A SAIYUKI FAN FICTION
By NAGA
Disclaimer: This fanfic is based on Saiyuki
by Minekura Kazuya. There is no profit to be made and no copyright infringement
was intended.
Ratings :
PG13 (I think ^^;, violence, no adult content, sorry folks ; )
Timeline :
The story starts before Genjo Sanzo’s first meeting with Son Gokuu
Spoiler :
A tiny bit - mostly from the Shuen story line
BINDING
FATE
PART 2
Sanzo leant against the boulder with a sigh,
letting his travel sack drop to the ground. His shoulder ached where the sack
had rubbed against it. His feet hurt. His back sent twinges of pain up his
nerves, warning him against pushing healing muscles too far.
He set aside his walking staff and uncapped the
bamboo water container, dribbling precious water on chapped lips. This high up,
the air was not just cold, it was also bone-dry. His body was crying for
moisture and his lungs crying for easier air to breathe. The thin mountain air
insidiously sapped the strength out of his body and the cold made it shiver
continuously in a losing effort to keep warm.
Ten days, he thought tiredly. Still nothing yet.
The peak loomed above him, seeming close enough to touch in the clear air, but
in fact still a long journey away. The vegetation had dropped away as he
climbed, trees replaced by sparse bushes, to be replaced by moss and lichen
growing on stones. Animals had disappeared even faster, leaving only the
occasional lizards and other small reptiles, and of course the birds wheeling
high in the sky. But even the latter had turned scarce now, the only birds
capable and willing to live this high the vast-winged predators that preferred
the craggy heights.
He had searched the mountain as he climbed, keeping
his senses alert for any whiff of youki. He was still quite unsure whether the
phantom voice he had heard came from the same youkai that had attacked him, or
from someone else altogether. Lately as he thought about it, the second
possibility seemed more likely - the phantom voice did not feel malevolent,
even though it was eerie as hell. He did not believe in the whole
powerful-youkai-trapped-for-centuries crap legend -- but something was calling for him. And although the voice never
resurfaced with as much strength as it did in his dreams, there was a kind of
pull that drew him onward. Drew him to this mountain.
So he climbed, risking limbs and life wandering
along treacherous mountain paths, half-expecting to be ambushed by wild animals
or worse at any moment. And was actually disappointed when no one-armed youkai
jumped out of the bushes at him. It would have simplified a lot of things, and
he always did prefer a more straight-forward approach.
As each day yielded nothing, his search took him
higher, higher, until here he was, in the middle of stony wasteland where
nothing but rocks existed. The gravel-strewn path he had followed up was a
small, narrow path carved into the mountain side that must be a natural channel
for melting snow during spring time. The footing had become more treacherous
the higher up he went, and he seriously considered turning back and searching
the lower grounds.
He had grown to hate the cold, and he was tired of
waking up with aches from unforgiving hard ground. The latter normally would
not bother him, but bruised flesh and half-healed wounds were not so impervious
against unyielding rock.
He wanted off this mountain. He wanted, if not soft
bed, then at least grassy soil to lay his body down on. He wanted air that did
not parched his throat going down. And he wanted decent food that would yield
to his teeth and burst into flavor in his mouth, instead of travel biscuits
that were as hard as his walking stick and taste about as good.
Just one more day, he promised himself, glancing at
the western sky and the falling globe of yellow sun. The sky will fall dark in
another two hours or so. If there was still nothing to be found, then he would
turn back. And cussed the old woman out for sending him on this wild goose
chase.
He re-tied his travel sack across his chest and
leant on his walking stick. The stones underneath crunched and shifted
alarmingly. He had to concentrate so hard on his footing that he did not see
the cave until it was literally on top of him.
Sanzo halted, gazing up the mountain side. The path
he was following took a steep turn here, meandering up the stone surface and
passing beside a natural plateau in front of the cave, before continuing in a
steep climb almost straight up the mountain side.
