Shudder (A Love Meditation)
If ever there was a moment to shiver
This is it
Quiver, hover, hesitate, exhale, shudder
I can taste your essence
You smell like excitement
Damn baby you’re so cool
You’re giving me chills
Inhale, hold, hold
Meditate on it
In the darkness of calm
I can hear the anticipation in the air
Like static or electricity or static electricity
It sticks to my thighs and makes them sweat
Salty drops of nervousness drip down
Pouring like rain
My bare feet tingle, pins and needles
Quiver, hover, hesitate, exhale, shudder
Intoxicating, you are intoxicating
Can you see me trembling
Shaking sweaty drops onto the floor
Don’t speak I’m not ready for you voice yet
And if you must, whisper
The bass in your voice may
Shatter my subconscious like crystal
And I might never recover
Just keep running the
Cool water of your touch
Over the silky mass that is my body
Liquid love
Exhale
Somewhere there is music playing
Possibly only in the recesses of my mind
But my it’s pretty
I wish I could sing it for you
But my voice has left me
Alone, with you
What would I say anyway
I’d only babble insecurely
Or giggle demurely
Neither of which has anything at all
To do with this feeling
Quiver, hover, hesitate, exhale, shudder
And all I can do is purr
Elevate me, explore me, envelop me
I surrender to you
Ask me no questions
I have no answers, I have no voice
I throw down my sword at your feet
I am defeated, finally defeated
Thank God it was you
It was always you
My silver tongue has found your
Satin lips, tongue, mouth, body
You dusty surface has cooled my fire
You are the only earth I’m on right now
We are suspended in time, in space, in love
Stroke the inner most lips
Of my consciousness
And make the kitty roar
It was you
Quiver
Hover
Hesitate
Exhale
Shudder
Release and let go
It was always you
Small miracles make huge differences
In the lives they bless
Every inch of my body is awake
And tingling, pins and needles
Others have scratched my itch
You have healed it
Some have built bridges over troubled waters
You calmed the sea so that I may bathe
We have transcended words
Now we speak telepathically
So our meanings have no middleman
No conversions, translations, interpretations
Spirit to spirit
Soul to soul
I give you my hand
But it’s my heart you hold
Pray and be answered
Meditate and be whole
I am uncertain
Though I seam bold
We’re all born innocent
Fragile minds to mold
We grow and become
Wise, shriveled, and old
But if by some chance we find love
And come in from the cold
Age becomes blissful and honored
And our hearts shine like gold
Keep me young
I’ll keep you happy
Sure Time will pass
But how important could that be
And when this life is over
And we once again part
Just know that next lifetime
You’ll still have my heart
Inhale, exhale, shudder
By Empress Nzingha
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