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The man in the pictures above is Ronald Rusch.  He is now my ex fiance.  He came in the kids and my life on September 25 1999.  Things went very well for many months.  I now found out he asked soemone else to marry him back in march.  So he was cheating on me but still coming home saying he loved me and my girls and telling us many other lies.   I ended this engagment after I found out about the other fiance.  He of course did not tell me anything.  We have been over sense August 11 2000.  So to help me move on I have wrote some poems that I will share with you.   I do wish you well Ron in whatever you do but be very careful what and how you do it.

I trusted you I believed you    Why you may ask, because I love you with all my heart and soul I got lied to I got mistreated     Why you may ask, because you love was not as true as mine.

Becareful who you trust                   who you love                   who you care about Remember what trust really is                      what love really is                      what caring about someone really is Cherish those you trust                those you love                those you care about

You broke a promise You played games You hurt innocent people You sound like the loser.

Why play with someone emotions?          You say you love someone          You say you care          You say you will always be there Where are you now?           In the arms of the person you cheated on me with          Telling this person the same things you told me          You tell this person you will always be there Where are you now?          Off to the nest person          To give them lies          And so on and so on.

You want to know all of me You stil wanted to be with me You asked me to marry you I find out it was all a lie Like a dream but dreams do not hurt this bad.

The minutes turn to hours The hours turn to days The days turn to weeks The weeks turn to months The months turn to years Here I am getting better and better as time goes on.

You may have stole from me You may have lied to me You may have hurt me You may have used me I will recover but you on the other hand         have to live with what you did. Remember God does not like ugly. Remember do on to others as you would have them do unto you.