A SAIYUKI FAN FICTION

By NAGA

 

Disclaimer: This fanfic is based on Saiyuki by Minekura Kazuya. There is no profit to be made and no copyright infringement was intended.

Ratings      : PG13 (I think ^^;, violence, swearings, no adult content, sorry folks ; )

Timeline: The story starts before Genjo Sanzo’s first meeting with Son Gokuu

Spoiler      : A tiny bit – mostly from the Shu-e story line    

 

 

BINDING FATE

 

 

 

 

“What are you thinking of right now?”

 

A glide of nails along the sensitive vein on his neck, an almost ticklish sensation that sent a chill up his spine. Sanzo turned his head sideways, as far as he could get from the maliciously amused voice whispering in his ear.

 

He pushed away regrets as he sought to sink down again into the still pool in his mind. The caress turned into a sharp stab of pain and he bit back a scream. It distracted him, forced him to stop, unable to fully detach himself. 

 

“You’re not paying attention to me. I don’t like that.”

 

“Go to hell.” He hissed through gritted teeth. He fought again to reach the trance state, desperately hoping that the pain would have less hold on him there.

 

A soft laugh. “You first.”

 

It was hard to concentrate, so hard. He was barely able to maintain a small level of detachment. The long fingers wandered down his body, untying knots and spreading open loose robe.

 

One long, razor-tipped nail hooked into the top of his body suit and pulled down slowly, the soft ripping sound of fabric preternaturally loud in his ears. He could feel the hard tip of the nail slicing open a thin layer of skin, a line of liquid warmth mapped down all the way to his navel. Goosebumps broke on sweat-dampened skin as the cloth was peeled away and the night air hit his overheated body. The palm flattened against his lower stomach, just above his groin. The physical warmth felt at odds with the icy chill of fear the action generated. The talons slowly curved inward, digging into soft flesh.

 

His concentration wavered. 

 

The youkai looked down thoughtfully at the thin rivulets of blood running down Sanzo’s sides.

 

“…maybe later.” He smiled at Sanzo. “You humans die so quickly when gutted.” The fingers suddenly raked close, the razor-sharp edges carving  into his flesh so smoothly and so quickly his body took a moment to recognize the damage. The white-hot pain hit a full two seconds later and a bitten off cry escaped Sanzo’s lips as he curled in instinctively. His limbs pulled against the taut restraints, more raw pain shooting up strained hands and thighs.

 

“Go on, scream.” The taunt was almost affectionate. “You will anyway, sooner or later. They all did.”

 

Perversely, he held the pain in. He felt the dull, aching strain in his jaws, but it was nothing compared to the fiery open wounds on his stomach.

 

He saw the youkai licking away one bloody finger and felt nausea climbing up. The youkai smiled, enjoying the revulsion and laid the same finger on Sanzo’s cheek. He could not stop himself from flinching away. The youkai considered him like one would a butterfly specimen nailed on the board. He frowned.

 

“Rather awkward position this is. Let’s see…”

 

He looked up and his eyes went distant. There was a dry, rasping sound and Sanzo felt the limbs holding him down gave way a bit. That was all he needed. He waited until the youkai put his hand underneath one shoulder, obviously intending to lift him up. That was when he lunged up intending to butt the youkai in the head, at the same kicking a knee up for the stomach.

 

He missed the head-butt, seeing the grinning mouth passed as the youkai turned, felt the knee hit air. Then his vision was blocked by a descending palm and the next thing he knew the back of his head hit the unyielding ground hard enough to rattle all his teeth.

 

The voice came as if from a long tunnel. “I believe I’m insulted. Do you actually think I would fall for a similar ruse twice?”

 

Sanzo felt his body lifted up, tried to struggle but his muscles seemed to have turned to water and nothing worked properly. He felt the youkai moving his limbs, pulling his arms to stretch back behind him. He managed to get his eyes open and saw the youkai lean back with a satisfied smile. He was now kneeling on the ground, sharp pebbles digging into his knees, arms held behind his back. The limbs held his upper body erect and his lower legs flat to the ground.

 

“Perfect.”

 

Sanzo felt himself being embraced, soft lips nuzzling him on his throat.

 

“Don’t faint on me now, little monk. We’re just starting.”

 

Warm hand caressed him from the shoulders, all the way down to the wrist stretched behind him. Fingers closed on his right wrist, then with a savage twist, broke the fragile bones.

 

His body convulsed with the pain. He felt the youkai pressed cheek to cheek against him, hugging him close like a lover, but he could not find the strength to even move his head away.

