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Konnichiwa minna-chan! ^__^ Welcome to Secrets Behind, a group blog of Ashley-chan, Moon, Shadowcat, and Yuki Kamitoki! By entering here, you'll find out some secrets (or not, depending) of the four listed members.


Yuki: You know, three years seem pretty long. Heck, it actually is! But, when you think back on how far we have progressed within that time span and how soon we're gonna graduate, omg, anyone want a time machine?! Hehehe. I'm glad that despite the distance and time, we're still continuously held together by this blog, so keep posting people!! We still have a long way to make years worth of memories to reflect on! (and i want godchildren!!!) Happy New Years, and Happy Chinese New Year!

Kitten: It seems only yesterday that we had just reached the second year, and now here we are, in the third year. o_O We are getting OLD! *lol* Joking aside, being friends has been great. It seems from the past that even if we do go to different cities for uni, our friendship will still remain. We shall make CD of this site someday [yuk you have the records, right?] and cherish the pretty memories. Friends Forever! ps. godchildren will still be far far away XP

People write bout your thoughts too! Third year already!


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Woken at 5:30 am

Date: 05/27/06
Time: 07:30 am
Current Mood: Not Awake
Current Song: Melissa [Full Metal Alchemist]


It makes me wonder if the rest of you are still alive and doing well... -___-'

Just finished watching the Full Metal Alchemist I recorded yesterday. ^_^ It's was so funny~~~~ Roy Mustang = <3. Not to mention his usual calmness and the know-it-all-but-oh-so-secretly intelligence, but I WAS SO SHOCKED to find his abnormal love for dogs *lol* and his dream of becoming the furher to make female soldiers wear mini-skirts! OMG I was laughing so hard ^^ I never imagined him to be so funny~~~~

I love anime / manga like that now. It's either really funny or really really sad. Like the moment when Hawkeye shot at the doggy [hehe yuk] I thought she'd killed it, but in the end the doggy dodged every bullet [GASP smart doggy] and it was so cute and funny~~~~~ Other mangas include Saiyuki and Peace Maker [which I love so much, but stopped after 10 volumes, and it seriously just stopped in the middle of the story too >____<]

Daddy and Grandma just departed for China this morning. Grandma might be coming back after two years, so tears to her and will be missing her, even if I'm going back next summer to see her. As for daddy, he's coming back in three weeks. Poor mommy who will be missing him, heh. It's like, the first time in years that they have been apart. Hopefully I'll be dealing with no trouble at all.

Summer is almost here! Can't wait! Not that I can't wait for another two weeks for the exams, but it's less than four weeks until summer vacation, YES! People are taking summer school? The hospital hasn't contacted me yet, yuk, I'm sort of worried... but *sigh*.

Sensei, when are you coming back? I'll try to call you sometimes. Where are you going for university? And what major / program? Did you watch Case Closed? I hate the westernizing of it all. Hatori Heiji does not equal to Harley Hartwell T____T the names, the mood, the whole thing is different now~~~ Other than the fact that the beginning really can't compare to the stuff they make now after 10 years ^@^. I want to see the nineth and the tenth movie. I heard the nineth's plot sucked... but really looking forward to tenth since it's the anniversary and all. There were rumours that the tenth movie would end the series, but at the end of the tenth movie supposebly there was commercials for the 11th movie... well so much for it ending at all. I want it to end, but really doesn't want it to end.... *conflicted*

See y'all in a month~~~~~


<-- Shadowcat H. had homework @ 07:46 am

The Last Day of my Sweeet Sixteen

Date: 04/27/06
Time: 05:52 pm
Current Mood: Meh
Current Song: Kimi No Sete (Laputa)


Haven't posted in so long. Hehe. But Nobody else posted for so long either *sigh*

So life has been okay. The Infamous Grade 11 all-together summative has begun... actually, almost finished. I'm still a bit worried about tomorrow's working day. I mean, it's only one day and when I looked at the criteria for the kiosk, it's like a full-fledge research project that would only be done with weeks of work. At least not all in one day.

Got my first birthday greeting from Li. Hehe. At least this time he remembered my birthday. *sigh*

Can't think of much to say. This weekend I'm going to go driving around downtown with my driving instructor. It's my second-last lesson. I'm so not ready right now. The highways scared the hell out of me. My limbs were numb for a moment, I swear.

THe bio contest was HELL >__< didn't know much and left 12/50 questions blank because I never heard of them in my life. Oh well. Better luck next year. At least I missed French.

Really REALLY not working right now, or at least for half a year now. I just realized that ever since this year started I was reluctant to work overall. Definitely stayed up during nights when I wouldn't have to if I managed my time properly. This year consisted a lot of start hmwk at 10pm the night before it's due and go until 3am to finish.

Sososososo busy. This weekend we were planning on going shopping... but since daddy has to work overtime, I'm probably [or should be at least] will be doing hmwk. Here's the list:

PHYSICS -- prepare for the contest on Tuesday, which means reading at least a quarter of the textbook.

BIOLOGY -- start the Evolution ISU

CHEMISTRY -- this is minor, but I should prepare for the organic unit. It's kind of sad that Mrs. Malhotra left already... *sigh* she was a fun teacher.

ENGLISH -- have to read 1984 dammit.

MATH -- the ISU... I totally do not get it at all.

FRENCH -- prepare for the oral discussion and the comprehension reading paper 1 stuff. I thought we were allowed dictionaries? Guess not. XP in other words, I'm royally screwed.

ITGS -- have to start studying. Guess what? Exams are in two weeks and I don't know any of the terms by heart yet.

TOK -- the esaay... the essay... the essay......

I write all this down, but it doesn't mean I'll actually get them done this weekend >__<

Yuki! How was driving? Fun? I don't know. I'm still a bit iffy about the whole thing. Moon~~~~ My cute adorable Moon~~~~ how's your hair? I heard you got another haircut [a long time ago...]. Sensei sensei sensei! I missed you! I will call you someday! Declare on a good date for calling! And all of you, POST POST POST POST!!!!

I'm thinking about taking the SAT this October/November. Yes, I am applying to Harvard. No, I probably won't get in. There was this really smart guy this year in my school who got in though. Lucky him. He aced the SAT and had a 97 average. So I guess it really wasn't all that surprising. Going to Uni in the US is really expensive for us Canadiens though. Hehehe. It's a nice dream. Oh yah, our summative this year is all about world hunger, and we have mock country groups, and I got to be US! I really wanted to be in China though... *sigh*

Will be busy this summer. Will go to leadership camp. Will take tennis lessons. Will have to Extended Essay. Will have to prepare for SAT. Will have to catch up on studies. Will learn Japanese.

Kyou Kara Maou is all done for me... the anime that is. The manga renews every now and then. Anybody want to watch it? I have it in Chinese subtitles [and they don't make sense sometimes] but it's really funny. I really want to read the books. KKM is the reason I really want to learn Japanese.

So far I'm still aiming for medical school. Wants to be a surgeon of some sort [not plastic nor oral]. I'm hearing all these stories about how Uni is really really hard and I'm just scared out of my mind. *sigh* I will know for sure eventually.

Ciao for now guys. POST MORE ABOUT YOUR LIVES PLEASE~~~


<-- Shadowcat H. dreamed @ 06:03pm

Happy Belated Anniversary

Date: 02/21/06
Time: 11:41 pm
Current Mood: Not Awake
Current Song: Friend


Halo pebbles! I haven't posted for so long!!! How are your lives coming alone? I'm so dead with school work that I really need to sleep >__<

Well, it's partly my fault --- or all my fault XP I've been really into korean drama again lately. This one is super long, like 185 episodes long, and it's all on DVD so we watch it all the time... hence I get less time sleeping and less time focusing on homework. But I'll try to change that somehow. Tonight I still have to finish a bio lab, an english essay, and study for the math contest tomorrow morning. Looks like I won't be sleeping much.

I really am deprived of sleep these days. I think I should watch less television XP.

Christmas was relaxing. Till now I still can't get the "relaxingness" out of my system. It's like I'm gonna be lazy for life. I hope I won't be, though. Hehe.

Grade 12 is coming so soon! People are thinking about early acceptances already!! >__< But I've just decided that I will go for medical school. So from now on I shall try to be the best I can. But my future is still undecided. You know, sensei, sometimes I think of Harvard... it's so near, yet so far. Probably not going to US for uni, though, since it's really expensive. Hehe. Toronto, here I come ^_^.

