Disclaimer: don’t own them don’t sue them..err…me but i guess i can play with them!
By: me!! Red vegeta or if you like the name lesley better, that’ll do fine too.
Warning: lemon, lime (and a shot of wodka lalala, sorry its late ^_^;;) and angst
Please don’t flame * kneels begging * please, i know some people want to fry me but no flaming okay?
I’d like to get lots of feedback tho! Its my first time at writing anything angsty or long so i need to know if i’m doing alright.
For now, have fun! Knock yourselfs out on reading!
Part three- Venus as a boy
The sun was slowly rising above the hills. Small beams of sunshine peaked through the leaves and through the bashed door of a small cabin. The house seemed to be abandonded for years now. Birds chirped happily and sat on the roof. Small mice went inside searching for something to eat, but suddenly scattered away as they heard some noises coming from inside.
A painfull little beam decided to pester one of the two men lying in the room. The lavender haired one opened one of his eyes and rubbed the sleep out of his eyes. Another day had come for him to live. He slowly rose from his and turned to look beside him. To his relief he saw Goku still sleeping, his fists clenching the sheets.
He still isn’t fine. Slowly getting up he heard Goku murmur in his sleep.
‘Vegeta… no.. wait..’
With pain in his heart Trunks watched Goku as he turned wildly in his sleep. Muttering soft words that all looked the same, calling the same name. He had been restless for days now and the nights were filled with nightmares. Who could blame him. Goku had been hurt so bad that it nearly had him killed and was stopping him from recovering now. Trunks sighed. He felt sorry for the large man he admired so much. But as soon as Trunks started to think of what had happened his own heart sank to the tips of his toes. He had been hurt as well.
It felt like weeks since he saw Goten speed out of the cabin, leaving him behind in confusion and fear. His brain told him it had only been 3 days ago, but his body said other things. He too felt the throbbing pain in his chest as his own memories started racing back to him. Goten had cheated on him with Vegeta in such a brutal and cruel way that it felt like the end of the world. And as far as Trunks was concerned, it was the end of the world. He had loved Goten from the bottom of his soul, he felt betrayed. Goten had thrown away his love like it was nothing. Dumping him like an annoying girl. And for Vegeta for kamI’s sake! Rage began burning inside him, but as soon as it came it had ebbed away. What if Goten was right? Maybe he had been neglecting him. Maybe he wasn’t the right one, not worthy to wait for. Maybe…
He felt Goku waking up next to him. Hn, they had woken next to eachother for the past few mornings, after having tossed so much in their sleep. Seeking eachothers comfort for the horrors that played in their minds when they fell asleep after pondering what to do now. No time for my own worries now, Trunks thought. Goku comes first place, he needs to heal again before we do anything rash.
Lifting Goku up, he started to slowly wake him. It was already awy into the morning, Trunks could feel the heated rays of sun touch his back. Goku opened his eyes a little. They seemed totally empty. ~He must have seen terrible things in his dreams again this night.~ Goku looked at Trunks who said nothing. Beaten, Goku turned his head to the side and allowed Trunks to remove his shirt and helping him up to the bathroom. ~Trunks was so sweet, taking care of me like this.. he shouldn’t. I don’t deserve it.~ Goku felt terribly ashamed for how his son has acted towards one of the kindest men that existed in this rotten world. He was so diffirent from his father. Unlike Vegeta, Trunks had taken care of him from the day he found out Goten had cheated on him. The heartbreaking news had not withheld him from helping Goku. ~He should take care of himself instead of me. I’ll be fine, eventually. I wished I could do something about the pain I see shining in his eyes every morning he wakes me. Its unbearable to see him getting destroyed like this, in this way. His soul was holding on for dear life.. its impossible that he can still find a way to live. I wish I knew what made him so caring now.. but on the other hand, maybe thats why I’m still here. I need to take care of him too.~
With a snarl he softly pushed Trunks away. Trunks didn’t go, no way he would. Things would only get worse if Goku fell. ~Damn what is he up to?~
‘Trunks. Let go of me.’
‘No way. You’ll fall and get even more injured then you already are!’
‘I’m fine.’
‘No you’re not. You can hardly walk so don’t tell me you are fine!’
‘Will you please let go of me? I’m not an old man, I can walk for myself.’
‘No.’