End of the road. There was no way a human could
climb that kind of slope. By this point, he was almost relieved. He took a
cursory glance at the cave, more out of habit than real expectation to find
anything. Took a second glance at the unusual stone formations that grew down
from the top of the small cave to the floor. They took the shape of vertical
bars that were more than three times as thick as his wrist. The roughness of
the growth seemed to indicate a natural origin and he might have left it at
that, when his eyes caught sight of something yellow against grey stone.
His gaze fixed on it, and his heart did a sudden
back-flip as he recognized it. It was so incongruous that he stared at it for a long while before he could confirm
what it was.
A fuda.
“What the…” Sanzo breathed.
He took a few steps closer. There were more, he
found. Patches of yellow contrasting against the stone, looking like fungus
growth until he looked at them more closely.
The wind blew across the mountain side, rasping on
gravel and whirling small particles of dust into the air.
......
Sanzo shivered. Turned around, trying vainly to
deny the origin of the call.
.…..< >…...
He slowly faced the cave. Squinted, trying to see
into the darkness. But the light was failing and the shadow inside the cave was
far too dark.
Was there really something in there?
...<here>...
He gritted his teeth. Oh, hell. Why not? He had
climbed all the way here, after all.
He dropped his pack and his stick, wanting his
hands free for whatever might happen next. Climbed the steep incline to the
cave, and took long strides towards the stone bar, ignoring the clenching of
his stomach.
He could now make out the markings of the fuda
sealed to the bars. The ancient words crawled incomprehensibly across the
yellowish paper. He recognized none of them, but this close their power raised
goose flesh all over his skin. Strong. Damn strong seal. Each one of those
would be at least ten times as powerful than the 'Curse of Araya', the most powerful of its kind the order have in
existence. They were slapped haphazardly all over the bars and on what little
of the cave walls he could see.
And finally, a faint whiff of youki tickled his
senses. But it was so weak, muted somehow, that he would have missed it had he
not been specifically looking for it.
A few more steps and he was almost flush against
the bars. The cave was not that deep after all, less than ten meters and half
again as wide. Only the shadows had made it impenetrable.
And he could see... there. Against the far wall.
What had only been a darker shade of black before.
He saw...
...a
boy.
He shook his head, and...
...and
the boy looked up...
...gazed
at him with brilliant inhuman golden eyes...
Even as he stared in disbelief, that voice that was
not a voice, the voice that he had followed all the way here despite all logic
and rationals sighed once again....
...<you're
here...finally>...
***
Those eyes were staring back at him. Wide, wide
pools of molten gold set in a dirty and scuffed face of a boy who was not a
boy. The hair was long and as scruffy as a wild animal's fur, and the clothes
were encrusted with dust and threadbare in places. A glint of gold on the
forehead drew Sanzo’s attention. A circlet, one that he belatedly recognized as
a youkai limiter. So that was why he nearly missed the youki completely.
There were other restraints on him. Manacles
circled his wrists and ankles, another one on his throat, connected by thick
chains to a large ball of what looked like iron. The chains reeked of binding
spells, the aura another layer among the many that smothered this small cave.
And the boy smells of... not the usual sour smell
of dry sweat an unwashed body gave off, but of dry dust and cold stone walls.
It was as if he had absorbed the smell of the cave walls that made up the cell,
as if he had stayed here long enough to...
Sanzo pulled his racing thoughts back with
difficulty. The boy was still staring fixedly at him. The gaze was so
completely focused on him, it was starting to feel unnerving. He had not
blinked once.
He had to say something. After all, there was a
reason he dragged himself across the forest and all the way up this
gods-forsaken mountain. Memory came back of the persistent callings - the
repetitive, unceasing, thrice-damned annoying
voice that would not let him do anything other than follow it here...
And with that, his temper flared up.
"Oy."
The golden eyes blinked. Once. Twice.
He repeated more forcefully, building up to a major
explosion. "Oy!"
"...eh...?"
That's
it? He scowled in irritation. That was pathetic. Was
this really the powerful youkai demon the old crone was talking about?
"...Are you the one who's been calling
me?"
"...eh?"
