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OMG! I'm so like crazy! I mean, I know money is a piece of paper, but ripping money is so like BAD LUCK! Yes, I am "supercautious" so deal with it! I mean.. I don't really care much about money... how dare he said sumthing like that, but I'ma let it go.. for I riped it anyways.. Well, while at the Mall, I was still sorta pissed.. snapped at so many ppl.. lol that it's not even funny! Anywho, I spend money on lousy things... then I hafta ask mother for extra 50 bucks... spend all 150 in less than an hour.. I was MAD... wasn't thinking straight... blahs, now I'm home alone... Tony asked me if I wannna go to the movie, but I really wanted go to the Mall.. again.. but Hien left with Chi Ha and Jessie to Hoyte [however u spell it]... Well, I can't go, no id card... Jessie use Lili's cause they look "identical".. Heck, I don't wanna go, so I was like, nah.. I'ma stay home.. great...
[8:06 pm]
I have nothing better to do.. lol, so I uploaded a song! "Talk About Our Love" Brandy ft Kanye West... credit to [rocafella.com... I like this song and it's video.. Kanye.. *drools* lol.. Well.. since tommorrow is the "special" day.. hahaha this song seem appropriate.. talk about our love.
[8:31 pm]
Whoa.. I just clicked for sis nqoc's file... away msg [lol... I'm nosy like that] and it is sooo de-E-ep and so tR-u-U-e! And this is what it said....
money-
it can buy a house
but not a home
it can buy a bed
but not sleep
it can buy a clock
but not time
it can buy you a book
but not knowledge
it can buy you a position
but not respect
it can buy you medicine
but not health
it can buy you blood
but not life
it can buy you sex
but not love
so you see money isn't everything
and it often causes pain and suffering
i tell you al this because i am your friend
and as your friend i want to take away
your pain and suffering
so send me all of your money to me...
[hahaha] thanks sis... that is so enlivening... cept the last part!!! lol.. you send me money!!! tommorrow is my special day you bum! <3.. I miss chatting with that girl =X
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I'm home! hehehe omg... I hafta go to work soon =X sad.. well, it's raining outside.. but it sorta stopped... It's weird, but it rained while I was in Gomez's and like we was watching a tape on EBola too... lol same old tape Dr. Stanton let us watch... from last year! OMG! Dumb michelle called me Ebola Monkie.. I'm like... uhhh didn't you like called me Sars girlie girl.. and Mad Cow fraidy cat... now Ebola Monkie.. oh yeah.. slut monkie too! Lets not forget that! hahaha ouuuuuuuuu, I gotta go. Miss my hunni! 2 more days! This song [The Reason] is exactly how I feel and just what my bf and I intended to do <3.
[11:44 pm]
Oyyyy.. work = tiresome.... I snapped out so much lol.. I gotta stop. Big head John said I always be looking "sad"... The freak.. wait! he is a FREAK! I'm like not in the mood to talk about that freak.... Anywho... I realized something today... it's weird, but I was wrong about the whole "friendship" issue... and oh, can't wait to go downstairs and get my money. I gotta shop tommorrow =X. Quynh's birthday's party is tommorrow.. but her birthday is on the 9th.. of course, the "special" date... she should be proud to be "born" on that date lol [jk!]. Anywho.. yeah, I'm not sure if I can make it there and like chill the "hbg peeps" but that would be cool... I'ma come tho. I gotta give the bday's girl her gift and wish her the very best in the upcoming year =). Ouuuu... I'm thinking about getting my hair "extra" straightened.. hahaha 50 bucks, my litto sis said.. so who gives? I want it! I want it! lol [i sound like a greedy baby.... wait! I am GRE-e-EDY and I'm someone "baby"... literally too hahaha]. Qwll, lets wait and see.. OMG.. I don't know what to get my hunn!