 

The hand moved back up the length of his arm to stop at the joints where his right arm met his shoulder. The face pulled back to watch him, hunger in the green slitted eyes. He felt the fingers probe the joint, knew what he meant to do.

 

“An arm for an arm, boy.”

 

A plea almost escaped him, but sheer pride made him choke it down. He would die before he beg.

 

When the youkai dislocated his shoulder, the world was awashed with pain that drowned out everything else.

 

There was a panting moan from somewhere far away. He did not recognize it as his, the voice had sounded so weak and helpless. Pathetic.

 

“…quisite”

 

The whisper again, in his ear. “You scream so beautifully, little monk.”

 

He had not screamed. Had he?

 

“I have tried many things, little monk. Experimented on the other humans, to see how much would be too much, too fast, and how much would allow me to prolong this. Did you know a man could linger for an amazingly long time, even with half his bones crushed? As long as you are careful not to nick a main artery or vein, we can do this for hours.”

 

Panic was trying to rouse his body, but his thoughts felt sluggish. There was something he needed to do, but it kept on escaping him. Something to stop the pain, something to…

 

“I wonder how could I make you scream louder.”

 

The fingers cupped his face, caressing it gently. When one finger pressed against a closed lid, Sanzo instinctively turned his face away.

 

“Ah.”

 

The chuckle that followed woke him up somewhat. A cold finger of dread made him open his eyes. The youkai was smiling.

 

“You have beautiful eyes, little monk.”

 

His breath hitched in his throat and panic welled up full force, clearing the cobwebs in his mind. No. No.

 

“I told myself I would keep a souvenir from our little encounter. I was thinking of your head, but it is such a cumbersome thing to carry everywhere. An eye, though… it would do just as well.”

 

He hated the sound that he made when the finger touched the eyelid of his right eye, pulling it back to expose the eyeball. The youkai was watching him avidly, seeming to feed from his panic and fear. The tip of the claw pressed against the corner of his eye, starting to dig in. Blood welled up, stinging and staining his vision red, and in that moment of horror Sanzo knew absolute despair.

 

I am going to die…

 

 

An enraged shriek rang through the clearing and his body was rocked with impact – the weight on top of his suddenly disappeared as his numbed mind belatedly registered confused cacophony of howls and pained yowls.  

 

He half-raised his head and blinked back blood, barely seeing through red-washed vision. Caught peripheral snatches of two figures locked in a tumbling brawl, a glimpse of crimson-tinted brown hair, a snatch of furred vest, a flash of feral golden eyes.

 

He had not thought his heart could sink any lower than it already did. He was wrong.

 

Shit, no. The Idiot!

 

As if to accentuate his point, a small body went hurtling across the space to crash somewhere out of his vision, ending with loud, multiple cracks of broken branches and a pained cry.

 

From somewhere inside him he dragged up the strength to scream at his enemy, “You leave him alone! It’s me that you want.”

 

The youkai strode past him and almost casually back-handed him across the mouth. Blood filled his mouth and Sanzo closed his eyes, fighting against unconsciousness. 

 

Stupid, stupid, thrice-damned moron!! I’ve thrown you away, why’d you have to come back?

 

He lifted blurred eyes, but the youkai had gone behind him, out of his sight.

 

Calm down. Calm down.

 

It took all his self-control and training to heed that voice of reason. He could not help anyone, not like this. Worse, he was a liability, a burden.

 

His breath burned painfully in his chest. He had sworn four years ago that he would be strong, that he would never be a liability again, never be caught helpless, never had to watch… 

 

His breathing steadied as the familiar resolution set in. Now was different. He had to believe that. He had had four years to make that difference. Now was the time to prove it.

 

There was only one chance for both of them.

 

Sanzo closed his eyes and plunged deep into his mind, deafening himself to the sounds of the fight, indications of a losing fight. If the sounds stopped before he resurfaced, at least he would not have to see the evidence of another of his failure. Weak coward that he was, death was preferable to facing another person’s death on his behalf.

 

He sank deep like a stone, falling for the still mirror of ebony, reaching down, down…  …and emerged into the light.

 

 

***

 

People who recite this mantra, will attain the wisdom the Buddhas.

 

Koryuu turned his head aside, the crisp smell of late autumn wind filling his nose, the soft paper-rustle of dry leaves all the sound in the world.