Sanzo could hear his teeth grinding together. One more chance. If he says 'eh' one more
time, I'll shoot him.
"I said - were you the one who called
me?"
The boy's mouth worked, but no sound came out.
He's going to say that damn word again, Sanzo
thought morbidly. Just shoot me now. What
is he, a retard? Just his luck, all the way here and he got himself a senile lunatic who could not even...
"...I... I didn't... call
you..."
Sanzo cocked his head, quickly revising his
opinion. That had been articulate, even if the voice had sounded rusty, as if
it was unaccustomed to talking. And the intonation was strange.
"No...?"
The boy - youkai, he reminded himself irritably,
whoever heard of humans with golden eyes? - shook his head. Maybe the shock of
seeing someone else had finally worn off, but all of a sudden he
looked...forlorn. As if the he was just now beginning to understand that the
person standing in front of him had come looking for someone, and that someone
was not him.
Forlorn, and... lonely. Golden eyes or no, he looked human. A rather exceptionally
scruffy example of it, but human. And with very human emotions now flowing
across what had become a startlingly expressive face.
"Ano...who are you?"
Sanzo stared at him. The youkai-boy sounded
sincerely confused. He certainly looked confused. Either that, or he was a very
good actor. And if he did not call him...
The phantom voice chose that moment to re-appear,
sighing its call across his heart.
...<here>...
And his temper snapped.
"Don't lie to me!" The youkai-boy shrank
away from him, eyes widening to the size of small saucers. "Do you have
any idea how noisy you are? How annoying
it is?"
He was about to launch into a tirade almost a month
in the making when his gaze locked with those huge golden eyes, and the
strangest thing happened.
He could see inside him - this strange youkai who looked and felt more human than even a human. Those eyes had no barriers, no walls that people naturally built up over the years. They were as clear and honest as a babe's, and he could see so clearly...
...confusion,
shock, fear...
....and
eagerness, a yearning, and something too small and unformed to even be called
hope...
His breath caught.
…all because for perhaps
more years than he could remember, someone actually came to this dreary
mountain top, someone he could talk to and listen to, someone who could
understand his words...
...someone who
could, no matter how short a time it would be, be with him and help him take
away some of the loneliness he must had felt, trapped here all alone where not
even birds would ventured so high...
He did not want to know this. This strange flash of
understanding, the loneliness that was almost crushing in its weight but was
frighteningly familiar. It called to his own with the feel of intimacy that
made him distinctly uncomfortable.
He opened his mouth to say what, he could not have
said. Something, anything to break this unwanted connection. And stopped,
remembering.
The voice that was not a voice…
...his teacher,
the true Genjo Sanzo, standing by the tree, the autumn foliage falling like red
rain around him, smiling...
..."because
you kept on calling me, Koryu...that’s why…
...maybe
one day, you will hear it, too... that voice that was not a voice at
all..."
Oshou-sama...
Sanzo closed his eyes. Teacher, was this what you had meant? What is this? I didn't understand
it then. I still don't. He looked back at the boy and felt his chest
tightening and twisting in what was even worse than fear.
What
if I'm wrong? What if this wasn't it? How could it be?
His teacher's smile, serene and with that gentle
hint of irreverent humor.
And what if it is, Koryu?
Twisting and churning. It was getting harder to
breathe. The boy was still looking at him, that rapt gaze fixed on him like a
lifeline. Who was the one holding the lifeline, he wondered.
He could turn back now. Just walk back down the
path and never looked back. Forget all about this. After all, there must be a
good reason why this youkai-boy was sealed up at the top of a mountain, with
spells made to last until the end of the world if necessary. A grievous crime,
the old crone had said. Committed against heaven itself, and punished for it.
The punishment must had fit the crime.
He had no obligations here. It had nothing at all
to do with him.
He should leave.
Except that he was sure the boy's golden eyes would
be following him down the trail, would keep on watching until he disappeared
into the distance. And he would watch for hours, for days, or even for weeks -
for what was time in this timeless prison made by the gods?
And until he, Genjo Sanzo, had lived his life and
turned to dust, this youkai sealed forever in a boy's body would still be here.
