+Loving You+

~dedicated to Lady 7~

Everyone had gone celebrating after the live, everyone except for Shinya who was curled up on the couch, resting his tired arms and drained body. He yawned. Maybe he should go down and celebrate with them. After all, the bar they suggested earlier was quite near, Shinya thought. After all, he had told them he would join them soon. So stretching his arms and legs, he got up, grabbed his black backpack from the table and walked out of the changing room.

The corridors were quiet, deserted, his footsteps echoed as the heel of his boots hit the floor. It was dark outside and Shinya noticed it was raining. The higher branches of the trees rapped against the window panes, protesting against the wind. An eerie chill ran down Shinya’s spine. Maybe he shouldn’t have stayed back alone… And it was a bad idea to wear his costume out too. But someone had spilled coffee over his home clothes while he was on stage and the rest had managed to convince him it was okay to wear the stage costume since they were all going to wear it out too(Toshiya: for fun’s sake-^__^!).

He hastened his pace. But he couldn’t shake off that feeling that there’s something…someone watching him. He hugged his backpack to his chest, telling himself it was nothing, he was just being paranoid…until someone caught him from the back.

Shinya jumped and screamed and flung his arms and legs at his attacker.

He loosened his hold a little but kept Shinya in his arms. " Hey, Shinya! Shinya!!! It’s me!!!"

Shinya opened his eyes, his wrists tied up in one of his captor’s hand while the other hand was bracing his waist. It was Die. Shinya blinked and blushed in embarrassment then in anger, he glared at the older man. "What are you doing here?"

" You were taking so long to come so we got a little worried about our dear little Shin-chan. Maybe he got kidnapped! Who knows what might befall him?!" Die laughed at the red face Shinya had. "So I came to fetch you ne…and you nearly knocked my teeth out."

Shinya pouted, squirming out of Die’s grasp. "You scared me!" he said.

" Scaredy-cat."

Shinya sent a dagger’s glare at Die’s eyes. Then he snatched his bag nastily away from Die and stalked off.

" Hey! Okay, okay! Sorry! Okay? Don’t get mad!" Die strode after him. But Shinya just ignored the older man. " Shin-chan…"

" Don’t call me that!" Shinya came to a halt when Die grabbed him by his right arm and turned him around to face him.

" My Shin-chan…please forgive me," Die put on his best pleading act but Shinya could spot that mischievous gleam in his eyes still. "I’ll give you a make-up kiss, okay?"

Shinya was about to protest but Die had his lips sealed with his own. Die’s lips were warm, passionate as he deepened the kiss, sliding his tongue against Shinya’s reluctant one. Half-heartedly, Shinya tried to push him away. A soft gasp escaped him when Die’s body pressed up against his and he was backed against a wall. Trapped.

" Mmn…" Die attacked Shinya’s pliant lips again and again, his left slowly inching up under Shinya’s red skirt while Shinya’s finger curled around his shoulder, giving up defence.

" Die, stop it," Shinya called out as the hand began to stroke his smooth white thighs. His eyes fluttered shut in bliss when Die’s mouth sucked gently along the column of his neck, leaving bruised lovebites on the tender skin. His disobedient body clung to Die’s eagerly despite his mind telling it to push the sexy guitarist away. " Die…! Not here! We can’t…ah!" He bit his lower lip as Die’s hand brushed between his legs. "People might see us!" Shinya hissed into Die’s ear.

Die laughed softly, his own breath ragged with flaming desire. " So?" He parted Shinya’s slim legs, taking his place between them. " Are you shy?" Die asked, biting Shinya’s earlobe.

" Die!!!" Shinya whined. "Are you drunk?! You stink of alcohol…and cigarette!" the petite drummer said in dismay, prying Die’s face off his neck.

" I only had 2 beers. I was so bored…without you there with me…" Die pouted, gazing at the limpid pools of his young lover’s eyes. His rather callused fingers traced Shinya’s soft pink lips, his own lips parting as they met Shinya’s in sweet union. "Shinya…"

The younger man put an index finger to the redhead’s lips to stop anything he might say. "Not here…wait till we get back ne," Shinya said softly, a knowing smile on his face. "Be patient."

