Irony, is it?
	I Could Be Wrong Contents Insanity!!!
							Its been a while since I have last updated with a totally new page of thoughts.  Now is the time to correct that.  For those that have been wondering what happened when I met up with that internet girl, we did eventually become boyfriend/girlfriend, and let me say she is a fabulous person.  I love her dearly.  The only bad thing is she dumped me.       Now, I would be alright if it was for something that I did wrong, something I said, or my fault in general.  The only problem is, "she needed space"  so I gave her some.  I guess she kinda liked it, or had so much shit going on that she didn't share with me, that she decided that she can't see us ever getting back to the way we once were.  Though of course, she still wants to be friends...  even best friends, still hang out, do things together, and the like, but with none of the mushy stuff that couples do for and to each other.  Now I am not saying that I hate her for this or anything at all...  but imagine the predicament...  trying to be best friends without the romance when it was once there, is just plain uncomfortable.      I just can't seem to get her out of my head...  I love her.  The way I have felt about her is like nothing I have ever felt for anyone else EVER!  Even though when she told me tonight, that she can't see us ever getting back to that romantic point, and it felt like someone had ripped my beating heard from my chest and crushed it in front of my eyes then threw away the remains; the only thing I feel for her is love...  though that depression/rejected feeling is getting in the way...  but that will pass...  I've been through this feeling before...  but the love thing is the one that gets me.      Ultimately, I want her to be happy...  and if that doesnt include me in the picture, I will be alright with that...  in time.  Granted...  I will tell her that she can always come back to me and that I will take her as long as obligations to myself and other people will allow.  And only if she does it for the right reasons...       All in all, I guess I was originally right with the name of the website "Nice Guys Don't Get Girls"...  even though I did a posting of "I Could be Wrong"...  well...  maybe a new site name is in order... "Nice Guys Can't Keep Girls"...  hmm...  nah....  doesn't have as good a ring to it....  anyways....  I am back on the available market...  as the near-perfect boyfriend...  at least that's what she called me...          Shit...  all this happens, now I need to get Drunk!