Had a car accident during Xmas! Not me, but my parents. They were okay, but the car flipped over on the ice. They didn't hit anything. In result we had to drive a jeep for a month. It was fun ^o^ to have a new car in the house. Now the old car is back. We still love it more than ever.

I go swimming often now, at the community centre. It's funny cuz I take a shower there, and my hair is wet when I come out, so it freezes on the way to the car. My hair is all hard and stuffs! It was interesting to see and feel >_<.

Grade 11 is more stressing than I thought. Projects and tests and especially labs are coming down at me like a snow storm [speaking of which, there was one today. big snowflakes are my favorite --- so romantic!]. I can still handle it, with a lot of tv watching [for comfort] and half-nighters [for working]. Some marks actually matter now for university! How scary! So far, we've read Othello, Anna Karenina, Madame Bovary, and a Doll's House... I'm not sure when we'll start the other books soon. I haven't been reading for a while. We're more concentrated on an essay based on these books now. And I think we're starting poetry soon. Speaking of books, I bought "Memoirs of a Geisha" and I really want to read it ^_^.

Seen two movies lately. Geisha was an okay movie. I was really interested in it, cuz the commercials were funny. It wasn't that bad at all. I didn't like the ending though. Zhang Ziyi... seemed less pretty than the two older gals. Hatsumomo seemed like a b*tch so I like the other older geisha the best. Hehe. The other movie was "Brokeback Mountain". Their accents were so thick! And in the first half there was about half a dozen explicit scenes... yah... was kind of scarred... I was conficting between actually watching it and suffer mentally, or not watch it and waste money T_T. Overall it was okay too. We went at lunch time, so there was like 14 people in the theatre. There was a lot of aged couples! Like, white hair aged! o_O I wonder if I'm into old people stuff now. I already have enough white hair...

It's interesting, cuz just around Chinese New Year I was looking for pictures for a Chinese New Year layout, but then I got distracted with work and TV [sowwies] so it never got done. We thought of the same thing, yuk. I must say, this layout is very festive indeed.

Aha! I like "It all started with a Kiss" too! ^_^ I love Joe Cheung, he's so super cute~~~

The week right before march break will be full of tests... T_T I feel intimidated.

Good night, sensei yuk and moon! Post soon~

ps. BEJEWELED 2 is a great game! It's so good for brain exercise! And SO SHINY O_O

pps. I know eh! My cousin is going into the fifth grade in 2007! That's how old I was when I first came to Canada! It was like "OMG he's so old now"... and I'm older T_T


<-- Shadowcat H. went to work @ 12:02 am

HAPPY BELATED CHINESE NEW YEARS!!!

Date: 02/06/05
Time: 6:49 pm
Current Mood: PAINFUL!!
Current Song: Middle of Test


MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS!!!
HAPPY BELATED NEW YEARS!!!
HAPPY BELATED CHINESE NEW YEARS!!!


Hehehe. Sorry! Wanted to post before, just.. never found right time, between boredom... Errr, yeah. Anyways. New layout! Anniversary slash new years. Actually, they kinda relate, you know with the whole celebration thing. Yep. Actually spent lots of time thinking on what theme and style would be like. Killed me, which was why I was unable to fini it during break. But now, c'est fini! Yay! Looks okay, nothing too different from the last layout. Yep. So while I'm on it,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, SECRETS BEHIND!!!


Seriously, kinda hard to believe it's been 3 years! Don't we feel old! But it's been fun. Blog more, people!!

Hmm... christmas break was fun though consistent throughout. Whole family went to Toronto for like two days. Went shopping, yum cha, had christmas party and yeah.. Omg, christmas party. Must tell. MY NIECES AND NEPHEWS ARE SOOOO CUTE!!! Omg. But they're getting so old! T_____T 8!! And Kaitlin, whose's like 2,3 is so cute and adorable! Her english is like so good, and she's so sweet, always thinking about her brother! Like when they wanted to build this fort with boxes in the basement, and Josh (her brother) was unable to keep the box up, she gently pulled on the bottom hem of my shirt and asked adorably, "Can you help my brother?"! You know, you don't really see younger siblings so caring of their older ones. Were you like that, Moon? (i have younger brothers so.........) And Josh. Omg, so old now. Haven't seen him in years, and what grade is he now?! TT________TT Amanda and Sarah are also cute and grown up! Must remember to bring stars next time to make it with them! And, oh oh!!! Victor. Have you ever seen such a wan pi (mandarin) kid ever. *shakes head* Seriously. He jumps, he salivas, he glares, he tickles, but HE'S SO CUTE!! We were playing tickling on the chair, and he's so adorable when he laughs and wiggles when being tickled! Patrick (Victor's brother) is also cute! But he's so small, and sleeps so much! Seriously, all my nieces and nephews are so cute!

I think, almost all relatives from dad side that lived in Toronto came. People looked pretty much the same. I guess when you grow old, your face remains bout the same. Junior got taller though. Crazy. He's the tallest one in the family now. People played poker (you know.. i want to know how to play..) and danced, omg. I was almost dragged into dancing!!! That would've been a memory unable to be lived down cause it was being taped! They were dancing laos dance I think. Dad was too! Shocking. And lots of cousins too. It was so sweet though. I mean, I was downstairs playing with the kids, when a cousin came down and told me to go up. I was like why? And then she said to dance!! O________________O Tried to escape, kinda, resisting. And then! Nieces and nephews saw, and guess what they did? They tried to save me! So here I was being held on one hand by cousin, and the other by all the nieces and nephews. It was such a touching moment! Hehehe, and I escaped in the end. Most of the time I played with the nieces and nephews. In a way sad, that I didn't talk as much with the cousins. But you know, age difference does sometimes contribute a lot. I don't know. Still something I regret right now. It was still fun party. I hoped it could happen again this year. And maybe there wouldn't be too many regrets.

After coming back, mostly watched movies and shows that we got. Was to lazy and tired I think to really do anything productive. Sorry! Couldn't something during break!

Then after christmas break, there was three-ish weeks of finishing up course info and preparing for exam. Then exams came. Wow. Is it just me, or did it get longer?! My exams were one after the other, so although I have the benefit of finishing early and relaxing for more days, those days were death with limited amount of studying! English exam was first. There was sight passage and essay. Sight passage was actually pretty long despite fact that most of the questions was worth only 2 marks. Luckily I did okay on it, with the amount of time I put into it! Essay, I only took like 30-45 minutes to do. So rushed and didn't even finish! But I think teacher marked easily. So... phew! Mark stayed the same. Next was chemistry. Hmm.. how to say. I actually found majority of the questions easy, but don't know why, still died. Oddly enough, that was the only class where we didn't get to see the exam. Wanted to see it and know what I got wrong! Physics after. Totally died. You know, if I take physics again, I will be very very foolish. I shall psssssh myself! Lastly was Ancient Civ. Muahahahaha!!! My best exam! Well, understandably since it was the easiest! Omg, if I just had like 10 more minutes, I would've finished the essay! And then I'd get better! It had so much writing though! Each identifying and explaining was like half a page of long sheet! And there was 8! Tsk tsk. Crazy teachers and their exams. Everything was so long!

Anyways. Enjoyed 5 beautiful days (including weekends and extra wednesday cause of pushing exams back a day) Going back to school sucked. TT_________________TT New homework and getting use to classes... But the starting anew part is totally great. Biology is.. well, quick. Only like 2 days and already we're having a lab. Must study like crazy for next week's quiz, which is on same day as Math's!!!! What is wrong with people and setting dates for tests always on same day?!?! Last semester was like this, and now this one! Then on like Wednesday or Thursday, law test! Only good thing right now is French, but I know there's gonna be project soon. *sigh* But law's pretty interesting but confusing. Really don't want to go into law. Especially when I'm unable to pick an exact side due to conplications and conflicts on both sides of an issue, which I try to be fair against. Unless in an argument. Where I am unknowningly forced to take one side. But that's whole different story. So, kittie, I wish you GOOD, DOUBLE, BEAUTIFUL LUCK!!! And Math at the moment is easy, doing review. Gonna have quiz/test every Wednesday! Suicide! French is yeah.. Was watching movie on Friday! So good! Les Boys..? Funny. And amusing. Wanna finish it.