 

His master sat on the simple prayer pad on the wooden floor. The wall panels were open behind him, the pale moonlight falling on the leaves of the sheltering maple tree outside, bringing out the dark red highlights and framing Koumyo Sanzo in an almost unbearably vivid, fiery crown of leaves.

 

What mantra is that, Master?

 

                His Master smiled, a secretive, almost playful edge it. As if he was laughing at a joke that no one else knew.  

 

                The one that I will teach you tonight.

 

There was a sutra open between them, an old silk scroll with older words written on them.

 

Koryuu shrugged. I don’t need to know any mantra.

 

                Oh, but one day you will need to. This mantra turns the sufferings into the Bodhi mind.

 

Koryuu frowned at his Master. I’d rather not suffer at all, if you don’t mind me saying so. I don’t think I really take to this whole suffering-is-enlightening thing.

 

His Master laughed silently. Oh, that sounds very much like something you will say, Koryuu.

 

But Koryuu, suffering is inevitable. And sometimes, the truth behind the teachings are so profound that a man can only see it when he is driven to his limits, or when he is close to leaving this mortal coil.

 

Are you saying that the closer to being dead you are, the easier it will be for you to understand it? Koryuu asked incredulously. That’s horrible.

 

His Master smiled.

 

Sometimes, that’s the way it is. You will understand, Koryuu.

 

When it is time for me to go, this will be the mantra that will pass my lips. And I shall pass it to you. I trust you will make good use for it.

 

Koryuu felt a sudden sting in his eyes, an unpleasant premonition clutching his chest so it hurt to breathe. Why had the Master looked sad?

 

Master, he said. I don’t really want to know. His voice seemed overlaid with a deeper voice, an older voice full of pain.

 

But his Master had pressed his palms together in front of him. Listen well, Koryuu, he said, and recite it with me.

 

Namah Ratnatrayaya

 

Namo Aryavalokitesvaraya Bodhisattvaya

 

Koryuu reluctantly assumed the pose, feeling the weight of inevitability pressing down on him.

 

Mahasattvaya Mahakarunikaya Tadyatha

 

The wind had died down outside. He had closed his eyes, but somehow he could still see the silvery moonlight, the vivid crimson of the leaves.

 

Om tso- jie- ra- fa di- Chintamani

 

 

The room was dissolving around them, the edges of reality running together to fade away into the dark. But there was nothing to be afraid of in this dark. This silent depth that welcomed and embraced. The cadence of the mantra flowed around him, inside him, tugging forth something from deep in his soul. The rhythm of the words picked up.

 

mo-ho bo-den mi. ru-ru-ru-ru. di- se tsa

 

re- ra- a-jie ri. sa-ya HONG!

 

The mantra was building to a climax. It had taken a life of its own and he was merely the vessel that resonated for it. He opened his eyes, and it was tears that fell down his eyes as he watched his Master’s peaceful face. He knew now what the end of the mantra would bring. He watched with young/old eyes as the ancient words of power continued to resound around them.  

 

Om Padma Chintamani rera Hong!

 

His Master’s eyes opened as they approached the last line. He was smiling, but it was tinted with sadness. His mouth moved, but he could not hear what was being said. The tears fell harder. And then, it was too late.

 

Om- ba-la-to-bo dan-mi HONG!

 

 

***

 

 

The intruder was an unpleasant complication.

 

He had been so immersed on the young monk’s agony and the slowly mounting terror that he had not even sense the other approaching until it had bowled full-tilt into him. Unforgivable carelessness. His snarl was more for his own stupidity than any real feel of threat from the intruder.

 

The other was half his size and young. Nowhere near a match to him. But the cub was doggedly tenacious, bounding back into the fight again and again, until he had smacked it so hard it had flown across the clearing to crash against the mature pines on the forest edge. That had cut an entirely satisfactory swath of destruction and left the cub sprawled on the ground.

 

His triumphant smile died down when the little body struggled up again, grubby fingers scrabbling to find purchase on the ground.  

 

There were tears brimming on the large, golden eyes. Not tears of pain, he realized. Frustration, impotent anger, and desperation so thick he could almost taste it.

 

For some reason, the cub was trying to protect his human captive, to the extent that he would be willing to pay with his own life. It made him curious enough to ask.

 

“Why?”

 

His answer was an inarticulate snarl as the cub lunged for him gracelessly. He stepped aside easily and, instead of back-handing him as he originally intended, snagged the slender neck and pulled it against him.

 

“Why?” He asked again.

