To Whom It Does Concern....


Dear You Know Who You Are;

I've cried every last tear. I've said everything I can. You love me no more. I have tried for too long now to make you love me. Why has the feeling changed? And to this day-I'm thankful that I got out of it fine. I'm not crying anymore. I don't need the thought of you in my mind anymore. I thought this letter would be as sad one. All about how I miss you. But I don't You mess with my head. Give me all the wrong impressions. I won't be just someone you fuck and that's it. I don't go that way anymore. Before I would have given any thing to have you want me. But now, I've seen what its like. I've lived in your make-believe world. I don't know how you are anymore. I don't think I want to. When will you learn that I was the best you ever had? What I gave you. We were so pure. Now after all of this. I'm the better one. I'm doing just fine. She is on you so bad. But where was she so many years ago? I was there. Now she uses your name as bullets against me. But I'm still breathing. I've missed all of them. So I guess this will end-up on that one page. Where it will be made into something that its ont. Because she feeds off of my words. Because she's the one who can't leave things be.. You stepped in when you left hurt. When you were being pulled from side to side. But I never once pulled you. I don't want you. Why would I want to make you pick sides. I can still prove my worth to you. But it gives me nothing in return. So I don't bother. But I still have that one thing that I know she wants. So I will end it on that. No more words. I can't think of any thing else to say to you. I've wasted so much time on the right thoughts and emotions. But there is just one more thing. I've always loved you and I always will remember every last bit of that thing we called a relationship. That tiny little voice will remain in the back of my mind. Just like yours. But its ok now. I don't hate you anymore. You don't have me anymore.

Love,

The person who has always been there and will always be. Regardless what she says or thinks. The one you loved for so long.