Anyways. What else to say... Nothing really at the moment.. Welps. I shall au revoir now. It's been a long post. And I think I've ran out of things to say. So, everybody enjoy life as it is now, cause you ain't growing any younger! Just gettin' older! (ooooh!!) Au revoir mon amies! Sweet dreams! Bai bai!! ^___^


P.S: Oops!! Forgot to tell you bout my injury! Must tell, cause I am appalled that it happened so. First, I was kicked by younger brother (one kick, two legs). FIREY RED RAGE. Then I was kicked by older brother (one kick, one leg). ORANGEY RED ANGER. Then I was rammed into by cart at heel by stranger (one ram, two heels). YELLOWLY RED FRUSTRATION. So now, my legs are bruised and I am DISABLED!!! You know what's weird... there's no bruise. Like no visible one. So now I'm APPALLED. Yep. So, if one day, far away, you still see me limping or favoring one leg (though quite rare as both legs are bruised to death), then please, become a doctor so you can heal me! And explain to me WHY, there still aren't any visible bruises! Yes, I'm still wondering. So. For sure now. Au revoir!!


<-- Yuki Kamitoki wonders about the bruises @ 7:50 pm

WOW

Date: 12/21/05
Time: 3:47 pm
Current Mood: Dont really know
Current Song: None


I dont think I've posted in, what, months? AND THERE'S...no apparant reason for that. Other than the fact that I've been hit by a hurricane of lazyness. But, No! I'm not dead! yet.

I wished yuki a happy birthday with an very well-picked e-card, so dont chastise me for not posting on her birthday. But what the heck, Happy Belated Birthday, Yuki! And! Waii! Xenosaga! I think. Or is it chrono? Or maybe Star Ocean? I love the background, it brings me back to my youth...Almost makes me want to make one...but I'm so lazy....

We didnt do much on my special day, actually, there was a point where I completely forgot about it althgether. (Now you see what's become of me!) But we did get a cool cookie-cake thing, which I gobbled up in a minuet and twenty six seconds.

But I can finally learn to drive! DO any of YOU know how to drive yet? I dont! Yeah.

Woo, moon got round glasses! And it matches with the round moon! (I mean the literal moon, in case there's some misunderstanding.) I hope they work out well! I wish I could get new glasses, mine are so heavy, and they are starting to make a dent on my nose...

On a side note, instead of going to Ottawa, I'll be spending my christmas in New York, so if anyone's going there, maybe we can work something out...Hehe. You'll get to see Ashe someday...she's so cute now, wait I'll post a picture.

Where's the third little pig?

She's grown really fat, but cute fat! It really beats skinny babies because then you think that they are going to crack any day...However, the doctors say that if she gets any fatter, she might get, oh you know, heart attacks, strokes, thyroid cancer, skin diseases, a real ugly face... the usual. So, taking the upmost consideration of our sagacious doctor and her most realistic predictions, (because ANYONE can get mad cows disease by drinking too much milk...), we're trying to get Ashe to lose weight and hopefully, when she grows up, wont be compared to a piglett evermore.

Anyways, I'm done ranting. Happy Birthday Shadowcat!

See yous in 20XX!

<-- Ashley-chan's rubbed her eyes @ 10:09 am

Hehehe

Date: 12/20/05
Time: 9:40 pm
Current Mood: lalala
Current Song: None


Muahahaha, this c'est your surprise! Oui oui. I know, it's not really as big as I had made it up to be. Oh wells. I had tried my best! *pumps fist in air*

Got exam schedule! Yep. Finish on Friday, I think. Have English, Chemistry, Physics then History. TT______________TT Makes me regret killing comp!! Aiiiiii...

Anyhowies. This was just suppose to be short post. I shall fly like a bird and flee! Only 3 more days! Can't wait! :D :D :D

Au revoir! Sweet dreams! Bai bai!! ^__^


<-- Yuki Kamitoki lalala-ed @ 9:43 pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!!!

Date: 12/16/05
Time: 8:43 pm
Current Mood: hmm
Current Song: Let Me Love You


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!!!


Sorry!!! Wanted to wish you happy birthday on time! TT____________________TT But also wanted to have layout fini, so it would be much more paired. So, I end up here. Sadly.

But to look at it another way, ARE YOU SURPRISED?!?! Hehehehe, presumably you'd think I'd have a layout made, so no surprise. And when that moment comes, and there's none, you would slowly dissipate that thought. And now, days after, there's suddenly one! Aren't you surprised?!?! ^__^ Sorry if I don't make sense, I think I've been creative-fried. Too much used within two days, and getting rusty too.

But don't worry!! There's one more surprise coming up! Muahahahaha!! You shall have to wait and see!! (and i mean literally wait)

Anyways. I shall wish you lots and lots and lots and lots of presents! And I shall also wish you lots and lots and lots and lots of cake! Hehehehe! And! I shall wish you lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of WISHES! Hope your wishes can be fulfilled this year!

You know, on random comment, cheesecake as birthday cake is good. I got one! Cept it taste more like tiramisu than actual cheesecake... Maybe it actually was tiramisu... Then is it still considered a cake?... Hmmm.. Anyways! People should have that for their b-day cake! Or ice-cream cake! Yummmy! Shoot... I think I'm making myself hungry...

Welpsies... I wish everybody an enjoyably and fun and hopefully stressless LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL BEFORE CHRISTMAS! Wow, what a mouthful. You know what I find sad? That it ends on the day before the day before Christmas, in other words, the day before Christmas Eve. I find that sad. And I find that strange. Cause usually you would have to wait like few days after school ended, for Christmas. Now, you just finish school and there it is, waiting for you. That's actually cool too.

On a side note, I'm going to Toronto for Christmas! ^___^ And this is even more specialer than the other times because it's a family trip! The last one was... well October but that didn't really count... The summer before we moved here! Went to Alberta, that was cool. Yep yep. Anyways. It's only for like 3 days, so we shall do something, kay?! Unless, someone is going somewhere, so tell! Ashley!! Are you coming? It's been years, come! Don't disappoint your hopeful friends! And I wanna see Ashe!! ^__^

So, so, so. I shall au revoir now. Gonna study chinese. La la la. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!!! (don't forget to check back for surprise some day!) Au revoir mon amies! Sweet dreams! Bai bai!! ^___^


<-- Yuki Kamitoki wished Ashley a HAPPY BIRTHDAY @ sometime

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR FRIEND ï¿?ASHLEY-CHAN!!!!!

Date: 12/14/05
Time: 04:38 pm
Current Mood: HAPPY!!! Just like myself!!
Current Song: I do


Hey Hey! I�m back! *bleh bleh bleh*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ASHLEY-CHAN!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

I wish you the best of luck and be happy!

Happy BE-LATED Birthday Yuk! (I know, I know, I should�ve wrote this like a month ago, but at least I did it right? @_________@)

Oh yah guys, do you know I have new pairs of glasses now, they are black, and this time it is rectangular shapes not round ones. I got contacts too! Muahahah! It kinda feels funny, but I think I�ll get used to it!

WISH ME GOOD LUCK PEEPS! I have BIG STUFFS going on in my life! *sigh*

December 15, 2005 a Thursday, it is the full moon. So beautiful!

Chow chow! ^_________^

I hope i don't kill anything again! ~__________________~

<-- O''O flew to the beautiful full moon@ 04:44pm

我真的不知道我在做什麼...

Date: 11/29/05
Time: 6:03 pm
Current Mood: cold and alone
Current Song: Let Me Love You

你知不知道我現在覺得很冷﹐ 真的很冷。 我覺得已經丟失了快樂的日子... 或至少, 在這片刻﹐我的未來似乎真的荒涼了。

Hey. Sorry, I really wanted to write a happy post relating all that happened on my birthday because it was really memorable and special. But... I don't feel like writing that at this moment, nor so in the future as I see. So, perhaps, it will be left within my heart as a special memory, in its purest sense... Sorry.

不知道什麼時候開始﹐對一切都平淡了。可能真的是一切堆積很失衡吧﹐ 很難相信一切能隔夜改變。只在一個晚上﹗ 那有可能。

Uhm... I really want to thank you guys for everything. Thank you for the chinese book (which when I have the time, I'll read ^^; and the layout! sorry, haven't properly said my thanks for it. it looks really really nice! colors are really gentle and soft. and it's interesting how you used "yuki" in the title thing. merci beaucoup!) and the dolphin light thing which looks really cool with all those light effects (c'est tres tres colorful et pretty :D) and the b-day card which I'm so surprised by cause je pense que you might not have the time. (merci merci beaucoup!! i'm happy that you took the time to send one ^__^)

兩次﹗ 我真的不敢相信這會發生在我的身體兩次。為什麼要一段跟著一段去﹖ 不是那麼容易忘記傷痛﹐我也不想再次開了一個新的疤痕。

And I hope that no matter what, we'll still be together. Even though we're so far away in a way, with different schools and different countries, we'll still be the bestest of friends! Muahahaha!

