If I Could Only Know
If I could only know
You're safe and don't need me.
If I only could feel
You're where you want to be.

If I could only say
I love you just once more.
If I could only look
Into Heaven's open door.

Though I'll never be whole again,
I might one day learn to live.
If you could only give me a sign ...
I may once again forgive.

But, what do I do with life?
I can't put on a pretense.
I was lost the day you went away ...
I've been lost ever since.

Soi f I could only know
that you're safe and don't need me,
I may feel a sense of peace
and somehow find serenity.


Kaye Des'Ormeaux
(C) February 25, 2000