Still watching the road that trailed up the mountain and remembering the human
that no longer existed. And that loneliness that was the prison for the heart
and mind would stretch on into the centuries.
Oh,
gods... I must be out of my mind.
He took one step closer to the bars. A corner of
his mind was yammering frantically at him - what
in the name of nine hells are you thinking? You’re making a huge mistake, stop,
stop -
Except that he was not thinking. Not really. His
body was moving of its own volition. And his heart...
He saw his own hand moved up, moved past the bars,
the powerful fuda not affecting his human body. Saw the hand stretched to its
length and stopped, palm turned up - heard his own lips moving to form the
words -
"I
can't stand you, your calls."
...<here>...
"So...come."
...<find
me>...
"I'll
take you with me."
And the luminous eyes were staring at him - fear,
disbelief, suspicion... but that tiny spark of something that was not yet hope
bloomed in their depth... and it rose like a tide to sweep everything away...
The boy was moving, shuffling on his knees, the chains
scraping and rattling on the uneven floor. Closer, on palms and knees in front
of the offered palm, the small upturned face lit up by the setting sun. He
stopped.
And raised one bound hand, slowly, hesitantly, as
if afraid Sanzo was a mirage that would disappear when touched -
...their fingers touched, the long slender human
fingers and the sharp-clawed youkai's...
...the
fuda flashed a muted gold, yellowed papers dissolving into nothingness...
...and
the chain that shackled the boy's wrist crumbled to dust along with the
rest, dissipating into the wind without
a sound...
...<found
you at last>..
That voice sighed one last time and it called him
by name, his name yet not his - strange
yet familiar - and fell silent with a sense of finality.
He stood there with the setting sun shining behind
him and the boy kneeling in front of him, their hands linked together.
And far away from the mortal world, the wheel of
fate spun in its eternal cycle - and two threads long separated meet once again
to be woven into one.
***
The moment the binding spells had broken, Sanzo had
snatched his hand away. The youkai boy made a sound, fingers reaching for his
retreating hand, eyes mutely beseeching.
Sanzo stood there, trying to understand what had
happened, still reeling from what he had just done. The spells… he had not even
thought of them, had not even considered that they might stop him from what he
was trying to do.
And they should have. It did not make sense that
they had just… dissolved like that. What kind of idiot made binding spells this
powerful that would just up and disappear the moment someone touched it?
Sanzo took a shuddering breath. Nothing made sense.
The phantom voice’s final call disturbed him greatly - because at that moment
there was a flash of feeling, of almost understanding some mystery just out of
reach. A mystery that he had not realized existed, and one that his mind shied
away from contemplating.
The youkai boy stared at him imploringly from
between the stone bars, face and body pressed as hard against the barrier as he
could manage.
One thing that he knew, the mystery was linked to
this caged boy in front of him.
Well,
then…
He cocked his head, spoke in his most bored tone.
“Oy. Are you going to stay there forever?”
“Eh?”
The obiqutous ‘eh’ again. Sanzo gritted his teeth.
“Even if you’re one hell of a sorry-looking youkai, a simple stone bar
shouldn’t be able to stop you. Unless you want to stay there.”
The boy stared at him, eyes widening in
astonishment.
“Fine!” Sanzo turned abruptly and started walking
away. “Whatever. I’m not staying in this miserable place. Do anything you
like.”
“…wait!”
Sanzo glanced back. “Hurry up.”
He watched through his eyelashes as the boy
tentatively gripped a bar in each hand. His fingers could not quite circle the
thick bars all the way around. Saw him strained against them experimentally.
Dust and bits of stones flaked down from where the bars grew down from the cave
ceiling.
The boy stopped, a strange look on his face.
Released one hand from the bar and balled it into a fist.
He smashed the fist on the stone bar.
A deep cracking sound and the stone bar shattered
into thousand shards, pieces of it spattering the ground near Sanzo’s feet.
Another fist. A second bar smashed apart. Then the
boy was standing, gazing at him past the gap in the prison that had confined
him for who knew how long.