Die pulled back a little, but not releasing his captive completely. "I don’t think I can wait anymore…" He took a deep breath. He covered Shinya’s hand with his own and brought them downwards between their bodies to cup his own erection. Shinya gasped, feeling the redhead’s bulging mound through the thick material of his pants. He blushed, wanting to pull away but Die held his hand there as he moved his hips against it.

" Please, Shin-chan…it’ll be fun ne…take it as a new experience!" Die exclaimed, a hentai smile on his face.

" New…here?! No way!" Shinya felt his cheeks burn and he jerked his hand away from Die. "Hentai!"

" You’re gonna refuse?" Die’s eyebrow arched up. "Well, then I have no choice but…to rape you eh…" Die growled into Shinya’s ear and pinned his hands to either side of his head against the wall.

" You dare?" Shinya’s round eyes accused him.

" Why not?!" Die hissed, trying to frighten Shinya into submission.

" I will scream," Shinya said.

" Better yet. Your screams really turns me on, you know…go on, scream…"

Shinya flushed, his wrists straining against Die’s. "I hate you!"

Die laughed. "You do?"

" Yes, I hate you!"

Then Die’s expression fell. "Oh, fine." Die released Shinya’s hands and walked away, sulking.

Surprised at the back down, Shinya went over to Die. "Ne…" He prodded at Die’s shoulder but the older man didn’t answer him. " Hey…"

" Since you hate me, I’ll go away."

Die began to leave. Shinya quickly took his bag from the floor and followed him.

" Die, I was just kidding," Shinya patted his shoulder.

Die didn’t answer him. Shinya felt a little bad.

" Die?" Shinya pursed his lips and tapped Die’s shoulders again.

Suddenly Die turned around. "What?! I know you never liked me before! Stop reminding me!!! I also never really liked you anyway!!!" he yelled at Shinya but he regretted it as soon as the words left his mouth because a flash of hurt ran across Shinya’s face and he looked as if he was going to cry.

Shinya spun around and ran away from Die.

Oh shit! Why did I say that!!?!?! Die wanted to kill himself now.

" Shinya, wait!!!"

Shinya had already ran to the opposite end of the corridor when Die finally caught up with him. "Go away! Leave me alone!" Shinya stubbornly said.

" Shinya, I didn’t mean what I said just now!"

" I don’t care! I hate you anyway!"

" Shinya!!!" Die caught him by his shoulders and forced him to stay still. "Please don’t say that!" But soon Die realised Shinya’s cheeks were stained with tears…Shinya was crying! He had never seen him cry before, never! "Shinya?"

" Leave me alone!" Shinya broke down into a heap on the floor and sobbed to himself. Die was too stunned to say anything. "I thought all those nights meant something to you…other than just sex! Obviously I’m wrong!"

Shinya continued sobbing, his vision blinded by the amount of tears. "I’m so stupid…I thought…maybe…" Shinya choked on his sobs.

" What? What is it, Shinya?" Die asked, squatting down beside the drummer.

Shinya wiped his tears off. How stupid of him…to think that maybe Die would love him. Die, who always teased and made fun of him, who took every chance to embarrass him…was this one of his jokes? Shinya never really hated him…in fact, he really liked Die, but just hated his habits. Yes, their first night, he had been drunk…but when he woke up, realising it was Die who had bedded him, he smiled in his heart. How naïve…He was even happy when Die wanted him again and again…thinking that…

Shinya sobbed.

All a fairytale in his mind.

" Shinya…it wasn’t only the sex I was interested in…" Die embraced the crying man in his arms. " I love you…"

Shinya held Die’s collar. "Don’t tease me now."

" I’m not. Please believe me…I…I thought you knew…" Die stroked his hair lovingly. "That’s why when you said you hated me, I felt as if my heart shattered to pieces…"

" You really love me?" Shinya’s tears had stopped but the moisture made his eyes shine.

Die nodded reassuringly. "I love you…be my koi?" Die blushed a little as he asked.

Shinya smiled, drying his tears. "Koi?" he flushed crimson. Shyly he nodded. Die hugged him so tight Shinya felt like he would suffocate. "Die..! I…can’t breath!!!"

" Ah, sorry! I’m just so happy!!!" Die kissed Shinya’s forehead.

They were both on the floor, arms around each other. Shinya arched up and pressed his lips against Die’s, his fingers entangled with the red strands of his hair while Die’s hands roamed down his back to cup his round hips.