‘Trunks! Let go! Now!’
‘Fine then..’
Goku staggered and moved one step very very slowly. But as soon he tried to move his left foot, the said foot refused service to him. Tripping over the avenged foot he fell to the ground angry as hell. Trunks sighed, he had seen it coming. He was so stubborn! But instead of grinning to Goku and saying; told you so, he knelt beside Goku and lifted him up again. Goku bit away his tears, he felt weak, too weak. ~Vegeta and Goten were right, he was just a weak man in need of attention.~ Biting away the realisation he allowed Trunks to help him undress. Trunks looked at him. He knew what Goku must have been thinking. Pondering about his thoughts about their loss and the pain they were both suffering from, he started to undress too, getting ready for bath. As Trunks started to unbutton his pants he saw Goku in deep thought. Maybe this wasn’t the time to talk about things, Goku seemed too far away with his mind. Rebuttoning his pants he turned around and closed the door behind him. Inside he could hear Goku stumble over to the bath and sliding in the hot water.
Trunks sank to the floor. His heart had been shattered but it was time to move on. He hated it to see Goku in such a bad state. If he only could make clear to him that as long as Goku was there there would always be hope. Goku had always been his hope and he always made sure to set things right. He couldn’t allow a man who was always so strong end up like this. He woke up every night, ten times a night, sometimes twenty, only to see Goku withering away with the nightmares that plagued him. Bathing in sweat he had tried to comfort him only to be tossed away with an agry swing.
One night he had stayed awake, watching over Goku. Trunks found no point in sleeping, he’d only have nightmares and waking up again and again, either by Goku or by his horrid dreams. While awake he had watched Goku closely, every breath, every rise of his powerfull chest, every twitch on is face. A face sculpted by every fight he had fought. The strong curves of his jaw, leading up to his sharp nose and ending by those deep eyes. Eyes Trunks had always loved to watch. Wether they were cheery or angry they always had an undeniable atraction to him. He didnt know what had come over to him but he felt a strange kind of sympathy for that man, he was now a soulmate.
Goku had in the meanwhile thoughts of his own to think about. He remembered waking up a bit one night, finding Trunks asleep close to him. How did he get there? He had moved his head and body to look at the young man sleeping before him. Trunks had looked so beautifull asleep, so peacefull and fragile. It was a rare moment to see the teen sleep like this, he too was tortured in his dreams. But this single moment of utter tranquility and peace made Goku look at the man in a diffirent way. He smiled to himself. Strange. Goten definitely wasn’t himself. How could he dump someone so full of love and so beautifull? Trunks didn’t look that much like his father on the outside, although his face sure held signs of royalty. Sleek gracefull lines shaping his face and chest. His purple hair betrayed his human mother. Goku blushed slightly, his body betraying his thoughts. Was he actually just looking at Trunks or maybe.. Goku grinned, yeah, he wanted to feel that hair and touch that pale skin. He sniffed the air, Trunks smelled like a sweet spring, only making matters worse. Goku lifted his hand slowly, as far as his tired muscles allowed him, and hovered above Trunks’ face. But when he moved to put the said hand on the pretty face and stroke it he moved it back. This wasn’t the time.
Soaking in the hot water he felt his muscles relax and his mind come to peace a little bit.~ I need to heal soon..~ He Trunks needed help too and he was going to be there for the young man. Happy with the thought that he could help someone again and be close to someone he liked.. a lot, he dosed off.
Later that day, Trunks started to do some repairs on the small house. Who knows for how long they had to stay there. Well had to, Trunks could have left if he wanted to. He just didn’t want to. Goku sat in the corner, talking a bit to him. About work, cars, about bulma, about anything they could come up with. Everything was good to talk about, it took their minds away from Goten and Vegeta. Suddenly remembered that it had been weeks since he last went to Korin! New senzu beans must be there already!
‘Trunks! Could you do something for me?’
‘What is it? You hungry again? There isn’t a single berry left in the forest at this rate you know..’
‘No! Er.. I mean I don’t care about that. At least not now.. But could you go by Korin for me?’
‘Why would you want me to do that?’
‘So I can heal! He must have grown some senzu again, its been quite a while since I last went there. Then I can heal again and help you in the house, get dressed myself and you know.. be me again!’
‘Be right back! Don’t move!’