或至我真的很自私﹐我也恨自己。為什麼有機會的時候不好好的珍惜她﹖只可以等到現在才來後悔。太遲吧。

Yep. Hope you guys aren't too stressed out by school (as i am...) and keep happy always. Yep. Shall steal le line from kittie.

但最令我怨恨的是﹐我知道﹐但因為太害怕﹐所以什麼都沒有做。我是不是很沒有用﹖我也想改變﹔太難。但是一定會有一天。

Also, come a le Multicultural Show! C'est next jeudi at 7:30 (je pense) et tu will see us chante et danse. Oui oui. C'est cinq dollars (my dad was like what?! we have to pay? i thought it was free!) in advance, et six at the door. Oui. Ashley, I recommend you fly here! Muahaha! Wait----- you are coming at Christmas right? I mean, my hopes are up! Don't let them fall!! C'est years since I've seen you. Oui, ainsi, alle! Et bring Ashe aussi!!!!! ^_____^ (sorry for half francais, half anglais. might be un peu hard to lire..?)

只是不是現在。就讓我自私這一次吧。我沒有心情﹐體力去假裝愈無其事。我也無法親口告訴你﹐我所有的感覺﹐或是發生了什麼事。

Oh yeah. The word I typed in the tagboard that was censored was "aujourd'hui". *shakes head* Really don't know how that's a swear word. Tsk tsk. Sowies. I shall go now and study ancient civ. We're doing China! C'est tres tres interessant, mais nous pass by it too fast. Just finished Qin dynasty today, and they were short notes. >____< Je suis insulted.

就不要問我為什麼。

Anyhowies. Au revoir mon amies. Sweet dreams. Bai bai!! ^__^

謝謝你的關心﹔請原諒我的任性﹔對不起。

<-- Yuki Kamitoki sighed @ sometime

Happy Birthday Yuk! Layout New!

Date: 11/12/05
Time: 11:00pm
Current Mood: up and downs of life
Current Song: Korean soundtrack from "Des Amoureux a Paris"


You always seem to catch up to us so lately... but wait... sensei is even later -___-'

I've got your present ready for you a long time ago. Are we meeting sometimes soon? I hope to hand it to you. I also hope that you'd like my present.

I think it's very coincidental that I happen to take the day off from work after you tell me that you're celebrating your bday on that day, Yuk. You're in luck. Hehe. Next time remember to decide two weeks before, cuz the same thing may not happen again.

School is death. My Chemistry mark killed. But oh well. I cried over that already. I got this new shirt, $5, cheap, and reasonable since it doesn't utilize much clothes... in other words, quite revealing ^X^. I guess you might see it soon... it depends on if I want to wear it to the HP movie or not. Really looking forward to seeing the HP movie, though; I thought I'd never find time before Xmas break, but then I guess I thought wrong.

New Layout! Hehe. It's for Yuki's birthday. It just occurred to me that we're celebrating on the 19th, and then I should technically change the layout on the 18th, which would suit the layout number 18.... but Friday is busy, usually, so I cheat a bit by posting a bit early. This way, everyone will be able to fully enjoy the new layout before we meet again! YAY!!

Moon! Remember to bring enough beanbags for me okay? I'm sure I want 4, and I want to pick from all kinds of patterns! So bring them for the sake of your business k? ^_^ I'm being such a nice friend aren't I? I'm gonna experiment it on the day I receive it, yes.

November is National Novel Writing Month (Hence, NaNoWriMo). I must write 50,000 words novel in this month, and get 100 hours of CAS [which I won't explain except for that it is this annoying thing that you must do in IB to get your diploma]. But yes! I'm up ntil 21,000 right now, and I'm on a bit of a block. Hopefully I'll work it out this weekend, and by this weekend I mean tomorrow night, since tomorrow morning I'll need to exercise [CAS again, stupid IB] and afternoon is dedicated to any leftover hmwk and / or television-watching. It's sad how now it'll never be "Yay no homework" but "Yay not too much homework so I can actually finish it" or "Yay not too much homework so I can start on reviewing or preparing for the next lesson". Ah. Death to IB. My report cards are coming out next Friday [yes, the fated Nov 18th, when the HP4 movie comes out] and I don't want to look at it. I don't want to cry. XP

A while back I took a day off from school. That was happiness since it was on a Friday too. I kinda had to take the day off since I had my wisdom teeth removed. For those of you who didn't take them out yet --- it hurts and swells terribly. I still got some bruises from it two weeks after though it's all gone now. I had a couple of tests during that period, which I barely failed [in my own terms anyway], so I'm not really happy about it. Well it's one thing that I can blame my failures in school on. Hehe. I think my wisdom teeth took all my intelligence with them [in chinese, wisdom is similar to intelligence in one character]. Hopefully I'm not stupid without my teeth. Anyways, I also got a 128MB MP3 player since I was going to miss some lessons, and I wanted to record the class [which I did, very interesting indeed]. That was pratically the reason why I have a MP3 player now. Interesting, huh? XP

Oh yah! My friend's guy friend got his removed [well he got two of them removed, I had all four taken out] and so he was giving me "pointers"... or more like terrible stories of what could go wrong or what had went wrong in the past. Stupid kid. XD

A LONG while ago, I and mi familia went to Pearl City [or Pig City? lol] in Chinatown, and we had dim sum. There was no veggies and everything was all so shrimpy! Augh! But I had fun. And the receptionist looked cute XP. Don't mind my retardness. I think one of the guys at work is cute. That's just my way of channel off some negative energy. Don't ask me how that works XP.

I bought some cherry cheesecake and tiramisu today during lunch at work at Loeb !! Yay! It's a very small amount (like big yogurts) and it's low in fat! Yay! Cake! I've always wanted to try some tiramisu... it sounds so Japanese but it's Italian....

Happy Early Early Birthday Yuki!!

It's interesting how this year we're celebrating earlier... and it's lucky since I'll have time on that day to spend with you guys. Very happy indeed, definitely will cheer me up after judgement day at school [report cards]... So yes, looking quite forward to it.

Oh yah. I had to take my wisdom teeth out because I'm getting braces. Yes. I'm getting them next monday. They'll stay on for a couple of years. You'll need to get used to them.

Yuki, see, I posted about stuff XD.

Moon, don't forget to bring beanbags! I'm happy that we're watching the movie together.

Sensei, I miss you and I hope you'd come back at Xmas so I'll be able to get / give the stuffs from / to you in person. But all the same, missing you.

Much <3s to everyone.


<-- Shadowcat H. slept @ 11:20pm

Just felt like posting

Date: 09/30/05
Time: 8:00 pm
Current Mood: cold x_____X
Current Song: Only One


Bonjour, once again. I actually have chinese to study for, and the lost thing to fini (though i don't what should be lost?). But wanna just stop maintanant et ecrire. Oui oui.

Let's see what happened so far, in three days. Uhm... just handed in English story. C'est 1280 words. Ish. Suppose to be < 1000, but you know, it's actually hard to cut down. Oui. Moi et Waffles spent like entire day yesterday working on Anglais and then Chemistry. It was so... yeah. A record must say. And you know the lesson learnt through all this? It's that it's much more easier to write a story than cut down one. Just like it's easier to plant a tree than cut it down. (wait... does that actually work?) Yep. I mean seriously! On Waffles story, we were like spending an hour and half trying to find stuffs to cut down after I edited it, and we slowly, slowly, at snail-paced, slowly, slowly, only cut down like 100 words. -____________________-;; Mine, you don't even wanna know. She was trying to cut down things for like 3 hours, and only killed like 50. It is hard to find stuffs to kill though cause they're suppose to connect altogher, a plant, though you must be able to pick up the hints first. Yeah.

Anyhowies. Chemistry also died. Just found out a question we did was wrong cause we figured out the gravity, melting and boiling point in wrong method. The example that was in textbook had elements going down. However, in our question, they were going sideways, so that couldn't possibly work. Aiiii, my sad heart. *pats it*

We are on almost Greece in Ancient Civ now. We just watched parts of Troy. I couldn't bare to watch scene where Achilles killed Hector. TTT_______________TTT So sad! But we mainly watched the battles one. Didn't finish last one, where Achilles get killed by Paris. You know, there's a girl in our class who simply, totally adores Brad Pitt. -_____________-;; So she's always excited at the battle scenes, because he's like always in it. And just before when Hector is being tied to the cart (??), she says that the scene's coming up (tied to cart) and how she's so excited to watch it. And then this guy was like surprised because you know, it's actually really sad and stuffs. So he's like, "are you into this thing? tying up a guy on a chair, and..." HECTOR'S DEAD WAS SO SAD!! Aiiii...

