::notes from ash::
Well I just can't seem to beat it,/ Cause my heart's too numb to feel,/ And your smile does all the talking,/ And the pain is all that's real,/ The way that you keep screaming,/ I can hardly hear to think,/ And I feel the bridges are burning,/ Underneath my feet
March 20:
Subject: GARG.
Good evening. So it's 3:39 am... haha. I'm not tired yet. I've been working ALL day on arranging this string quartet for our orchestra concert on tuesday. I have the quartet coming over to practice after work tomorrow. I don't know if we're going to be able to work it out before tuesday... or monday rather. We have to audition it then. That's totally crazy. Anyways... yeah working on that. This morning I split flagstone with my dad. I put on the goggles and got the crow bar and hammer and went at it. It was sooo nice outside so it was great. Then, we went to the hardware store and bought stuff to paint my room. FINALLY. He still has to put in his dishwasher, counters, stovetop, washing machine, dryer, sink, and garbage disposal. So what IS in his house, you ask... Nothing!! Oh dear. Haha... he has some work to do. I wonder why he's worrying about putting in a new sidewalk when all of that needs to be done... Whatever. I have an impossibly full day of playing tomorow. Wish me luck.
Ash
January 31, 2004
Subject: *shrug*
Good morning. So I've worked on this website all morning because I have too much else to do and, for some reason, can't bring myself to do it. I've got to go to my dad's at 5 o'clock. I was supposed to work, but they cancled on me. So now I only work tomorrow. I hope they don't cancle too... because I need money. I have to pay the piano teacher. Speaking of piano I need to practice for that too. No more writting! OY! It's taken up about 5 hours of my morning. And I'm glad I worked tho... I needed to rewrite 'nothing'. I love that story, it's one of my fav's, but I originally wrote it when I was like 13 or something, so it needed a lot of work. It is now updated fully... and re vamped. So yay. *sigh* I need to get away from the computer. Wonderful-
See you all soon.
Ash
November 22,2003
Subject: Woo hu.

I don't know what to write. I'm watching 'Beaches' at 3 am. OMG is it really 3 am? I have to get up and teach lessons early tomorrow. And write a paper. And do 4 quizzes for music theory. And practice for my lesson. And go to a Birthday Party. And then have a 2 hour lesson. And then go to sleep... maybe. Oy. I'm so tired. I think I should go to sleep. Closing night of One-Acts was last night. Twas fun... we went over to Devon's house for the cast party. His parents are so nice. It was great. Anyways... I'm rambling about nothing now. See ya.
Ash
November 19 2003
Subject: Er.

Wow. Sorry I haven't added to this section in so long. Website updates= work. School starting+ play starting= no time. ARG. *Sigh* The second show of the year is over in two days. YAY FINALLY. And then I'm free to practice all my new music, and find more music to give my students. Good fun. I should be doing my homework. But it's too much fun no to. YEY.
Ash