I Wonder

It's been three hours and I'm still drowning with guilt
That can not compare to how he must have felt
I have to stop pretending that it will be okay
I'm just praying that I will see him on Monday

Everything inside me is beggining to feel numb
I'm beggining to wonder if what I did was wrong
All of these thoughts are flowing through my head
They will not go away intil my brain is dead

Chorus:
And I wonder, will I ever see him again?
And I wonder, will he still be my friend?
We knew that it wast going to last
Why did time have to fly by so fast?

These past three months have been a total lie
Thinking about what we did to him makes me start to cry
I have to move on and stop living in the past
But all those memories, they will always last

Bridge:
Two days later I feel the same
Only having myself to blame
I'm sitting here felling sorry for him
Thinking about all those things we did
Those times in my garage will never fade away
They will just have to come back another day