" Nn, Die!" Shinya moaned as Die propped him up against the wall, swinging his legs over his shoulders. At first he undressed Shinya with his eyes then he followed with his fingers. Simply, he threw Shinya’s costume behind him and concentrated on the more important tasks at hand. Shinya’s lips parted in a moan when Die took one nipple into his mouth, sucking and nipping at it till it hardened. Shinya’s fingers tugged impatiently at his hair as he moved to tease the other nipple.

Shinya curled up his toes at the sensation Die was creating as he licked a wet path of saliva down the middle of his abdomen. " Unnh…" His fingers loosened as slid down the sides of Die’s arms.

" Shinya…my love…" Die breathed a second before he took Shinya’s length in his mouth. Shinya bucked, trusting into his mouth as countless moans escaped his lips from the sensation of Die’s tongue swirling around the tip and gliding up and down the shaft. His legs wrapped around the neck as Die’s head dipped lower, taking him deeper, letting his tongue and the ring of muscle of his throat caress Shinya. Myriad of colours burst before him beautifully when he made one hard thrust inside the warm cavern and climaxed, crying out Die’s name.

Panting, Shinya slid lower against the wall, legs still suspended over Die’s shoulders. Die wiped off the trickle of milky semen off the corner of his lips with his finger. He placed that finger against Shinya’s lips; Shinya’s tongue flicked out to taste it. The red-haired guitarist smiled and leaned forward to kiss the pretty drummer.

" Die…" Shinya’s voice was soft but laden with desire. Their faces were a mere inch apart. Closing the gap, Shinya boldly pressed his lips against Die’s as his fingers sought for the buckle of his pants, undoing it with haste.

" I thought you were scared of being seen..?" Die asked, letting Shinya slide his pants over his hips.

Shinya looked up at him. "You don’t want me then?" he whispered huskily and Die felt his blood race, concentrating on a particular area in his groin. A groan came from him when Shinya wrapped his fingers around his hardened erection, stroking it with his thumb. Deliberately Shinya massaged him lightly then stopped before Die could find release.

Growling, Die hissed, "Don’t stop!" Shinya made a soft whimpering sound when Die bit the skin at the junction of his neck and shoulder. Then he descended between Shinya’s legs, licking the now limp length, then sliding lower as he grasped Shinya’s hips in his palms to lap at the pink opening.

Shinya’s breath came in short gasps even when Die got up, holding his ankles apart. "Die, please take me now..!" Slowly Die guided himself inside Shinya, pausing for a moment to catch the expression of pain on Shinya’s delicate face.

" Shinya…" Die moaned as he made shallow thrusts, not wanting to hurt Shinya more than necessary but Shinya cried out for him to go deeper. Die felt like his whole body spasm when he penetrated him fully. His slow thrusts soon became faster and deeper and soon he was moving in and out of Shinya at a feverish speed. Shinya moaned as his arms looped around Die’s shoulders, his nails digging deep crescent into the flesh of his back.

Die stopped moving the jerked once, twice and spewed his seed inside of Shinya. Shinya came too, releasing his semen on both their stomachs as Die’s filled his body, the warm liquid flooding and trickling down the walls of his insides.

Shinya detached his arms and legs from Die and buried himself in his arms. "Die?"

" Yes?" Die gently kissed his nose.

" I love you too," Shinya said and pressed his blushing face against his chest. Die laughed softly, threading his fingers in Shinya's soft hair and kissed the top of his head.

***

"My, someone sure took a long time…" Toshiya giggled as he saw Die and Shinya making their way to the table…-finally-.

" 2 hours 15 minutes…" Kyo checked his watch. "Not bad huh?" Hm, he was wearing a weird colour lenses that seemed to make his eyes glow in the dimness.

Kaoru just tried to hold his laughter as he saw the two turn to red tomatoes. "Maybe I should’ve gone to fetch Shinya eh…!" Kaoru suggested, only to earn a glare from Die and a kick from Toshiya.

" Shinya is mine!" Die declared possessively, snaking an arm around Shinya’s waist. When he tried to kiss him, the drummer pushed him away and the other three laughed. "Iie!" Shinya blushed hotly at the knowing gazes of his bandmates as Die snuggled up against him, demanding a kiss.

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