Oh yeah, another guy in class brought Greek food to class yesterday. Didn't really try it as much. It was dessert and had custard inside it. Kinda like a pie, but not the same kind of outer material (...??) Yeah. I'm so excited bout Greece! Such an interesting country! All those gods and goddesses, heros, myths, monsters, etc. Aiii. Methinks I shall do superb (muahahahaha!!) dans le teste. ^^

I have Physics and Chemistry test on Tuesday. Both. So, I shall need wishes of good luck! (random: sometimes must agree with Waffles, chemistry teacher does sometimes seem like he has PMS, or rather just mood swings. like he could be okay one sec, then blow up at me next sec. TT____________TT and that really did happen. but really, he's nice, just sometimes...)

Lalalala. Grade 11 seems a bit more dramatic. I don't know. I still like grade 10 better. And could only hope next semester will be kay. Maybe, yeah...

Tis all basically. Life shall be more busier soon. I could only hope everything will go smoothly, and click into place. Especially through the cold season of winter.


Good luck kittie! Everything will work out in someway or another. Keep happy! (muahaha, used your quote thingy) I must wonder though, bout the books. How could you read 7 in one year? I mean isn't it all too much? Will you get lesser time to something it then? Cause even in semestered, we're still only doing 3. And to suddenly jump to 7... Whoa.

Ashley, post! How's school? What kind of books are you reading for school this year? Are you still drawing and training? How's Ashe! Ooooh, wanna see more piccies. ^___^

Moon, I shall see you tomorrow. Oomh. *nod* I will talk to you tomorrow then. Oomh. Kay. (by the way, oomh is suppose to be sound of like agreeing, not sure if right pronounciation though..)


Au revoir! Sweet dreams! Bai bai!! ^__^


<-- Yuki Kamitoki sighed @ 8:36 pm

真的是沒有自由!!!

Date: 09/27/05
Time: 6:46 pm
Current Mood: restless
Current Song: �Ʒ���


Aiiii, tis mon quote now. So true!! Grade 11 is dead. Totally. Completely. Sadly. -___________-;; I really like grade 10 better! TT_______TT Je suis si triste. Aiii. LIFE!

真的是沒有自由!!!

Anyways. School's okay, I guess. I am totally certain though, that I WON'T take Physics in grade 12. Absolutely no use, absolutely torturous too! So, YES! Have room to take extra stuffs! ^_____^

Oh yeah, here's my schedule to begin with, before I go into details bout classes.


Semester 1
Period 1 - English
Period 2 - Physics
Period 3 - World History to the 16th Century
Period 4 - Chemistry

Semester 2
Period 1 - Biology
Period 2 - Canadian Law
Period 3 - Math
Period 4 - French


Kay. Yep. Tis how it is. Je suis lucky I don't have all three sciences in one semester. I was even surprised that they actually did that. I know like three people who have it like that. How sad for them. *pat pat*

English is kay, but there have been complaints bout the teacher. Negative ones. All of them. Everyone who I meet who had her last year, said she was bad and they hated her. And now, je ne sais pas. In a way, I understand what they mean by her talking and stuffs, but it's overall kay. I shall see. Oui oui.

We keep journals in that class! ^__^ It's actually fun. And it's only ten minutes. I was supposed to have her last year for English in second semester, but I had a timetable change to kill business and have comp, so didn't get her. And I was like YES! Cause people in anthro class was talking bout how she got them to do journals, and that seemed scary. >_____< And now, I have her. It is called fate. Yep. We're doing a short story right now. It is uhm... very... lalalala. Yep. No other word to describe it. Hehehe. Je pense que my writing skills will slowly improve through her class. Oui.

Ahh, dreaded Physics. DIE!! jk. BUt I will die at exam. 'Nuff said.

History's kay. So wanted VD!! I shall murder Waffles! It's interesting how she so supported Moon to have Mr. E, and I wanted her to Have Mr. VD, and in the end, she has Mrs. J. -___________________-;; Also sad, how we each got it switched around. I have Mr. E for law, and she has Mr. VD for history. Once again, may I introduce you to the concept of fate. Mr. E's good though. I'm glad to have him as law teacher (although there's like nobody in that class, seems though me and Rebecca both have exact same courses, we still only get 4 classes together, x____X) But I want Mr. VD too!!! T____________T

We just did Atlantis today. I liked the movie. Hehehe. Having test tomorrow on Mesopotamia and Egypt actually. Should start studying soon. Kay, shall just finish up round on school stuffs. Gonna start on Greece soon. XD!! A guy in class today, brought some greek food. It was wrapped in kinda like spring roll sheets, triangularly, with cheese and spinach inside it. It's actually good. Yep. Can't wait to do chinese history!! ^^

Chemistry. Uhm... very... At the beginning, we were doing review. Strange actually, though, we were doing like conversion factors and significant digits, stuffs that should be review for Physics actually. And then, after, cause we didn't have water to do labs, we suddenly skipped all the way to molar mass and law of composition. ?_____________? People say he doesn't teach cause all he does is give you questions, give you time to answer them, ask for answers, and then post methods up. It's like he expected you to know what to do, and figure it out yourself. University level, I psssh on you! Yeah.

I must wonder sometimes. Is it just me, or is it that we don't particularly really have competent teachers? I mean, my chem and phys, Moon's math, phys and chem. Or maybe it's just the science ones then. Am I expecting too much? Je ne sais pas.

Oh yeah, we joined more clubs! ^^ Peer helper, student ambassador, united colors, creative writing society, and knitting club (but for some reason, nothing's happening, it's like non-existant...). Oui. Je pense que there shall still be more. Like yearbook, or something else. Oh, and Moon et moi shall also be going for the multicultural show. COME!! (yeah, Ashley, you should fly here to hear us sing! it shall be absolutely spectacular! and bring Ashe!!!!)

oui oui. Je pense que that's all. Nothing else really for school. If more, shall post. Now, hafta study. Au revoir mon amies! Don't forget, ???????!!! Bai! ^__^


<-- Yuki Kamitoki quoted @ sometime

So It Begins

Date: 09/10/05
Time: 8:56 pm
Current Mood: avoiding hmwk
Current Song: Inuyasha songs


School is suicide. School is death. School is attempted murder. School is homocide.

School has started and it's gonna be murder this year. The teachers aren't as fun as last year, and the workload is definitely double or triple-rigorous [spell?]. Bad news for me really. Everything seems so complicated T___T And I have to read like 8 books in English this year! I have to read Anna Karenina on my own too! It's freaking 864 pages long! I'm so dead T___T I also have to read couple of other books this year including 1984 and such. I mean, it's interesting and all but really I'm scared out of my mind. We're gonna read Le Petit Prince in french.... in FRENCH! I'm so scared in French class where I'm back to "I can't understand a thing the teacher is saying!" mode. Well, I do understand some things, but you know, it dies to know that I don't master something or at least get it well. Yah My marks are gonna suck this year.

Somehow school really dies on me right now. I feel so much better at home. I don't like school at all. Everything changes and stuffs. And I don't know a lot of people from my classes [yah I know I've been at that school for 2 years now but you know me] and it's making me uncomfortable. And plus I haven't gotten back to my working mode yet so I'm hysterically avoiding doing hmwk right now. I have tonnes. I just don't feel like doing them. Argh I just know I'm gonna die.

On a lighter note, something funny happened during English last week. We were starting the play "Othello" by Shakespeare and we were discussing about jealousy. The teacher kept on throwing out random questions at us but nobody would answer them because we have no idea. I was kinda nervous that the teacher will be pissed off so when he asked "so if you are a 4-year-old, you see another 4-year-old with ice-cream, what would you do?" I replied immediately with "take it away from them?" really loudly in the quiet class and everybody just paused, and bursted into laughter. The teacher was like "well I'd suppose that you would want to whine to your parents to get ice-cream, and not throw a crowbar at that kid... and seriously, I did not expect that from shadowcat" in a joking kind of way. I was like so embarrassed! Of course he said my real name. But I buried my head on the desk too! It's like my quiet and angelic reputation was ruined T__T however, 'tis was very funny indeed. I had the same English teacher last year so I'm actually a lot more comfortable in his class.

