Of Pine and Sakura Trees

by Lilianne

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Of Pine and Sakura Trees 5


Dedicated to Maharet, for the support and encouragement despite my 
loooong intervals of posting. Thanks! ^_^

<>, chara's thoughts
"", dialogue, verbally audible ^^;
[], THE inner self/conscience, etc
***

Toshiya stared at himself in the mirror. To put makeup or not to put 
make up? 

<Life's dilemmas.>

He sighed dramatically. Heh…Kaoru would always laugh at his 
theatrics, sometimes even playing along. They would end up doing some 
uh…hentai role-playing games. Totchi as a hooker, complete with 
fishnet stockings and thongs and the guitarist would dress himself as 
the so-called distinguished gentleman clad in an Armani suit…

<Ahhhh…mmm…>

His eyes snapped open.

<Waaah! What am I doing?! I go all the way here to forget Kaoru and…
kuso!>

Into the freezing shower he goes.

***

"So you're saying that you have this other self, who keeps arguing 
with you?"

"H-hai…"

<Man, he must think I'm a nutcase…>

"Hmm…well, what exactly are you…both...uh debating about?"

<That's private! Why would I confide my thoughts to him?!>

[Duh! You asked for his help, idiot!]

<Hey! Stop butting in! You're the cause of this, after all.>

[Me?! If you'd just admit that you miss Die…]

<That's it! I've had it with you! Don't talk to me!>

"Shinya-kun?"

"Nani…? Gomen nasai, Kinomaru-kun…"

"Ne, maybe you'd like to tell me about your life? Your feelings? Has 
something been bothering you lately?"

"Uhm…"

<I don't want to tell him! But…that's what he's here for, right? To 
help me with the turmoil and my confusions…>

<*sigh*>

<This is going to cost a lot of yen…>



***

Kyo closed his eyes and took in a sharp breath. No, he must be 
dreaming. He did NOT just see Penicillin's sexy vocalist…did he?

<Ohshitohshitohshit…>

Gathering up his courage, he tried to open his lids and tried to take 
a look at the person peering under his cap. Great. It was HIM. 

<What'll I do? Kusoooo! There are so many places in the world, why 
here? Oh, man! And I'm wearing the stupid cap too! Dammit! And what 
the f*ck is he smirking about? Think he's so smart, huh? That he 
caught the famous Kyo in a kiddie place like this, huh? Hmmm…
maybe..just maybe…>

He ran. 

He went past through the throngs of people, waiting in line for the 
roller coaster ride. Past the Haunted House where he had wanted to go 
so much into. He almost knocked down little kids with cotton candies 
at hand, and even bumped into the big Goofy mascot which was parading 
around aimlessly in the grounds.

<To hell with them all.> 

That was the best escape he could think of. Hey, at least he didn't 
have to confront that guy, right? Of course he was right! There would 
be no evidence after all, no confirmation that he was indeed Dir En 
Grey's very own vocalist. It was perfect. What he did might just save 
his otherwise ruined reputation as the "dangerous" one. Oh, he was so 
brilliant.

"Hey there, Kyo-chan!"

<Eh? Kyo-chan?!>

The petite blonde had been listening to the radio often enough to 
recognize that voice. Panting for breath, he tried to collect his 
wits. He could feel the teasing, if not mocking grin of THAT man 
behind him, just looking at him. Oh, he was obviously amused as he 
stood there, waiting --- wanting to see what this little man would do 
next.

<Hell, he even followed me! And from the looks of it, he isn't even 
all that pooped out. What is it with this psycho anyway?>

What to do? What to do? His mind was in a frenzy, myriads of thoughts 
swirling inside his head. He was too tired to run again, and even if 
he could, Hakuei would easily catch up. Tell him off? He might go to 
the press and then he'd be on the headlines. No way!!! Scare him off? 
Err…that would create more of a scene. 

<Maybe I could just ignore him? Heh…yeah…pretend I'm not Kyo. Right.>

To tell the truth, he was not that confident about that idea. But 
what the hell…

Kyo's eyes wandered, trying to avoid the looks of Hakuei. Ah…booths. 
He tried to act as if he was interested in the displays, eyes hungry 
as he saw all those colorful and cute toys. Yech!

A tap on his shoulder.

"Konnichiwa, Kyo!"

Followed by a snicker, tapping again on his shoulder.

<Asshole.>

He couldn't very well keep up the same act of being oblivious without 
looking suspicious now, could he? 

<He is still tapping me, for crying out loud! I couldn't just pretend 
that I didn't feel that. Sheesh! He sure is persistent…and annoying! 
Gawd!>

One last attempt. Maybe he could still mislead him…

<Now how do I say that in perfect English again?>

"Ne, Kyo!"

"I begu your bardonu?" ( Author's note: `I beg your pardon?' Umm…I'm 
trying to make him pronounce it with a Japanese accent, err…correct 
me if it came out wrong. Gomen! ^^)

His eyes declared innocence --- proclaiming himself innocent to the 
world, that he was not Kyo. Unfortunately for him, his lips…or rather 
his tongue, announced otherwise.

Hakuei raised an eyebrow, his body trembling a little, trying very 
hard to contain peals of laughter that were threatening to escape his 
system.

<Fine, so it didn't come out that well. What the--?! He's laughing at 
me?>

Humiliated and furious, he glared at the laughing j-rocker and 
stomped towards the nearest hotdog stand.

***

Die allowed himself a smile as he stroked the auburn hair of the 
person beside him, his fingers trailing down the smooth arms.

"Mmm…Die?"

The red-haired guitarist licked the ear in response, eliciting a moan 
from his lover.

Last night had been good. 

Almost mad from boredom, Die had gone bar-hopping the night before, 
doing the usual routine stuff. Drinks, a few dances, and the likes. 
It was almost like fate when a certain beauty flashed him THAT smile. 
Beautiful.

Just one night. One night of fun…

He squeezed her full breasts, and she almost screamed, her hands on 
his red hair.

<But I can't get enough of this…her taste…so intoxicating. Is this 
lust?>

The guitarist stopped momentarily, looking at the flushed face of the 
woman --- soft lips, expressive eyes…simply stunning.

<Or am I in love?>

to be continued

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