Breathe in.

Breathe out.

Breathe in.

Breathe out.

Softer now.

Breathe in.

Breathe out.

Now hold it until your the bottom of your mouth tightens and your throat twinges.

Or try this.

Take your two hands.

Put them around your neck.

Squeeze.

Not too hard now.

Let the pressure rise.

Keep on until it burns the inside of your face.  Until it hurts.

Now stop.

Now think about that one person that you care so much for.

Think about that one person that you want so badly.

Think about that one person that you love.

Now pretend that they don't want you.

That they don't care.

Oh...they don't anyway?

Poor you.

Let's pretend they'll never know you want them.

Let's pretend that they will always regard you as nothing.

Can you feel the tug at your heart?

Can you feel the insane twist of pain and discomfort in the pit of your stomach?

Can you feel the last its of your useless hope fade away?

Doesn't it hurt?

Doesn't it suck?

Now...

Yes, now you know what I feel like everytime I look at you.




The End
What I Feel
          by:  V (who else writes this shit?)