And took one step across the threshold.
Sanzo knew exactly when the realization of his
freedom hit him. The head turned up, face chasing after the rays of setting sun
that fell from above. And it kept tilting back, back, until he was looking up
at the clear blue sky of autumn. Hands that had hung forgotten lifted to the
side, spreading, stretching. And he spun, spinning on his feet, once, twice -
and a clear sound, high and strong, burst out of him. Laughter, full with wild,
unbridled joy.
Sanzo watched in fascination, drawn in despite
himself. There was just something so pure about this undiluted joy - it slipped
past his defenses and touched him to the quick. He started when the boy swung
his eyes back to him. The small, dusty face was filled with a grin so huge it
seemed liable to split his whole face in two. The boy gave a whoop, and broke
into a run, leaping and bounding on the treacherous ground as if it was flat
pavement, speeding past Sanzo without a glance.
Sanzo stared at the diminishing back, moving at a
remarkable clip. Obviously the imprisonment had not impaired any reflexes or
stamina. He was astonished to find himself feeling a pang of loss, an
irrational and totally unacceptable feeling that was swiftly and ruthlessly
squashed. Attributed it to the loss of a possible answer to the mystery.
But...
just as well.
One did not seal an ordinary youkai with this kind
of care. Powerful beings had been involved, and when they realized their
precious cell had been breached and the prisoner gone, they would be sure to
come looking for some answers. Sanzo was not afraid of troubles, but neither
was he suicidal. It was just as well that he withdrew himself from this mess as
early as possible.
He retrieved his belongings from where he had left
it down the path, and trudged down the track at a distinctly slower pace than
the youkai boy. The sun was falling fast, and he cursed long and feelingly at
the prospect of spending another freezing night bedding on hard, rocky surface.
The whole unfruitful side-track did not bear
thinking about. Now that it had become painfully obvious the youkai who had
attacked him was someone else, the thought of re-searching the mountain range
and forest for the correct youkai made him feel vaguely ill. And the thought
that he had whipped his ass climbing this gods-damned mountain for nothing made
him downright homicidal. Sure, the annoying voice had stopped. But right now he
was bone tired and cranky and the fruit of his fucking labor, whatever it was,
had just ran off without a word of thanks.
I
want to kill someone. He thought grimly. I really, really want to kill someone. If this is the gods’ idea of a
joke, I hope someone is choking on it up there.
And maybe the gods answered him or decided to punish
him for his blasphemous thoughts, because right then, something thumped on the
boulder beside him. He spun around in shock, only to come face to face with
bright, golden eyes.
The youkai boy.
Before Sanzo could register the sudden arrival, the
boy had bounded down beside him and snagged one sleeve with both hands, beaming
up at him so hard his eyes were mere slits of gold.
“What are you doing?!” Sanzo tried vainly to pull
his sleeve away, and almost succeeded in tearing holes in his robe. The boy had
sharp nails, and they were sunk well and deep into the weavings.
“Go. Let’s… go,” the boy declared happily.
Sanzo stared. “What makes you think you’re coming
with me?!” He tried once again to pry himself off, with as little success. “Temee…!! I have nothing to do with you.
I don’t want anything to do with
you. Go away. Do whatever you do, I don’t care, as long as… Are you listening
to me?”
A happy grin was his answer.
Helplessly. “You…”
Another pull on the sleeve. “Iku…yo.”
Sanzo’s mouth opened, closed. Tried again. “Do you
understand what I’m saying or not?”
The face that turned to him was solemn, earnest.
“Go… together. I’ll go… with you.”
“You are not…
oh hell, I give up.” He glumly resumed walking, one youkai boy clinging to his
sleeve. “Sukinishiro-yo!”
The steps beside him faltered suddenly. Royally
pissed off, Sanzo twisted around to give the vacillating piece of baggage a
well-deserved tounge-lashing.
The boy was staring up the incline at the cave. The
sun was failing now, and the shadows were smothering it, enveloping the
mountain-side. The mobile face was somber, the eyes darkening with too many
emotions to count.