So how are pebbles working out in schools? I'm extremely nervous, but don't worry I'll get back on track in no time. Pebbles should post about school and how they feel about it. We're so old now... aiyaya it's so hard to believe. But anyhow.

Yuk, yes, I do have another layout for your bday and it'll be up in a month or two. Hmm... Moon when are you taking driving lessons? Or are you taking them at all? I feel like taking them with you if I can... but I'm probably gonna go to a place near my house so we might not be together. Oh well. Post anyways k? Sensei! Hehe! Post more! I miss you!


<-- Shadowcat H. slacked off @ 9:18 pmm

Bonjour, mon amies!

Date: 09/05/05
Time: 9:45 pm
Current Mood: tired, headache just died..
Current Song: A Chinese Ghost Story


Bonjour, mon amies! Hehehehe! Sorry for not blogging at all, for like the whole summer. It's not that nothing's been happening - quite a lot actually - but that I'm so lazy now. >_______< Whenever I write, I feel like writing everything down. My feelings during that event, what occured during that event, what i thought of that event, etc. So, although it creates a long entry, it actually takes a long, long time to write and that kills. x_________X Yep. But je suis prepared maintenant!

You know, with the ending of my summer and freedom, I am unable to not write bout how it passed. As a kinda passing memory to it, during the stage of growing up. Oui oui! This summer, was.... really productive. And passed by quite fast. From doing coop for summer school, to kumon, to volunteering at the hospital, to going to multimedia camp, to going to Toronto, to actually resting at home, I must say, life can pass by too fast. Especially when you're actually doing something. That's my lesson learned. It's actually not really too big, but I truly understood the state of burying yourself into work. With so many things going on, it feels like you're on top, actually. Like you're not someone who has no use in this world. That might sometimes be a really... hui gum. I don't know how to explain it in English. But yeah.

Anyways. I had a great summer. Coop was totally an awesome experience. Everybody was so nice and helpful, and I kinda learned more about working. Although, you know, sometimes, I feel like maybe it's not actually really a work experience. It doesn't feel like, work exactly. Again, don't know how to describe it. But it was fun. Yep yep.

Volunteering at the hospital... wow. It officially ended for me on a rainy Saturday of September 3. Uhm... how to say this. It was an interesting experience. I kinda learned how to deal with elderly patients, which I didn't have experience in. Even talking to elderly people, is rarely an event with me, that in the beginning, I didn't particularly know what to do. It was kinda scary in the beginning. I guess like Waffles said, I'm stuck in my own saftely bubble, so things that I'm unused to or new ones, kinda scare me and make me nervous. I guess what was the most scary part really, was facing the unknown in each patient. Like, you wouldn't know what they'd do or what they would ask for, and maybe it's something you can't deal with. But gradually it was okay. Kinda got routinely. Wednesdays were quite interesting. Cause I had to do it in the morning, so there's actually much more volunteers and people. And technically, patients would only really drink water, cause they just had breakfast. Yep. Small thing I learned. Overall, volunteering at the hospital, was a really rewarding experience. Gonna do that again next year. Yep. Was hoping during school year but probably summer.

Ahhh, camp. It was a much gained experience. I learnt so many things, and it was fun actually. Making badger animations, designing a name, making a website, creating beats, lasers and light sabres, creating our own film... wow, such fond memories. Although it seems like a hard feat to complete all in just a week, we did it! You know, doing multimedia, is such a beautiful experience. It's just so awesome, the feeling, of creating something that's all yours. Of adding beauty to this world. In this way, sometimes I wonder why don't I go into that field. Such turmoil thoughts, eh? Anyhows. Can you believe it, I met someone who likes anime too! Well, she's just started actually, but it's cool. And also there's someone else that likes Archie Comics. Really cool, she even brought some books to class, but I didn't get to read it all yet. T________T Oh wells, maybe we'll see each other again nest summer.

Toronto. Okay, I cannot write down everything that happened there, cause lots of stuffs happened. Long story short, we mostly ate, shopped, played and argued. Yep. It was cool. I ate Japanese buffet, Korean BBQ/soup + rice, Chinese buffet/food, and yeah. Also had bubble tea!! Yummy, lichee! And also got lots of stuffs. But mostly movies, cause as you many not know, my tv is dead. Yep. So lack of stuffs to watch. Really sad. >____________< And we went to CNE!! It was fun, but we mostly stayed at the kiddie section. Sad, eh. Aiiii. It was cause I went with mostly kids. -__________________-;; Let me see: 3, 8, 10, 11, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, adults. Yep. OMG, have to tell you something funny! You know the ferris wheel?! Quite slow and harmless, right? Well, hehehe. I went with my two cousins and little brother, and it's going pretty slow, and he suddenly SCREAMS!!! Omg, he's like the only one that actually screamed their head off! I was like, "I do not know you!" Aiii, sad. Although the whole trip to Toronto was fun, it was very exasperating. You do NOT know how many arguments went around in the car. It was like 10 a day, and we stayed there for 10 days! It's either cause of seating arrangements or games, or whatever. So annoying! Kinda glad that we got back to Ottawa. Home sweet home!

And then it was resting time. I think I had like a week and half of that only, actually. But it's still kay. I had a good summer. And now, school's starting. So, let's all try our best and have a good year! (wow, sounds so cheesy, but only ending I could think of, -____________-'')


What else, je ne sais pas. Nothing really else to say. Oh yeah, kittie! Sent you the songs! Hope you like them. And the layout looks awesome! Especially like the color usage for tagboard and the lyrics! I give you thumbs up! (I like the green one too, especially the merging of the two different images, beautiful! (not sure if i had commented bout it before..)) So you're doing my birthday (wait- is this mon b-day one..?), and I do next one? Je ne sais pas if I could still do a good one, since it's been so long. But I shall try my best!! Mon second b-day layout for people. That'll be interesting. Ahhh, still remember "Salami" aka *cough*Snape*cough* That was a real surprise, oui? Oh yeah, kittie!! You have to read Da Vinci Code! And Angels and Demons! And Deception Point! And Digital Fortress! The best books you could ever read! (that counts for you guys too Moon, and Ashley!)

Ashley!! What kind of stuffs do you want on layout? Anything you want. What kind of pic? What colors? What style, I don't know. Anything. And I shall try my best to make that come true! ^______^ Oooh, I miss your drawings. You know, sometimes I don't understand how people could CG, they look so hard! So I am awed and appalled that you could do so. Keep at it! Wanna see more pics later on! Hehehe, your dream's interesting. Half-naked guys... (remembering kittie's taggie...) Harry Potter! I think this book is better than the 5th one, although it seems more sped up, and it focuses more on Voldemort. Yep. I realize that book 1-4 are more relaxed and slow at pace, than the 5th and 6th. Interesting. Was surprised by how it ended. How could he die!!! Aiiii... ASHE'S SOOOO CUTE!!! Are there any more pics?! Can't belive you tell us she's born a month after she is! My godchild! (i am so her godmother!! please!!!!!!!!!!!) She sounds so cute! Awww, mimicking! Kay, we shall meet at graduation! (i thought you were seriously going to military school -_________________-") Oooh! Is Ashe coming! Wow, she'll be two years old then! She'll be able to walk and talk bit. Can't wait! Course we haven't grown tired of your abnoxious (not really) sense of humour! It's really refreshing. I don't think I've met anyone else that has your sense of humour, so don't lose it, kay?! Hmm, really..? I don't know, do we take you seriously? (i think i'm confusing myself)

Moon, moon, moon. Je ne sais pas a dit quoi. POST! Tsk, tsk! The rest I shall say at school, cause I don't know what to say actualy... I forgot.. >_________<

Anyhowies. Je fini. EVERYBODY HAVE A WONDERFUL, SUPERB, EXCELLENT, ENJOYABLE, TERRIFIC, PERFECT, AWESOME, MEMORABLE, LOVELY, NICE, FANTASTIC LAST SUMMER DAY!!!


Au revoir! Sweet dreams! Bai bai!! ^__^


<-- Yuki Kamitoki went off to enjoy her last summer holidays @ sometime

Automn Layout! NEW!

Date: 09/05/05
Time: 3:03 pm
Current Mood: working on layouts
Current Song: Time After Time


School is starting tomorrow!

I still have some homework unfinished... yes, that's right, I got homework for the summer. It's not very important, but it's really boring me out of my mind. And plus it's not systematic so I can't just dose off when I do it like math or science. Stupid creativity cr*p.

