Why Can’t I Ask?
I still remember that night, the first night,
I really cried, it was as if everything came
together, there I was sitting in the shadows,
staring at the top of a candle light,
thinking to myself, why can't I be somebody else.
The candle light was crying with me, the melted
pieces fell on my hand, and it felt just
like a tiny little bite, the feeling of the
outside world is gone.
All I want is to make her happy, but I cant do it,
I cant make her laugh, I cant make her
look at me the way it is suppose to be, the candle light
kept burning me, and I kept feeling nothing.
The night kept singing the ugly song of pain,
the wind kept rushing feelings in my head,
feelings I never thought I had.
All of this happened in less than a minute, I don’t
want to leave my life thinking like
this, there has to be a place for me, to be free,
a place to leave this feeling.
I can’t keep thinking that she doesn’t want me……
WHY? Doesn’t she want me?
I know WHO she wants and its driving me crazy
I’m afraid to ask.
What if I’m afraid to face what I already know.
No!
Why? what did I do wrong.
With out asking I kiss her good night and I
said I love you, I couldn't ask.
WHY CANT I ASK?
Penned By:
Ivan Garcia (c)2003
Laguna Niguel, California
Authors Comments:
I DID THIS WRITTING, CAUSE OF MY GIRLFRIEND,
I THINK SHE DOESN'T WANT TO BE WITH ME NO
MORE BUT I CAN'T ASK. ITS ALL PURE FEELINGS.
I'M NOT A WRITTER SO PLEASE FIX MY MISTAKES.
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