Sanzo stilled his tongue. A rare mood overtook him
and he silently allowed the boy to lay whatever ghosts he had to rest, put down
the final pieces of intangible chains binding him. He stood there waiting
patiently until the boy was ready.
Finally, the boy turned towards him, the bright
smile back on his face again. “Let’s go.”
Sanzo hmmphed, starting back down the trail.
“One thing…”
“Eh?”
“If you tear my robe, I’ll take it out of your
hide.”
***
Sanzo poked the camp fire with a stick, sending
sparks and embers into the air. The fire burned bigger, warming the chilly
night air.
He had not gotten as far down the mountain as he
had hoped. The sun had set about an hour ago and he had finally given up and
sought shelter for the night. The bluff he had found gave shelter and
protection from the wind.
The night out there was quiet. Whatever wild life
existed this high up had curled back up into their nests, or at least had had
the decency to be quiet while they went about their business.
In here…
Sanzo gave a low snarl in his throat as the
continuous sound of gravel scraping on ground began to grate on raw nerves.
“Will you stop that?” He demanded through clenched
teeth.
The sound paused.
“Nan-da?”
Sanzo closed his eyes and prayed for patience.
“Fidgeting. If you’re restless, get out. I’m
certainly not keeping you.”
“…oh.”
Silence. A second passed. Two seconds.
A sniffing sound closer by.
Sanzo cursed soundly and snatched his travel sack
away. “And stop pawing my stuff. What are trying to do?”
Golden eyes gazed back at him, mournful. The youkai
boy sat on his heels, looking rather like a lost, forlorn kid in his sorry
condition. But when he spoke next, his voice was hopeful.
“…food?”
“…Not for you!” But the thought of food woke his
stomach up and he realized that he had not eaten since early this morning.
Sanzo took out the travel biscuits, pointedly turning his back on the boy. He
bit into the hard biscuit, listlessly chewing the tasteless thing. He wished he
was back in the forest, where there were at least some fruits to be found, and
game animals he could trap. He missed the taste of meat. As it was, there was
only this thing, and barely enough at that to last all the way down the
mountain. He would have to ration himself if he did not want to starve during
the last leg of the journey.
A small whimper. More scraping sound as the boy
moved nearer.
Sanzo ignored him. The boy survived years cooped up
in the cave without food and water. No reason why he needed food now.
A growling sound interrupted his meal. He slowly
turned his head to stare at the boy, who ducked his head, looking quite
embarrassed, but with eyes still latched on to the half-eaten ration in his
hand.
I’m
going to regret this.
The boy started as a biscuit was thrown at him,
hands nimbly catching it before it fell to the ground. A wide grin split his
face.
“Just one,” Sanzo told him flatly. “Don’t think
this is going to be a habit.”
But the boy was already busy munching the meal,
demolishing it at an astonishing speed. As Sanzo watched the biscuit disappear with
something like horrified fascination, the boy choked, started coughing and
hacking.
“Idiot…” Sanzo shoved the water container at him
and yelped when the boy upended it into his mouth. “Kisama! Don’t finish it, you…!” He snatched the thing back, stared
aghast at the decidedly empty container.
“Kono… BAKA!!”
The container went flying, whacking the boy soundly on the head.
“Itte!”
“Hurt does it? I’m going to do more than just hurt
you - I’m going to kill you! You water-guzzling, thoughtless, brainless,
prehistoric piece of…!!!”
A howl pierced the night, like that of a wolf, but
with a chilling otherness behind it
that suggested something else. Sanzo’s skin crawled with the sound of it, and
he stopped, trying to pin-point the location. Somewhere to the north, down near
the edge where the forest met the mountain range. A couple of howls and yips
followed, less distinct, but definitely wolfish in origin.
Sanzo listened intently as the cliffs bounced eerie
echoes, but there was nothing more from the first one. That one… he had a hunch
what it was.
“Youkai.”
He turned, surprised. The boy gazed up at him
solemnly, hand still rubbing his head where the container had hit him. “What
did you say?”