So How's everyone? I take it that my sensei has been quite well? I've seen Yuki and Moon not long ago so they must be fine right now. That reminds me, yuk, you will send me the songs I wanted, right? ^_^ luv ya lots for it. And Moon, I know it's convinient to just tag instead of post, but you tag such a lengthy entry you might as well blog. =P

Summer has been generous to me this year. I went to the US, went to work at a bank and a butchery [still on the second one], I went swimming, volunteer at the library, drove a car, and so on. I haven't been working out... yah... so I gained lots of weight. But don't worry, once school starts I won't have so much time at home eating, and I will exercise again to lose weight. ^_^'

It's gonna be a busy year this year at school. There is going to be more work, more stress, more headaches, and less sleep. Hopefully I'll make it through okay and you'll all see me next summer alive. So pebbles post, k? I'll check back here regularly.

Well automn everyone ^^


<-- Shadowcat H. loved Detective Conan @ 3:15 pmm

The Actual Summer

Date: 08/26/05
Time: 7:01 pm
Current Mood: manga-downloading
Current Song: Detective Conan Songs


I wish I can go to Toronto... then I'll be able to buy stuff =P

I haven't posted for so long! AGAIN! ^^ Well it was nice to see that sensei has been posting a lot. Summer is kind of just slipping away as we speak, and soon I'll be back in school [technically speaking in 10 days]. It seems as though I've wasted yet another summer. But when I stop to think about it, I have accomplished some things afterall. XP I guess it wasn't such a pointless summer.

Firstly, I got a job! After all this time of hopelessly trying to find one, I've finally got a way of earning money. It's not exactly the best location, not like a restaurant or a convenience store like I hoped for, but it's money for working. I'm just glad I found something to do. I don't know how long I'm keeping it for... but it's a nice pat on the back after so many failures for so long ^^.

Secondly, I got my G1. Thought I was gonna take driver's ed this summer, but I guess it'll have to wait 'til the next. I guess we'll be riding with Moon before you guys can sit in a car conducted by moi. Driving is fun though =P. I still don't feel so big even if I can drive... I guess the feeling will change and I will finally mature XD.

To be frank, I really haven't been reading a lot lately [or any other time, for that matter :P]. I've been sticking my head in baskets of Detective Conan anime and manga. They are the best, I tell ya. The story is just so fascinating. But anyhow, hopefully the last week before school will be productive learning at some point. You see, I plan to finish downloading the manga early next week, and finally finish reading "The Da Vinci Code" and study french and pack my backpack preparing for school. I also hope to schedule a fall clean-up somewhere in there. But knowing me, it'd be nice to get half of these said things done.

We never change the layout anymore! It's so ever true! Moon and sensei should learn how to make layouts! I mean really! However I may love this current layout [thank you very much] I think we should have a fall one at least. Maybe I'll cook something up next week. I'm thinking of a plan... I realized just now that we'll need two birthday layouts soon... one about few weeks after the other... can the fall one be your bday Yuki? I'm not sure if I'll have time during school... but wait. Anyhow. As usual I'll prolly take you bday yuk and you can bake one up for sensei. =P I guess I'll just make it before-hand. Layouts... I haven't done CG for a while now... I wonder if the programs still remember me.

Moon never posts... I should nag her more.

Well, I hope to have a busy and wonderful school year. Enjoy the rest of the your summers while you can~~

Adios~~!


<-- Shadowcat H. continued with Detective Conan @ 7:25 pmm

ALmost to the 11th grade without a Driver's liscence!

Date: 08/22/05
Time: 09:10 am
Current Mood: not really woken up yet...
Current Song: ...morning music hurts my ears


Dreams are really weird. When you ocan remember them, they really are just random bits of information that your brain puts together from your conscious life. For example, I had a dream last night. A very strange dream last night...But before that, I'll explain what my consciousness had to do with it. Recently, I've been watching an old chinese TV series dealing with High School life. Its about a group of girls and a group of guys dealing with high school life. The girls get their own dormatories; the boys theirs... and that's where my dream begins.

My parents and I were having some unknown guests over so we had a little bit of crowding for space. What we ended up doing was sharing the same room. However, in the middle of the night, my Dad changed bets and took another bunk bed at the end of the hall. I, somehow not yet asleep, see a skinny, half naked guy in the room complaining. My dad apparently took his bed. However, since the last time I looked at it, the room has gotten a lot bigger.

Suddenly, I'm transported to another bunk bed (on the top) where I find myself waking up in the morning. I look around to see the boys dormatories in the TV series that I watched. I got out of bed and felt extraordinary happy; maybe because the sun was shining out side. I felt like going for a jog while members of the boys dormatories started getting up and grumbling. Going out, I bumped into the president of the student body (in the series, the guy who has the best grades in his class is the president). Seeing as he was awake too, I asked him if he wanted to go jogging with me, and he reluctantly agreed. And I felt happier than ever.

I needed my shoes if I wanted to go outside, right? So I exited the dormatory and entered a kitchen-like room that reminded me of a childhood friends' apartment. But the problem is, I could'nt find my sneakers anywhere. Then the same guy skinny half-naked guy was popped up and was complaining about another one of my relations. Suddenly someone said that they found my sneakers, and a huge, fat guy with a weird Japanese name starting with a 'w' entered the kitchen and handed me sneakers of a five-year old. I got mad and threw the shoes at him. He got angry and started pelting masses of little shoes at me, which made me think that he was some sort of kiddie-shoe-producing house elf. Apparantly he called for some help because the president showed up with abnormally long hair to have been able to grow in a few minuets and looked stunning like Vic Chou. The childhood friend who owned a like apartment showed up in a yellow dress and was vexed because her father couldnt pronounce her name. It was evident we all knew her because we all laughed when her father made a rather humiliating attmept at pronouncing her name. ( Her name is Yuqi. We all laughed when her father said seventeen in Chinese as an attempt to pronounce it. you know, 'she chi'?)

Then I left them with lots of kids shoes sticking out of my hair, unable to go out jogging because I never found my shoes.

Anyway, I'm gonna post a illustration that I've been working on for the past two months.

untitled

I'll ruminate about the title for now. In case you cant tell, the backround is supposed to be stained glass windows surrounded by stone boarders. I'm still an amateur at CG, so dont criticize too harshly, okay? I dont know how to do hair...

Ugh! Post people!

Post or I'll never See you again!

<-- Ashley-chan's rubbed her eyes @ 10:09 am

Harry Potterness!

Date: 07/25/05
Time: 09:01 am
Current Mood: hungry~
Current Song: crickets chirping under a beautiful blue sky


*will be back*

*Back!*

So...um. HOW IS EVERYONE DOING?!!!

I hope everyone is okay! I'm okay! Congradulations SHadowcat on acheiving your weight loss goal! But remember! Make up is made up of fish scales! o^_^o Use it sparingly, for what you are inside will always transcend no matter how much glitter you add to your exterior! But have fun anyway! I'll go to the theaters with you! I havent seen a movies in a long time! Like The Incredibles, Fantastic Four, etc. My telephone number is: ********* [censored by Shadowcat](home). And I'm home everyday! You might miss me on Saterday and Sunday mornings because I'm usually out with my family. But nights are okay!

Everyone has a job now. It makes me feel like I'm the only one left behind while the rest of you people are growing up...Its sad...and lonely...

Harry Potter! Shadowkittie read it in 2 days! WOW! I'm on the 7th chapter...its so good, well, so far! It makes me want to do fanart! But I have a feeling that Harry's gonna die in the end. This is because Harry said that he cannot become an Auror, which imply that Harry will not likely have a future, since an Auror is the only thing that Harry is suitable doing. I hope that didnt spoil anything; it should'nt because its so early on in the book.

Baby picture(s)! Yuki! You've been waiting for this, although she isnt your godchild but...

Ashe

Here's a illustration that I've been working on as a test for the photoshop. It was supposed to be entered in a contest, but I finished it yesterday, which is five months after the entry deadline. The background dosent match the picture, and I coloured it so badly... I like the monkey though. The contest theme was to draw yourself enjoying Dr. Pepper. After I drew this, I found out that Dr. Pepper really tasted kind of nasty...Tell me what you think!

Monkey

Hewwows, Moon! Remember our promise to be top of our class? Keep on trying hard! To be in the top 5 is my longstanding goal!

That's it for now!

See yas!