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Long just enough.. but not yet.. I still have things in mind to express.. Well, good thing I didn't have to work after school today. It's weird, but we talked it out and we're going to work it out and solve everything. If we want to continue, we're going to have to live up to our promises. Promises can provokes people. I know I made him promised certain things.. are aren't even "worthy".... but then I'm insecure.. so like... deal with it, while I'm doing my changing and hopefully I'll success and surrend that promise.... I don't know... but talking about friendship to him.. then Tina.. got me crying cause like it's awkward to tell a person that you can't keep a friend.. but Tina proved me wrong.. hahaha we're cool like that... Lets forget about the friends' issue for now...
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I'll be going to school soon. Today is Enrichment Day, so I'm sorta slacking off right here.. hahaha... Well, I missed Erichment last week. They counts as a grade too.. give you 2 extra credits for your school year.... Like we only have them once a week... Thursday. I missed my electives class, French II & Phy Ed and also my Literacy Enrichment Day's class.. Oh well.. I'm going to ask her for make up work while the students in the Cafeteria eating, fatting themselves... yeck! I almost avoided the tempation to eat for a day lol.. but nooooo, I got hungry. I didn't eat School Lunch tho... and Ayonna and David didn't even lecture.. That's good. Keep up being their "oh-since-u-got-food-4-me,I-won't-lecture" self.. because It's cool... so much for being my friends... Anywho... I gonna have to admitted it.. lol Never get online after work.. Like... lets see, you had a tough day, hard day, being a student, then work after school and all, so you get exhausted and all right? Why do I even bother getting online? To say good-bye and good-night to my hunnie [gnite's muahs + hugs], but nahhhh... I don't wanna act weird for no reasons anymore... lol. So I'm gonna leave away msg b4 I go to school and say what I gotta say... yeah yeah yeah.. Oh yeah, We took a Bench Mark Test yesterday. Gray took 20 mins to get us in order. She's so uhhh like dumb and we show no respect for her. I have a hard time getting her attention because she like to like see... be in the DUMB spot light, in which her blonde self talks without reconsider a bit of it and like the Students laughs at her and she think it's cute... lol. They call her names and all she does it, MR_____! MS_________! how dare you call me that!" ya da ya da! I did a fabulous job on the writing prompt. It also counts toward Gray's Final Writing Prompt. Well, I gotta go get ready for school.. Eyyy, I have to ask Hien to go to the corner store or something first, snacks and chapstix =X.
[12:02 pm]
In School's Library.. doing research for project Guidelines for Nutrition Booklet... I'm so like "done" lol. All we gotta do is do research, write down the links and like you're done. I reserched for a poem on a food, an article on Child Obsity [or any another health related article, a sample of a food label, an article on health risks of being obese, list my favorite food, which is spaghetti.. and info on it, and all I gotta do now.. or maybe next week... [or at home] is to write an essay on what we learned in class... Family and Consumer Science.. all these months.. yep, It was pretty easy. I love projects <3. It's fun! lol, Mike was being nosy and just sat and read everything and corrected one word. I types too fast, so typo =X.
[3:44 pm]
Dude.. that was creepy.. Angelfire died on me.. and like they hosts all my pics... phew! I was about to do all the minor errors on pics.. like upload it to here and like do everything over.. hectic! good thing. Oyyy... it's going at it again. Lesson of the day: Never host your pic at a different server. Ukyo called, think I'm mad at her.. ha! yeah I am, but I denied.. I mean, I'm not.. just uhhh Lili said I look down on my friends.. okay.... whatever.. It's just we have nothing in common.. and like it's not really a friendship.. a friend who dun even talk to you. Friends are to talks.. to share secrets, to be involve in each other lives.. but no. See, I don't believe in Friendship. Friends comes and go.. but I'll be your friends... just do your part and I'll do my part... If not, don't waste my time.