Trunks turned around and made his way to the door as soon as he could, not wanting to damage the roof again. He powered up and took off with a happy smile on his face. Goku would be alright again! Now they could spend some time together like normal friends and make a short holiday out of this. Go fishing, sparring, sitting by the fire at night. Just the two of them. Some other thoughts crossed his mind too, making him turn red on his cheeks, but only urging him to go as fast as he could.
‘Here you go Trunks and say hi to Goku for me okay?’
‘Yes master Korin I will.’
‘And don’t be to rough on him, these are the last few senzu beans I have and it will take a while before that plant will even start thinking of making some new ones.’
‘I wont train that hard with him. Its just an extra security thing. In case my dad decides its time to defeat for the who knows how manieth time..’
‘Yes.. you do have one stubborn father eh? Well if he tries to kill Goku again, tell him that I’m going to fry his royal behind and have it for dinner.’
Trunks grinned, seeing a vision of extra crispy Vegeta with a dish of Goten on the side, with Yajirobe and Korin digging in. That would serve them right.. He mentally slapped his face for thinking such cruel thoughts, even tho he was still raging mad at the two.
‘Well have fun Trunks! Or I’ll see you at dinner time later!’
‘Did someone say dinner time?’ Yajirobe looked up from his bag of wasabi nuts and looked over, only to see two dumb struck guys looking at them.
‘Yeah, fried dad, if he kills Goku.’ Trunks smirked.
‘Where do you even keep all the stuff I give you!’ growled Korin.
‘What stuff do you mean old man? I’m starving here!’
‘Hey, I see you later and thnks for the beans Korin!’
‘You’re welcome..what do you mean starve here Yajiroboo hoo, you were even eating the soap!’
‘I thought it was chocolate! You shouldn’t keep everything lying around old man!’
‘Old man? Why you fatty large bag of…’
Trunks couldn’t hear them arguing anymore as he flew towards the earth, spinnig a few times out of sheer joy.
On his way back he flew over the city where he and Goten had lived together for quite a while. Smelling his clothes and figuring he needed some fresh ones he puzzled. Should he go down and get some new things and get some food for Goku and himself? Goten should be at school now and Vegeta probably was in his own house.. or Goten was in his house. Deciding that the house was most likely to be abandoned he dropped his ki to a minimum and landed on top of a large building near the place. Once next to the house he felt a stingy pain in his chest. This was his house, he had spend many lovely moments with Goten and sniffing the air told him that his scent still lingered around it. Slowly he started to regret his decision and a large amount of what if’s spun through his mind. Waving them away thinking it was nonsense he moved towards the door. His hand stopped before the door, a large crash sound coming from inside the house. Retracting his hand he sharpened his hearing and heard Goten and Vegeta bickering about the shattered glass. Someone had thrown it on the floor. He heard Vegeta screaming it was Goten’s fault. Immediately followed by Goten yelling that he shouldn’t have to clean it. Trunks walked by the door to the nearest window and crouched underneath it. they were having a fight, shot through his head. Goten and he almost never had fights.. soemthing must be wrong.
‘You broke the damn glass!! Now clean the mess up!’
‘Why should I? That kind of work isnt for someone like me. Or you.’
‘What are you talking about brat?’
‘We have servants to do that.’
~They have servants? I know dad hates cleaning..~
‘What?!!’
‘I took them on. Why not?’
‘Are you crazy? I don’t want strange people walking around in our house!!’
‘But we both are at work during the day, you’re a prince too. I don’t have to do dirty low-class work.’
‘I am not going to spend my well earned money so that you can lazy around all day! You’re acting really strange Goten and I don’t have time for this! I didn’t come home just so that you can whine to me!’
‘Hmpf, I can’t see why you are over reacting over such a stupid glass thing, I can always buy you a new one.’
‘Not with my money and you have nothing left! Now go clean it and fire those servants!’
‘But Vegeta..’
‘Clean it!! Now. You are such a spoiled brat!’
