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They were all dead.i was the only one left. Outside,it was one of those sunsets that nobody looks at,a red,orange and purple massacre,spilling its guts out infront of the city. I dont understand why nobody notices. Those sunsets, they bleed all over. I ran.I ran as fast as i could through the dark park as the sun set. first the sky turned gray,like smudged newsprint-there seemed to be words up there-then it all faded into blue. as i ran out of the park behind a tall building,night fell.i could hear it. everything became quiet.The sky went black. why was i running? i was running from images,memories, hidden deep down in the darkest most secret places of my mind where nobody will ever find them. I ran. i ran past the big building,over a big road. behind me i felt the presence of someone,but i knew i couldnt turn around or stop. thats when it started raining. i let the rain drip through my hair and down the end of it,onto my shirt. my shoes filled with water. it was raining so hard i almost misse dthe building,but i stopped out of instinct. at first,the security doorman wudnt let me in.but i flirted a little. i let him stare at my shirt. upstairs,i slid through a door into a fancy apartment.i followed the sound of a television. i went towards tobey's room. i knew his parents were out tonight. the blue light from the television casta blue light over his sleeping face. raindrops slid down the walls like tears. I looked at him,his innocent face. He must have felt me presence,my fear.he woke up. what are you doing here,he asked I took off my Tshirt. i dropped it on the floor. Then i said: Fuck me. A few hours later,i got dressed and left the appartment. i didnt wake him up. i didnt say goodbye. i was running as fast as i could trough the rain.alone. again. everyone thinks they're doin the right thing. but some people cant see anyone but themselves.they think they can,but they're always looking in a mirror. they think theyre doing the right thing for someone else,but that someone else turns out to be themselves. surprise. |