SO tired -afraid of sleeping
a changing moon unable to wax once waned
going dimmer and eventually to burn out
each day growing darker
-Spinnign dizzy throught his misleading existance
being pulled down and collapsing into myself
treading so softly weary of a beast with in
exhausted yet restless
hungered and yearning
everything pulling away me pullign and falling
what is lonely called when you feel it but are not alone?
where am I now?
am I part of your world?
I can't remember ever being so angry and frustrated before
I don't understand, there has been worse things than this
what happend to the preptual calm?
what happend to my abality to sit in the corner
and being able to wait until the past became only past
WHat was once a clear spider web because a tangled mass unknown
What is going on with me and this place?
Why can't I control myself and my world?
I have nothing to hold onto
I'm too weary to hope anymore
I lost all my dreams far behind me
I'm only forgotten in my own world
I don't know stands beside or who is just walking by