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| "Lobotomy" |
| I don't know how to stop it, this burning in my head. This sentimental frustration that's leading me to dread. And as I watch wih every sunset, I can feel the shadows crowd. Hiding deep within my soul, I cannot get them out. Apathy... is where I want to be. Disconnect myself, disolve my empathy. And I can't help but wonder if with ignorance I was blessed, would I be much happier? would it all be for the best? Will it ever end? Do I have to slowly die? Will someone fucking tell me; Is this what life is really like? Apathy... it's where I want to be. Sever my connection with reality. Take me back to childhood before I've gone away for good. Someone please take this load off my shoullders. This yoke I cannot bear any longer. This darkness is consuming me, and my life is growing colder. And I can't wait... for the sun to come up and blind me, bind me, numb me, let me feel the emtyness that is bliss. Apathy... is what I want to feel. Take away my pain, keep me from what is real, because ignorance is bliss. |