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    I will finally have a life again.  The holidays are over.  Work recently has been totally nuts, and that is why for the long awaited update.  So much has gone on that I want to talk about, though I don't know where to begin....  so...  lets just start here....

     I have recently done an experiment at work, since I have been spending most of my time there, and have been quite entertained with the results.  The experiment was, to be that obscure-type of jerk towards all people, women in particular, and to see what happened.  This is what I have learned.

     From day one, I picked out a certain girl to be the brunt of my asshole-type mood.  She is a strong type of chick that doesn't care what other people think, how they act, or what they do...  or so it seemed.  With her, I would let any scarcasim she tried to pull on me, go over the top, and get really pissed off with it...  I would get pissed off, if she didn't act anything but subserveant to me.  Now, what could possibly be the results???  She spent more time talking with me...  trying not to piss me off...  trying to please me.  Of course, this was in a work situation....  but still....  she did things that she thought would make me happy!  What the hell??  I am completely at a loss for words for this little experiment.  The assholes do get the attention/attraction from chicks.

     For example of what I did...  this chick called me a name...  I pretended to get so offended by it, that I didn't speak to her for the rest of the day...  whenever she came near, I would go the opposite direction, whenever she would speak to me, I didnt answer but yet, looked away somewhere else.  I did listen to her though, and she was being as sincere as she could be, apologizing and so forth.  And since she is Jamacian, and is in the USA for a work visa, she offcially boards the plane tomorrow...  but on her last day of work, she came to me, hugged me, gave me a kiss, and told me she would be back in a couple of months to see me again.

Now....  what the fuckin' hell??  The last couple of weeks that she was spending in the USA, I was a complete asshole to her, and yet, she wants to see me when she comes back?  Assholes DO get the girls.  The only downside to this whole experiment was because I am such a nice guy to the core, but was performing this little experiment, and if I would have started with this experiment a little earlier....
I Could Have Had Sex With Her