Trunks couldn’t believe his ears. They were fighting. That sentence kept repeating itself over and over again in his head. Goten had sounded so spoiled. What had gotten into him? Pounding footsteps came walking over to the door and Trunks threw himself in the bush next to him. He saw Vegeta storm away, steam coming out of his ears and clasping the briefcase. Break time was over and by the loks of the steaming princ, it wasn’t spend well. Speeding up and taking to the sky, Trunks watched him. He could Goten yell at the servants in the house, telling them to clean up the mess before he cut his fingers. Trunks stopped listening buut could just hear that Goten had went to the finest manicure in town and bragged about it to the unfortunate maides, who could never afford such a thing. He felt the urge to run inside and slapping that attitude off his face. But he thought again. It was over between him and Goten, let him be with the grumpy prince. So there.
Making sure no one saw him he leapt to the sky and flared up, speeding towards Goku again in the woods. Trying to convince himself this was better he only felt worse. Off course he didn’t want Goten to be with Vegeta. He wanted to have Goten with him and forget all of this. Not likely to happen said a soft voice inside him. No, I have to forget and move on. Why that thought only made him more angry and sad, was something he didn’t understand.
‘Goku! I’m back!’
Trunks peeked inside the house but finding it empty. He ran inside, fearing that Goku had gone unconsious again. After all he had been away for quite a while, almost 6 hours. Searching every little thing in the house he went outside again scratching his head. ~Where did that guy go now?~
Suddenly he heard the bushes shudder. Getting ready to fight agains an angry mountain lion he powered up, pointlessly flaring up to a super saiyan. ~What if that creature devoured Goku? Goku was powerless after all. He couldn’t even walk for a few steps, let alone fight a hungry large and sharp cat.~ Waiting for the worst to come he slowly walked to the bushes. ~Better to scare the critter instead of killing it.~
When he was right in front of it he couldn’t see anything. ~What the..~
‘Hey!! Thank god you’re here!’
Goku shot up from under the bush, coming up right in front of Trunks’ face, who stood motionless in front of him. Trunks leaned a little closer to Goku, he couldn’t believe he was actually outside doing who knows what. Goku grinning face so close to his made him blush. Feeling the warmth radiating out of Goku’s body, heating him up from the cold flight he closed his eyes. When he opened them he saw Goku looking straight into his eyes. Goku’s obsidian eyes were fixed on his, as if he could see his soul. Staring back he saw a spot of happiness that he had came back. Goku lost his grin and looked obsessed into Trunks’ ice blue eyes. Losing all thought they slowly moved towards eachother, Trunks leaning down a bit. Losing a rational thought Goku moved up till he was right in front of the other man’s face. Upon feeling Goku’s sweet breath rolling over his face Trunks closed his eyes. Goku softly brushed his lips against the cheek in front of him, caressing it with all the love he could find for this. Brushing past Trunks’ lips he hesitated for a little moment, but in an instant he decided to do what his soul told him to do. Feeling Trunks’ hand move behing him, clutching his hair on the back of his head he gave in. He pressed his lips to Trunks’ waiting for a response. Trunks couldn’t resist himself anymore, upon seeing the love in the older man’s eyes, feeling soft lips trying him, he opened them. Welcoming the warm mouth he needed so much now. Goku felt the sweet lips open and grabbed Trunks hair, his tongue trying to explore Trunks mouth. Grabbing hold of eachother in a desperate way to never let go they lost themselves in a passionat kiss. The warm sensation of eachother tongues moving together, feeling and daring, making their blood boil. Giving in to their instinct they began a frenzied fight for dominance. Their minds were blown away by the senstaion of the sensual kiss they were sharing. Their minds only existing with the thought of true deep love. Both had needed love so much and this felt so good, they never stopped, thinking they were doing a bad thing. Goku was amazed by the skill of Trunks, he was amazing, he had never felt such and explosive feeling inside of him. A heated feeling exploded when Trunks had welcomed him inside, and moved up his spine only wanting to give the boy more. He was like a god now, maybe two gods, made of pure love.
~Trunks must be a god on this very moment,~ thought Goku, ~Venus as a boy.~
Authors comments:
*giggles* especially that last part was fun! ^_^ some people liked it very much. Heh, I always liked Trunks and Goku togetherm but there arent many fics around that have that pairing. Besides, around this time, my story began to tighten into a knot and I needed help from other people to make me end the story. And *sighs* that was the hard problem.
Besides that, I had to explain why Goten was such a jerk, and if you guys havent figured it out yet, he was just spoiled rotten. Thats what kids of age 18 or 19 have, they get attracted to money and fame. So did Goten. *grins* you'll read that in the next part!
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