“That was… not wolf. Youkai.” The boy tilted his
head. “Sound is… different.”
“Hngh.” Sanzo snorted, sitting back down. There was
nothing he could do now. Even if it was the same youkai who had attacked him,
he was too far away. But at least he now knew the direction to go next. “Trust
a youkai to know one.”
The boy looked at him questioningly.
“Never mind,” Sanzo snapped irritably.
Relative silence as the boy finished the remains of
his biscuit.
“Oy.”
“…mmm?”
“You
haven’t told me why you’re imprisoned up there.”
All of a sudden the boy looked crestfallen. The
biscuit hung forgotten in his hands. “I… I don’t know.”
“Aa~h?!”
“It’s true.”
“…explain.”
The boy struggled visibly, brows scrunching up as
he fought to comply. When the words came, it was halting and uncertain, but far
more articulate than he had been until now.
“I don’t remember, anything about… the past. I did
something…horrible, I think. That’s why I’m… shut in there. But I don’t
remember…”. Here he looked at Sanzo beseechingly, as if asking for understanding,
or forgiveness.
Sanzo narrowed his eyes, trying to see if the boy
was lying to him. But the cursed thing was, every instincts he had were telling
him the other was telling the truth.
“Then… your name?”
The boy shook his head, looking so dejected Sanzo
almost pitied him.
“… go to sleep.”
Sanzo arranged himself to his liking and turned
away from the fire, staring out into the night. No name. Doesn’t remember a thing. I suppose asking him about the voice
will be useless too. He heard slight rustling behind him as the boy settled
down.
“Ne…”
“What?” He muttered impatiently.
“…what’s your name?”
“None of your business.”
“…”
“…”
“…Genjo.. Sanzo.”
He heard the boy murmuring the name, repeating it
several times. “Genjo Sanzo… Genjo… Sanzo… Sanzo…”
“Urusee-na!
Go to sleep.”
The voice quieted, but he could still hear faint
murmuring. Irritated, he pulled one sleeved hand over his ear. First chance I get, I’m dumping him. Still
have to go after that youkai, and better to get this one out of the way. Just
because I let him out doesn't mean he's my responsibility.
Decision made, he resolutely tried to get some
rest. But somehow, his dreams that night were filled with memory of desolate
golden eyes, and the sound of a familiar voice calling a name that was not his
name.
***
He
hurt. The stump where his right arm used to be bled blackened blood and puss,
and it hurt to move. It hurt to hunt and if the wolf pack had not shared a portion
of their food with him, he probably would have died on those early few days of
his injury. The wild pack recognized him as one of their own, sensed the
half-buried lupine origin in the strange two-legged thing that had come within
their territory. Did not hurt that he often shared his own hunts with them, and
that they had developed a liking for the human flesh he gave them.
That
could prove to be useful. In his weakened condition, he might need their help
if he was to go after the yellow-haired monk.
And
go after him he would.
The
youkai growled low in his throat, his remaining fist clenching and unclenching
by his side. Alerted by the sound, a few of the wolves curled around him raised
their heads to regard him with their unblinking amber eyes.
He
smiled at them, thinking of how they hunted, how they tear their prey to pieces
at the end of the hunt. But no, maybe he would stop them this time. It should
not end so quickly. This time, he wanted more than just blood and death.
This
time, he wanted revenge.
***
Notes:
1. Japanese translations:
· Oshou-sama
= teacher - how Sanzou called his teacher
· Fuda
= the paper with mantra written on it, the kind that Shuen used
· Sukinishiro-yo
= do whatever you like
· Temee
= you (roughly spoken)
· Iku-yo
= let’s go
· Nan-da
= what
· Kono
baka = this idiot
· Itte
= hurt
2. ‘Koryu’ is Sanzo’s old name, kanji roughly
translates to ‘river’ + ‘flow’
3. I know, I know, I took some liberties with
Sanzo’s conversation with Gokuu ^_^;. The original one didn’t seem to work that
well, so I added some in, but I didn’t change the gist.