GRANDMA'S FAIRWELL

Passing by after a few days without visiting her. Shocking news, she is actually not feeling well and the horrendous witches are there, what is obviously odd once they only go there for money reasons. Two witches and my blessed grandma. They say angels come to pick you up, but most of the time I have actually seen true vultures around almost everyone who is leaving this World for good. Nobody would believe how fast things disappear when people do not hold any possible feelings for those who depart. Impressive that the matter does not have to do with how lovable someone actually is, or how perfect, or how caring, or how useful... My dear grandma was a true saint, holy in absolutely every aspect of her life. Kind of woman who was never ever seen saying something loud to anyone else in this World, her voice brought such a sweetness that could make you feel good and warm even when she was angry at you. But there they were...all around her and eager for her death...the vultures! Apparently it was about how `heavy' in economical terms that so loving, so caring, so beautiful and kind woman had become, once LIFE MUST OBVIOUSLY BE ABOUT MONEY AND PRICE TO PAY. Weird enough, these vultures were the most horrible people I have ever had to cope with in this World. Could never meet a single person who had pleasure listening or speaking to them personally. In their case, just the absence of true stress would do to make us more comfortable with their disgusting presence. All over grandma... So I was there, impressive how simply by letting the old on their own they really tend to disappear. She probably hang on my energy of a young person and used to call me her companion, her little companion. I had never ever doubted her, that was how I felt too. Nice to be watched over but at the same time know that you are doing something useful for someone who so bless-fully watched over so many others... But there she went. A woman who spent her whole life praying and yet could not think of God whilst she was dying. All truly impressive. It hurts, she stated. Jesus also said that somehow else. Weird enough, where does God go when we are suffering that much and dying in people's hands, usually for bad treatment? So blessed, so holy, is it her fault? Was it Jesus? Father forsake Him, He stated. Jesus...