 

The cub kicked against him but was in bad position to put any strength into it. He secured his grip and slammed the cub into the solid oak trunk. The golden eyes glazed, and he took the opportunity to look back at his other captive. The human was slumped against his restraints, motionless. The alpha male was keeping a good eye, as well as several limbs, on him. He had time.

 

“Let’s see,” he cocked his head at the cub, who had more or less recovered from having his head smashed against the trunk. Good recuperative ability, he probably needed to watch out for that. “Either you don’t know how to speak, or that tongue of yours is nothing more than a useless piece of meat. If it’s the latter, I’ll just do you a favor and remove it from of your mouth. Clean out the trash, so to speak.”

 

A sobbed breath. “… won’t… let you…”

 

“What was that, cub?”

 

“…won’t let you hurt him… kill…. Never!!”

 

“Why? What is he to you?”

 

The cub’s fierce countenance faded, replaced halfway with confusion. Then it growled at him and fought twice as hard to escape the restraint on his neck. The dirty fingers pulled and scratched at his upper arm, and there were just enough baby claws in them for it to hurt.

 

With an oath, he lunged and kneed the boy in the stomach hard, doubling the small body in two with the force of it. The golden eyes widened, pupils constricting into pin-points, then the small body went limp in his hand. He looked down at his captive disgustedly. There was no challenge in this. The body was thrown aside carelessly and he strolled back to the monk.

 

He knelt down in front of the young man and grabbed a handful of silky blond hair, using it to pull the limp head up. He blinked in surprise. The face was slack, the pupils of those lovely violet eyes expanded so wide they almost swallowed the irises. There were no comprehension in those eyes, which was somewhat expected, but the tears that silently glided down tracks etched into those blood-encrusted cheeks were a definite surprise.  

 

“My, my, I’m shocked at you, little monk,” he murmured. “I never figure you for the type to cry so easily. Does it really hurt all that much? Or is it the fear that made you weep?” 

 

No response. Not even a flicker in those violet orbs. That indifference stoked the familiar fire of sullen resentment in his belly. He would not be ignored. Never again. He had shown those dim-witted sheep the price of thumbing their nose at him, for ignoring him like a cur in the street. He would not tolerate it from one that was his prey, his victim.

 

“Time to wake up, sleeping beauty,” he hissed maliciously, sliding his palm down the monk’s smooth back, all the way to the curve of his waist. Then his fingers curved in and he viciously dug his nails, carving a deep furrow up the back. Laughter started to bubble up in anticipation of the scream, but it died stillborn as nothing happened. The monk’s face remained blank, impassive, the body under his hand as limp and lifeless as a puppet.

 

The alpha male gave a confused whuff, understanding in some level that something was wrong, but unable to grasp what had changed.

 

“What kind of trick this is, monk?” He hissed, feeling the fury boiling past his careful controls. He did not understand how the monk could remain impassive in the face of such pain, and the small kernel of uncertainty made him mad. “Do you think you could escape me using some sort of meditation technique?”

 

He tore his hand loose from the ripped back and clutched the monk’s face with a bloody hand. The thick coppery smell of it filled his nostrils, tickling against his palate. Still there was no reaction.

 

“Remember the eye, monk?” He grated, the fury making its way into his voice. “I was interrupted just now, but now that I’ve taken care of the distraction it’s time to go back for the main course. How about it, monk? If you beg nicely, I might consider sparing your eyes. From the others, I had the impression that losing an eye hurt like nothing else does.”

 

Nothing.

 

With a snarl, he set his claws just below the brow bone, fully intending to claw the eyeball out. 

 

Something raised the hair on the back of his neck, an unpleasant prickle of energy that made him turn his head.

 

The cub was standing again. The head hung low as it stood half-bent, a thin trickle of blood running down its narrow chin. The incredulity he felt was fast overtaken by murderous irritation. He had no more appetite for this game. All he wanted was to be left alone so he could claw open the monk’s defense piece by piece, to reach his consciousness wherever it was he had hidden it inside his psyche.

 

He let the monk go with a growl and stalked over to the small youkai. He was going to rip it apart, limb-to-limb, and scatter the innards all over the clearing. Let the monk see then when he woke up, what had become of his defender.

 

He was within touching distance, just starting to reach for the still body, when the cub suddenly disappeared from his sight. There was a split-second of open-mouthed disbelief, then what felt like a steel hammer wielded by a giant punched into his stomach. His mouth opened in a breathless scream as he felt the blow straight up to his spine and his guts felt as if they would be forced out through his back. He barely felt his knees hitting the ground, his eyes rising in some instinctive reaction, just in time to see a blur of fist that punched him in the side of the face.