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Why do people argues... then get mad and insults? Why do people fights/argues over small things like a "room" and interrupt other people sleep? Does a room can tell your personality.. and determine that u're a slut, bee-itch, who-reeeeee? Then why did I hear her calling "her" that... No thanks to the first "her"... I woke up late, but good thing is there's always Jess's Bus.. but then Quanie is gonna take me and Lili. He's doing a good thing, forcing her to go to school.. One day she's gonna snap and her "fake" personalities is going to explode as well and he'll see the real meanie her... and it will indeed be "ugly." I hate liars... she goes in that category.. lies over the sipliest things.... She know the time.. but nooo "i gotta sound cute and innocent"... so she say "it's 6:15.. at my house. Something is wrong with the clock" WHEN IT WAS 6:35! It's because SHE IS AFRAID OF HIM! [see, someone is actually AFRAID of their "love" one] Trying to skip, but he know her game, called and dragged her to school... hey, a ride for me... Well.. blah, I'm gonna go to school around 7:15.. gotta get dress.. I can't find my chapstix hahaha a brand new one too. My lips been so dried from me licking it.. yes a bad habits.. so? I can't stop =X I gotta go look for it. Well, school then work. Hopefully David won't snitch on me and "try" to get me in trouble.... hahaha. Ouuuuu.... today is Wednesday. I'm suppose to go to Michelle's house and walk to school with her... as we planned.. oh what the heck.. I hate her! lol.
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I had a good sleep.... and I didn't sleep until around 2 AM. Best sleep. Anywho, as I stated in previous post, I missed the bus, so I took Jess's. New driver... didn't come til like 7? Drove all the way to downtown... Sighs.. so many precious memory.. BEN FRANKLIN.. hahaha then my school.. how cool! Well, I took a day off from work to visit my hunn. We took a walk back in the creek, ran too.. lol, then ate ice cream, watch tv.. then he went to play "what's that game call".. I dunno.. ahem... then we watched this Jackie Chan's movie.. I watched it already, so I uhhh didn't watch.. I sleep =X. I had a good day =). Well... Here are my promises to my hunnie [must keep in mind and follow it]
1] no contact with JOSH [my EX bestfriend]
2] never break up [not even attempt to]
3] never love another guy
4] never to date again
5] love him at "all times"
6] never mention about his church "friends"
7] Won't be "bossy"
8] Stop Cussing
9] no more FIGHTING or argueing
And.. his...... [List Made on 06-04-04]
1. Never to Break up with you
2. Never to Love another girl
3. Never to Date Again
4. Stay Quiet Around Tbear (No More Jokes, also to Change)
5. Never make any contact with Kieu
6. Buy ya a Puppie when we get our own house
7. Move out of Hbg,Pa with you
8. No More Cursing
9. No More Fighting/Argueing
Well, here are some of the books I want to get/read. I'm going to stay after school and get my tutor to order these books for me.. Well, I think she crossed out my name.... like "cancelled" me... well, I don't care.. That's why her boss got "yelled" by my "big sis" LILI!
BARNE & NOBLE.com have it all! How hot! <3.
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Work is very tiresome yo. Yep, trying to earn and save money here. Aren't you like proud? Lil Kellie is growing up and taking care of herself.. yeahh right! lol.. anyways, I thought of what to type earlier.. but like I'm not in the mood to type everything.. so edit later aiight? Nite.
[early morning (next day), 6:35 am]
Oh mannnn, it's all early and the neighbor couple are like.. arguing and fighting each other. Werid huh? I thought it was funny.. lol, but then no cause it remind me of mon copain and moi.... which is so not right. But I doubt it we would get to the point this lady and her "bf" is going through right now. The lady literally goes back and forth calling him names and insulting. I won't turn out be like that... because I just can't and I don't really talk much when I'm upset hahah good thing too. Ou, it is so cold outside! I missed the Bus, gonna catch Jessie's Bus and walk to school.. Still, it is cold outside! Wear a jacket or something! And it is May too... Hope it get "warm" not HOT soon <3.
