love fills
The chasm inside of me.
We embrace,
So warm and lovingly,
Then she fades away,
As I wake from my dream.