 

He landed on the ground barely conscious, the stench of his own blood filling his mouth. Survival instincts were screaming for him to roll away, avoid the next coming blow, but for the moment his body was stunned into immobility. There was a sudden snarl of rage, a sharp scuffling sound. It gave him enough time for his healing ability to kick in, and he blinked open slowly focusing eyes.

 

The alpha male had flung two tentacle limbs to snag the cub’s ankle. The cub was down on the ground, awkwardly turned around as he tried to reach the limbs holding him in place. The limbs kept twisting on the ground like a restless snake, tumbling him on the ground and escaping his grasp. The cub’s head rose suddenly, and he was transfixed by the burning, molten gold in those eyes. They glowed with a light of their own, like miniature suns. And there was something that defied perception in their depth, a half open door to something so deep and endless it defied his understanding.

 

The cub – no, the bakemono – snarled again in anger and finally found a grip on the limbs. The narrow shoulders heaved once, and the alpha male’s scream jarred his ears as the limbs were ripped apart.

 

That shook him awake. He understood the situation enough to know that the only chance he had to take down this thing was while the alpha male was still there to distract it. Alone, his chance lessened considerably.

 

Anger burned away the hesitation in him and he lunged for the cub, managed to tackle him before it could completely tear itself away from the entwining limbs. Once he had it straddled on the ground, he pummeled it with punches, putting all his weight and upper body strength into it. There was no grace in it, just brute force trying to batter the life out of the enemy. The cub managed to get his arms up, but most of the blows got through. The golden eyes were narrowed to slits as blow after blow rained down, and more blood was coughed out of the small mouth.

 

He was just readying himself for the final blow when the cub’s eyes snapped open again, the golden irises growing impossibly wide as their pupils constricted into narrow slits. He felt the power building then, under him, like riding on the edge of a lightning strike. He reared back, suddenly afraid, and that was when he felt the other storm building all around him, filling the clearing, heard the frantic yelps from the alpha male.

 

Too late, he snapped his head back to the young monk. Only to see awareness poured back into those empty violet eyes, and all the power crackling with him at the center. The stole around his shoulders began to glow a blinding white, the spidery scrawl on them turning incandescent and starting to writhe like a living thing.

 

He shouted an order at the alpha male, frantically throwing himself at the monk.

 

The storm broke. 

 

 

***

 

 

For a long while afterwards, there was only silence in the clearing, and a peculiar ozone- tinged smell of scorched flesh. There was not even enough left to make a pile of ash. The Maten Kyomon, when utilized properly, left barely anything to mark the passing of those it had judged.

 

Sanzo lay face up on the hard ground, staring at the night sky. Dear gods, he hurt all over. There were new wounds that he did not recall receiving. He was sticky all over with his own sweat and blood, and his body had flatly refused to listen to his brain’s directions to move. Not that his mind was in any better state. A deep, exhausted lassitude had fallen over his thoughts, born from over-exertion of the mental and spiritual kind. Using the Maten Kyomon had always left him feeling drained, but never to this extent. Maybe the physical and emotional stress had aggravated the effect.

 

There was something different in the summoning of the power this time, but the dream-like memories had already started to escape him. He was not sure that he was sorry about it – there was a deep feeling of pain and loss entwined with those memories. But there was also a feeling of peace, a beloved memory, and a nagging disquiet that he was missing something important. But the disquiet faded away like a caress in a dream, and he was back on the ground, alone. 

 

There was nothing he wanted more than to close his eyes and sleep. But it he did that, the next time he woke up may be in the after life. He may be hurting, but he was not ready to take that step yet. It would have smacked of surrender.

 

Besides, there was an unfinished business he had to take care of first.

 

He worked some moisture in his mouth and tried to speak. Coughed twice before he could push something resembling words out of his throat.

 

“Oy, saru. Still alive?”

 

A long silence stretched and he was just starting to worry when a rather dazed voice answered.

 

“Um.”

 

A tension he had not even known let go in his chest, and suddenly breathing did not seem to hurt quite as much.

 

Baka.”

 

An affronted silence. Then – “Am not.”

 

Despite himself, he felt his mouth stretch into a grin. It felt good, even though it hurt his face. Gods, he did not know a smile needed so many muscles.

 

“Can’t you even fight properly, baka? Why’d I always have to pull your tail out of the fire?”

 

He heard some scraping sounds, then a defeated thud on the ground.

 

“Not me fault!”