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so sad.... I don't what to do or what to say anymore. She was right, communication. Well, yesterday I found nothing better to do at home, so Jessie, Maddie, and I hiked to the Mall. Took the creek's way, hella fun. Maddie is so cute, so full of energy. It rained hard once we were in the Mall. Checked out the Boscov's in the Mall, grand opening. We was like disappointed at first, was on second floor, that's why, nothing nice up there. But it got better. Still... we decided to go eat.. Food Court closed, so Pizza Hut was our place. Rain was still pouring.. hard too. We ran in the rain.. hahaha MAD fun. Hope Maddie won't get sick tho. Also, I ran in the Mall.. barefooted... lol.. walked in the Mall barefooted too... No one was like really there. There was this one white cutie that saw me ran... barefooted.. lol. Well, Pizza was good, I ate three slices.. Yes, I'm a greedy pig.. NO WONDER PEOPLE THINK I AM FAT!!! >_< Anywho, I saw my classmate there, Darryl, weird boy. He rode with us to Tony's house then back to the Mall. I found a dress I liked. Pissed later on.. and here I am.. about to go to school soon. Oh heck, I'm leaving now. Pz.
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| Am I that "hard" to please? I can smile for hours, then cry for 10x. I am unpredictable. No one can predicts the coming of moi. It's like a waste of energy of this precious Earth to provide such a miserable creature like moi. I'm like all happy yesterday, earlier today.. and just an hour ago, I was being "bitchy, bossy, and grumpy." Wow, who am I now? Well, my day yesterday.. was a-o-k. Jessie and I got Hien to took us to the threatre, our very first time alone. We went with the intention to watch MEAN GIRLS yet we ended up watching 13 GOING ON 30. The movie... aiight, but I thought it was kinda lame.. but the couple romance was incredibly romantic. Then we ate at Hong Kong's Ruby. Never go there... please don't. Some guys work there think we was cute, holla! We used the cutie's cell phone to call Mom. The line was busy. So we left the restaurant and headed to Giant. I brought "candy" bars and DIET GREEN TEA. There wasn't the "original" kind to that, so oh well. Such a waste of money. We waited.. and waited.. and waited... 3 hours longsome hours. Some Nick guy gave me his number. It's awkward having a bf and boys in school asking for your number or a guy give you his number. It is just weird. I accepted the number, but I'm not gonna call. I just pitied that hottie lol. Ask me for my number, I can turn that down.. "Oh sorry, I don't have a number.. yet. It's my dad's." Yep that's my excuse to those horny boys in my school. How cool huh? Tips for you, so like learn *muahahaha* Rejecting people is a very horrible thing to do. Rejecting someone over them wanting to give you their number is just plain old harsh and crude, why reject? But if it have anything to do with drugs, sex and violent, REJECT THEIR ASS! Anywho, Tina think I'm taking advantage of him.... he even felt that way once.. but seriously, I don't believe I am.. I mean, why? how could I? I would never! I do know, I'm pissed at him all the times. He just gotta watch what he be saying, joking about. His words are very.. harsh and discouraging.
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But I do remember I typed something about me being odd and how I treat ppl around me. I feel very bad, but I can't seem to lighten up and smile. I'm just a sad and very lost 16 years, 2 months and 29 days old girl in her little world.
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| It's already MAY and I'm still NOT happy aka please with life! I'm so like in desperate needs of happiness lol, which is just sad because everyone would say, "don't you have enough, why you gotta be all greedy/stingy?" But you know what? Happiness have no limits. I'm just going to try to get through the rough times and ignore it, you know? I have this site to work on and I'm going to spend the entire day to work on it too.. because IT IS IMPORTANT!
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Okay, lookie.. dude, I am so smart. My lil sis over bussing on me, but oh well. She know she can't do any better. Like the new layout. I'm got a secret behind it, but don't you worry. Well, I still got a lots of working to do to improve this site. This layout is made for the month, May, the greatest month ever <3. I miss my hunnie.
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