My November
This is my november. This is my time of the yar. This is how I remember the happiness that we had. The cold air comes in, freezing my tears. Why did we let it get out of hand? Why did I have to love you so much. Why did you have to be everything that I wanted? I gave it all away. Just so I chould keep a small piece of you with me. This time of year comes so fast for me, you slip away for me so fast. I dont miss the fighting but I do miss that title. Your smile seems to freeze in my mind. I never knew how to act. I made a decision to honor you and only you. You decided that I wasnt the one you wanted to love anymore. Sometimes it seems that we can make it work out but Im now realizing that its only me who wants it all back. You want me as a friend, I can never handle just that.

--12.14.02
*cheap rip off of lp's song