It's so secret because it contains all those things that no one ever shows
It keeps my secrets, tells me no lies
I dont have to befriend it, Have got to bond no ties
My secret box, I keep it hidden real well
If no one ever finds it, there's no way it can tell
And if my secret box never lets anything slip out
No one will ever know what I'm really about
I've always already had this secret box of mine
It helps me through my darkest hours, helps me shine
It does what others can't, keeps me sane
It quells my worries, stills my doubts and numbs my pain
I made my secret box all by myself, just me
It's my personal secret, my intricate detail, that only i get to see
I bet a lot of people would want to see it, have a story to tell
Thats why i dont tell anyone about it, hide it in my own personal Hell
The biggest secret in this box isnt important to you, but to me
It's about a scene of back then, it was wet, probably a sea
No, the images in my box are grey, faded over the years
It wasnt the wet sea, but the gushing glory of my tears
It's the misty pictures on the floor of that little box
That make me stand real still, stop all the clocks
I get that same misty picture now, its of two people kissing
But somethings not right, it's not me, in this picture I'm missing
Maybe this particular secret scene is even too secret for me
I'll have a break, sit down, have a cup of tea
Maybe I should put it back in the darkest corner of my box
And cover it witha big pile of grey, granite rocks
I don't want to search around in my box anymore
It makes me feel that way again, with eyes so puffy red, swollen and sore
Close the lid, put the chains on, padlocks and all
Whats the point, I'll seclude myself, hide behind my wall
With my secret box all locked up and away
What am i still doing here, why do i still stay
Even if i put away a part of me, to my old promise I'll stay true
I put away my box forever, and with it the memories of you