Seeking
My heart remembers with gladness
How, when you were small,
You reached out as I held you,
Placed your hand upon my face
and smiled.

I envision you now
Resting in the arms of God,
Reaching out to place
Your hand upon His face
and smiling in peace.

Possessed by this vision,
I feel your presence
Moving softly in my mind,
Floating somewhere beyond the field
of knowing, and I wonder ...

Is that you moving on the wind,
soaring with the hawks?
Can you be the gentle ray of light
Painting the ethereal sky
And gilding the falling leaf?

I does not seem possible
That the world's not lonely,
Or that life continues in such eternal sameness
Without everyone stopping to seek and wonder
And long for you.

As for me, I'll always be listening
And watching for you
In the uncounted sounds and sights of life,
And bless your memory at the briefest glimpse
Or slightest call of love to love.


In loving memory of Lance Porter Hopkins
July 20, 1975 - November 30, 1999
(C) Harold Hopkins, December, 1999