Survival of the Fittest.  Break Out.  Training....  It seems that i have been training for something nearly everyday of my life.  Training for one match or another.  Training twice as hard when I lose. I do push ups, pull ups, sit ups, and I run... I run alot.  I don't know why I train so hard.  Maybe its to avoid things.  Maybe its dedication.  Maybe its because when I train the things I have done disappear, the chances that I will hurt another disappear...... I disappear...

En Fuego enters Ares house. "Yo Nick You Home?"  he yells. No answer. Fuego walks up the stairs into the living room/kitchen area and looks around.  The TV is on though it is muted.  He notices a binder sitting on the table in front of the TV. "Hmmmm... " he thinks to himself as he sits in front of the binder setting down the envelope that he brought with him.  The envelope reads...                                        Pro Wrestling King Contract                                    Return Care of: Jonas Testament

I know I'm back into the PWK full time.  I know Jonas wants me there.  Now I owe him.  I hate owing people.  I'm no longer the weak person I was when I joined the Trinty those many months ago.  But... that doesn't mean that I'm not loyal, Testament got me my new contract, for that I am in his debt.  Though I must admit a certain bit of reluctance in his support of the devil man TYRANT. TYRANT and I have alot of intersections in our careers.  Though we have very rarely met face to face at these impasses it is bound to happen.  He "brought back" En Fuego, he killed Steve Grant's wife, he tried to bring Adam Holiday's life crashing down arounf him.  The day seems to be coming when we will finally have to come face to face with each other,  how exciting....

Fuego opens up the bind to see that it is some kind of scrap book.  The first few pages seem to have news paper clipings and magazine articles.  "NEW sensation Ares defeats legendary Destructo for the NEW Internet Title!",  "Is Alpha Storm the most dominating Stable in the NEW?",  "NEW CHAMPION CROWNED!  Ares beats Steve Reaves for NEW World Title!" Fuego flips the page....

For the longest time I used to look back at my career and see nothing but the greatness that I had become.  Like a phoenix rising from the ashes of my ICW ashes.  I really believed that I just became great....   Now my memory is a bit more clear.  Now whenn I look back not only do I see all of my success but I also see all my failure.  Like En Fuego......

"NEW Wrestler En Fuego dies in horrible motorcycle accident."  Dan cringes as he thinks of the accident that nearly took his life.  "Police believe that he was heavily under the influence of alcohol and cocaine"  he quickly turns the page to avoid being reminded of his former self....

I knew Fuego was hooked on that stuff... I could have stopped it.  But I was all that mattered then.  It really didn't matter what Fuego, or Bill, or Drifter did then.  Not to me at least..... All that matter to me was headlines, money, and titles. Those things mattered more then anything else.... like Drifter...

"NEW neck broke during match!!!  Man known as Drifter spends two months in hospital!"  Dan remembers it like it happened just yesterday.  It was a house show in the days when Ares was finally reaching for the NEW title.  But so was another... Drifter, their friend, their stablemate, their brother.....

I knew Drifter was the next in line for the shot before me.  I couldn't have that.  So I fought a little stiffer then usual.... ok alot stiffer.  I broke Drifters neck with the Mars DDT and he never wrestled again. I felt awful.. until I won the World title a few days later, then it became a distant memory.  Fuego thinks the whole thing was just an accident.  I know better, I meant  to give him a stinger, make it so he would not be able to wrestle for a few weeks.  Opps. Of course I've done worse things, I think.  There was Grendel's sister, most of Grant's family, and countless mid-carders I help keep down.  I suppose that Halo's old saying rings truer.... the Vicious Cycle continues in my life..... The Vicious Cycle, the bad things I do cycle back to the bad things that happen to me.  Not that my life has been that bad.  I was a rich child and I got what I wanted.  But look at me now.  Half my life is spent in a world of make believe and the other half is spent ignoring the world.  My friends stand at the outskirts if my life, I've ended peoples careers and worse their lives.  At Survival of the Fittest I will keep the cycle going.  I  will destroy Wicked Clown and remove his cancerous presence from the professional wrestling world.  Then I will move on to reclaim what is mine... the NEW World Title! And at Break Out, Melina will be pulled into the cycle.

En Fuego turns to the last page of the binder.... "Holy shit" is all he can mutter at the headline...                                     DR. Cat James                Died August 7 2004 of appearent alcohol posioning.  She was 28 years old.