| I wish he would just stop. Or start. Or do something, instead of just looking at me. Stop staring at me dammit! Oh shit now he's licking his lips. And he acts so fucking nonchalant about it, like its not on purpose. What the fuck ever. He's been looking at me with those fucking gorgeous green eyes for a week now. Yes I said gorgeous. Yeah, he’s fucking hot. And he knows it. They say I have an ego. Shit. What does he want? *I wanna make you holler *Imagine us together *Don't be afraid to play my game Now hes touching me. Just my back, just kinda laying his hand there while they take this fucking picture. But its so HOT. I mean its burning me. And he’s humming. Shit. Its rumbling in his chest and vibrating his hand on my back. I can FEEL him humming. But I cant place the stupid song. *Why don't you hesitate *I won't keep waiting for you *To come on let me take *You to my fantasy room *You gonna like it there *And all the things that I do *I'll treat you right *All through the night OK, so now he’s right behind me. Its amazing, he doesn’t obviously try to get next to me, but he always manages to do so. Not that I don’t seek him out. God, I would walk through fire to get near him. And he's still humming that song. Right behind me. So close I can feel it. And every so often he puts a hand on my hip. Just to steady me or something. Who cares why. When he takes that hand away, my skin aches. What is he doing to me? *We can do anything *I'll take you all the places you wanna be *I'll be your fantasy *Everything you want you will find in me *If you play my game yeah I was just sitting there, fixing my hair. And I couldn’t get it to behave. And he comes up and takes the gel and just starts running his hands through my hair. Didn’t say a word. Jesus. Now he’s sitting in a booth across the club. Its dark and smoky and I swear to God that I can see his eyes. He’s watching me. Smiling. His lips moving like he’s singing along with the song. The Spice Girls? Oh. Oh fuck. *I wanna make you holler *And hear you scream my name *I'll give you rules to follow *So you can play my game *Imagine us together *Me driving you insane *You will give in to me *Don't be afraid to play my game He’s tired. He’s going back to the hotel. Alone. Now or never, right? "Lance! Wait up...." *So what you're gonna do *Now that I've got you with me *You gotta show me boy *Cause nothing comes for free *Start from the bottom and *Work your way up slowly *Don't be afraid to play my game I am terrified. And he seems so calm. The city lights reflect off his face and in his eyes. In those amazing, burning eyes. So mysterious, but I know. I know what he wants. What I am here for. I want him. This serious, confident, beautiful man who plays the shy one. Fuck that. I am the shy one. He's a god. His hand slides over my knee, squeezing as he keeps humming that fucking song. *We can go all night long *Doing things you thought you would never do *I won't tell anyone *What we do it's just for me and you *So come and play my game He leads me to the room. He’s so fucking calm. Dammit just show me that you are affected by this. I am following him like a teenaged girl. I just stand there, concentrating on my shoelaces. He walks and closes the door. Comes behind and hugs me...oh...yeah, ok, he's affected by this. Good to know. He's still humming that fucking song. Pressed against my back, running his fingers over my arms. Kissing my neck, his lips buzzing my skin. Oh fuck. His nimble fingers unbuttoning my shirt. Shit. His hum muffled when his lips press mine. He tastes like martinis and Altoids. When did we get to the bed? Oh God this is gonna happen. Finally. Its finally happening. And he moves down my body, hands and lips. His voice. Finally he speaks. No. Sings. Oh God take me now. He's singing it.... *I wanna make you holler *And hear you scream my name *I'll give you rules to follow *So you can play my game *Imagine us together *Me driving you insane *You will give in to me *Don't be afraid to play my game *I wanna make you holler *And hear you scream my name *I'll give you rules to follow *So you can play my game *Imagine us together *It's driving you insane *You will give in to me *Don't be afraid to play my game I never knew. I never knew it would be so amazing. Our little secret. Oh god Lance. I love you. I love you so much. I always have I think. And now, smelling your skin and sweat and sex. I want to love you forever. I will love you forever. Starting tonight. *We can go all night long *Telling things you thought you would never do *I won't tell anyone *Cause everything we do just for me and you *But you gonna play my game And now Lance. Its my turn to be calm. My turn to be confident. My turn to make you scream. *I wanna make you holler |