Writing in eastern Montana
I live in a town that lies in the middle of
the eastern-Montana badlands. This is not the Montana you
may have heard about in the media, which is full of
towering Mountains and movie stars seeking ranches bigger
than most counties. No movie stars come to where I live,
unless it is to speed past on I-94. Few people other than those who
live here come to my home town. There is nothing to draw
them here. Not Mountains, but low scrub hills fill our
horizons. Unlike our cousins in the western part of the
state, our views are not so spectacular as to cause
people in Los Angeles or San Francisco to sell out and
move here. Most of the locals think that is
just fine. We don't want Kevin Costner moving next door,
driving the price of land so high we can’t afford to
live here. And we know something that those who whip by
on the interstate might find out if they slowed down --
those scrub Montana badlands are really beautiful. Most
of us think they are as beautiful as anything our cousins
in western Montana can see from their front yards. A
person just has to look at our hills a little longer to
appreciate them. We even try to get a few to stop
and take a second look. If they stop, they buy a tank of
gas, a meal. It’s good for our meager economy. This brings me to my dilemma and to
my very personal motive for building this Web site. My
dilemma is that I can't stand to live away from eastern
Montana, but I can't stand to live here either. When I am
away, I miss the badlands that I love and I miss people I
have known my whole life. I am also, however, someone who
not only loves, but needs to write. If I am not writing I
become a morose, depressing and very dull guy.
Unfortunately, along with the refreshing emptiness of
eastern Montana comes isolation. I have lived in other
places where there are a lot of writers, and I know that
writers do not have to be lonely. But out here, there are
few writers. And those who are here live far apart and
rarely get together. I miss talking with others who love
to write. I had a poet friend who said,
“It is important that your words end up in someone
else's hands, even if you do it by hanging them on
trees.” There are very few trees in eastern Montana.
Since there are few trees and few writers, these words
have been placed here in the hopes that someone sees
them. |
© 1997 mrvmeck@yahoo.com
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