in all possible ways.
we adore our Master/Mistress. We strive to be the perfect submissive. To never disappoint our Dominant.
we are dedicated, fully commited, yet on occassion we find ourselves struggling with a certain demand or rule.
It's ironic, how we trust our Dominant to bind us, play with us, even hold knives to us.
Yet when a simple order is given, such as "I will handle this",
we struggle to let go of control so He/She can handle it.
we struggle to remain quiet.
we become offended or insecure, because we can not contribute to the "situation".
It's hard to understand why, we trust Him/Her with our very life, yet we struggle to trust Him/Her to deliver our "words".........
something to ponder, from one who struggles too
satin_ocean
July 2001