 

Somehow, he did not need to see the boy’s face to know what he would look like. The voice managed to convey injured dignity perfectly well.

 

“Yeah, yeah.”

 

Silence again as he rested. Even those few words had exhausted him. How was he supposed to trek back to the village? 

 

Saru.”

 

A mumbled reply came somewhere from the boy’s direction.

 

“You sleeping?”

 

“… am not.”

 

“Why’d you come back?”

 

Silence.

 

“I told you I’d shoot you next time I see you.”

 

Silence again, stretching longer. Then torturous scuffing sounds, scrabbling in the ground and a faint bitten-off yelps now and then. He heard the heavy, unsteady footsteps long before the boy’s dirty and bloodied face came into his line of sight.

 

He looked terrible, one eye and one side of the face beginning to swell with what promised to be spectacular bruises, a split lip, and blood still trickling down the side of his mouth. Sanzo remembered the harsh beatings he had overheard before he sank down past his consciousness. Internal injuries, most likely. Hopefully that appetite of his also meant he had a strong recuperative power.

 

The face peered down at him, then turned away as the boy half-sat, half-fell on the ground beside his head.  

 

He could not see him from where he lay staring straight up. He could move his head that fraction to the side, but at the moment he did not feel any need to.

 

The boy was silent for a long time, and Sanzo just lay there, feeling a lazy stupor beginning to overtake him. The pain was a distant thing now, and the cold wind had even stopped bothering him. Sanzo had enough presence of mind left to know that he was in trouble, but getting up seemed to be too much effort right now.

 

Small, feverish-hot hands took his left palm, sandwiching it between their warmth.

 

The hands were shaking, and not from the cold.

 

“I… went away… like you said…”

 

“Tried. Cross the river. Far away.”

 

“Keep coming back. Go away. Come back. Go away. Come back again.”

 

There was a tremor in the voice.

 

“Tired of going away.”

 

“You said you don’t want a pet…”

 

That was not exactly what he had said, but the gist was correct.

 

“I’m not a pet.”

 

The voice was fierce.


Showing some backbone, aren’t you, saru.

 

“That’s right,” he heard himself saying. “You’re not a pet. You’re not an animal. That’s why you have to choose your own path. You can’t just keep on following me.”

 

You would just be in another prison then.

 

A pause. “You… tell me to go where I want to.”

 

“Aa.”

 

“Choose where I want to.”

 

Sanzo stared at the blurring night sky above. His own younger self, kneeling in front of all the monks in the temple – I will go down the mountain and find the one who killed my master. I will take back what is mine, the Seiten Kyomon.

 

“…yes.”

 

“Then…” Hesitation, then resolve. “…then I choose to go with you.”

 

Sanzo slowly shifted his head aside to stare at the boy. He sat there in his torn clothes, teeth gnawing his lips in an unconscious nervous gesture. But he met his gaze without flinching and the eyes were unshadowed with doubts.

 

Still, when the silence stretched, the resolve bled away to reveal painful uncertainties. His voice was small when he asked, “Can I?”

 

He could almost hear the sound of his Master laughing. You did tell him to choose, Koryuu. Will you take that away from him? A smile almost twigged his mouth. Sneaky old man, he scolded his memory and was rewarded with a smile from a ghost. Could you tell him why you would refuse him?

 

It would not work, he argued. It should not. Sanzo was pretty sure that if his head were working properly at the moment, he would have found a hundred perfectly reasonable, perfectly valid reasons why it was so. As it was…

 

 

“… for now.”

 

The head that had started to droop snapped up so fast it should have given him a backlash. Wide golden eyes stared at him in disbelief.

 

“Eh?”

 

Sanzo grunted. “Problems with your ears? I said, for now. Just until you figure out what to do with yourself, or until I got tired of you. Just remember, I’m not your keeper, and if you got too annoying, I have my choice to kick you ass back where you come from. Got that?”

 

The smile that bloomed across the boy’s entire face could have rivaled the sun for its warmth. “Got it, Sanzo.”

 

“Good,” he said sleepily, glad that it was all resolved, because he could not have kept his eyes open for another second. Just a few minutes, that was all, he promised himself. After that, then he would drag himself up and start for the village.

 

He was vaguely aware of the boy’s voice calling his name with a trace of alarm, but it was too muted to be of any distraction. Oh, yes. They still have not found out what the saru’s name was. That was something else to think about. But that was for later.

 

For now, he would rest.

 

***

 

Notes:

 

Er… epilogue coming soon. I think ^^;;