<-- Ashley-chan's bobbed her head to the music @ 12:54 am

Miscellaneous

Date: 07/22/05
Time: 10:10 am
Current Mood: COOP
Current Song: none


A Day AT Coop.

Yah! Haven't bloged for a while now! I'm supposed to start at 10:00am, but since I have nothing to do at the moment I just decided to blog on paper. I'm working without a normal computer... and it feels so frustrating >_____<. I feel computer-aholic. I'm supposed to answer phones or read training courses, but I've done the reading for a long time now and nobody is calling. Meh. Gotta go now! The ATM needs balancing >___^

left @ 10:20am

back @ 11:10am

Just finished! I balanced! You know, that'll be my first time saying it since only tellers balance and I'm not old enough *just younger than 17* to be a teller yet. I do teller work though, but in the place of another teller under her supervision. Muahaha! Now I know everything that goes on in a Bank branch! I stamp, write, and input in the computer! My last day at the Bank will be next Wednesday. Then I need to go to SRB for summatives on Thursday, and for marks on Friday. Can you believe we have summatives in Coop? Stupid poster I'll have to do this weekend.

Since the Bank can't hire me because I'm 16 and not bilingual, I still need to find a job for August and after. A lot must be done in August to prepare me for Gr. 11 and IB1. I expect a busy busy year starting September. But I will blog as much as I can, so you guys must do too! Yuk, Moon, Sensei, I'll miss you guys so much if you don't blog!

I want a job but nobody will hire me ... T____T

Hey! I'm interested in taking extracurricular classes... so anyone up for cooking? How about Yoga? Tennis? Badminton? Dance? Singing? I need to do this for school, so.

left briefly for a withdrawal customer @ 11:20am

Oh I suck >___< I filled half of a deposit form before I realized that it was a withdrawal.

My trainer is on vacation next week and since she trained me for the last two weeks, I got her a small card to say thank you. She 's 26 and very friendly and energetic. She was happy about the card.

Friday was so busy at one point last week that the office was in chaos and everyone was busy and the phones just kept on ringing... I hope it doesn't happen again today. When I was balancing the ATM the phones kept ringing but there wasn't many customers so that was okay.

Everyone here speaks French. I must be fluent in French! Someday!

I can eat Chinese leftover from yesterday with access to a microwave and a fridge! Aha, the good thing about working! The Bank is so easy to get to by bus, and there is a LOEB and a WINNERS nearby. I always go shopping because I'm always early. Window-shopping, though :P. My new hobbies are looking at pastry, make-up, and clothes. I have a passion for trying on clothes right now XD. Anyhow, I was thinking how after I get a paying job and reach 50kg at least once in weight [I'm about 60kg right now T__T] I'll go buy some make-up and clothes for myself. BUT! I'm buying banana muffins from LOEB next week for lunch at SRB. I simply adore Banana muffins! ^^

Ah... leading to a long entry... wonderful length...


Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince was pretty good. Did anybody finish reading yet? Yah I got it at Costco on Saturday... well the day it came out (July 16th). But tons of people got it at midnight... I needed to sleep back then. Plus my aunt came from China that weekend.

My aunt stayed until Monday. She must have a bad thing for Canada now :P. Firstly, her flight from Calgary was cancelled and she had to wait 6 EXTRA HOURS to get to Ottawa. She didn't speak English, by the way =P. So that was disasterous. Then she cut her finger pretty badly at the chair at Pho. Yep yep, Moon's Pho, so you'd better be careful with the chairs. But I stood up for her and we got a free meal XP. Then she was almost late for her flight on Monday. Thank good ness I got home an hour earlier than usual and helped her out at the airport. I need to rest after that nerve-racking weekend.

BTW, I need to call you Sensei. When are you avalaible?

However, my aunt also had tons of fruits and giant lobsters from Chinatown, and she went to see Parliament Hill, went into Rideau Hull, and saw the Thousand Islanads [I fell asleep on the boat tour ^^'] so she was pretty happy in a way.

Take a break from the lengthy entry...


Harry Potter and HBP was good. I read it on Saturday and Sunday. I haven't read for a while so it was a good read. Very surprising ending. *sign* I still love Salami. Pooey-Poo hates Salami now T_T because bumblebee was Poo's favourite character [ I used nicknames so there are no spoilers. Sensei I'm gonna call and tell you who Salami is, so give me your new number and Address.]

interrupted by deposit at 11:50am

Alright now. I really really want to read the 7th book now... but I'll have to wait. I hope it's not Summer '07 since I'm going back to China by then... and I might get a cheaper version but not the good version. The 4th movie is coming out in November! It looks cool! Anybody wanna come and watch? I think I need to watch this one in theatres since I've only watched the 1st one in theatres. T__T Somehow I feel that nobody wants to see a movie with me... I still haven't watched Madagascar yet. Sensei, would you have gone with me? I got my report cards back and I can watch as many movies as I want with me daddy paying =P.

I can't watch movies this weekend though. I'm out job-hunting Saturday morning, volunteering at the library Saturday afternoon (4hrs @_@); Doing Coop summative Sunday morning, and planning to go swimming Sunday afternoon. I haven't swim (grammar?) for a year now! Last time was when I was in the Atlantic maritimes, August '04. I need to swim indoors... the weather these days has been so hot and humid.

Almost done now ^^ just personal addresses now and then I'll be out of your hair. m(_ _)m *bows* Thanks for reading this far.


Yuki: they have rasberry-picking now instead of strawberries... so... really want to have a party someday... *sigh* see you at school.

Moon: where do you Coop again? Near Baseline? When do you start in the morning? Can I come and visit you? I can get to Baseline before 9... call / email / tag me hokay? I have something to give to you XP.

Sensei: I wan to call you T_T so give me your new # 'kay? I miss you lots and want to know what happened at military camp. Congrats on your new little soldier... I mean little sister XD. I'm sure she'll be outstanding when she grows up since she's got you to train her :P. Just promis she'll remember me when she's all famous and rich XP. Luv you always~~!

Whew! That was a LONG entry. I should stop now, for your eyes' sakes =P. Have a great summer pebbles~~~~!


<-- Shadowcat H. left for Chinese leftover from yester-night in the kitchen of National Bank @ 12:10 am

We feel for you, Yuk.

Date: 07/17/05
Time: 12:24 am
Current mood: stuffings
Current Song: Some Chinese Song


Just for the Record, my baby sister was born on June 15th, 2005. Her name is Ashe; no chinese name as of yet, and she weighed 7 pounds 9 ounces when she got out of the hospital.

I have to say, I didnt really feel different when my mom was pregnant, you know? When someone's life is about to change, shouldnt they feel something? And I have to say that I dont feel any different now. Maybe I'm doing more housework, but my mindset has not changed a bit. Is this abnormal, I wonder? Does this tell something about my character? Anyway, enough about me. My baby sister is so cute! You know, when she's not pooing or throwing up or crying, of course. When she gets mad, her face goes all red, and her complexion changes completely. It's quite scary, really, but kawaii nonetheless.

My mom wants to breastfeed her, but I keep on insisting on using the formulas; because there is no way you can measure how much she's eating if you breastfeed her. I want her to grow up to be a prodigy! A prodigy needs consistent and pedeatric approved nutrition!

But I think she's quite smart. She can mimick what the sounds we're making at her, like "ohh" or "wahh"(unless of course we're mimicking her). It's not much, but I'm not expecting much right now. (The pressure will come later! HAHAHA!)Anyway, I'm reciting the times table to her every so often( you know, one times one equals one...so on.)

That's all I can think of right now.

Sorry for waiting one month until telling you guys. But I've been feeling extreamly lazy these past few weeks. Now I realize that I only have one month left until school starts...and its getting on my slacker nerves. I havent seen you guys in two years...are you exercising? I'm not...(cries). But I'll try to for the rest of this summer. I probably cant go to ottawa next summer either, because I have to write resumes for college...so graduation! YOu'd better be goint to great schools!

I've been working on a illustration, but I havent gotten around to finishing it. I'll try to finish it by the end of the summer, and I'll post it. I gotto figure out how to CG. Someone teach me photoshop!!!

I feel like the only one who isnt busy this summer...its so sad. Dont feel depressed Yuki! Especially dont feel like you want to commit suicide!...Not that I'm trying to put ideas in your head... By the way, have you guys changed in the past two years? I mean, have you grown tired of my abnoxious sense of humour? I keep on thinking that you'll take me seriously...Moon! You finally posted! Seriously, we should put celebration parties whenever Moon posts. And, kitty, its okay. I'm not ignoring you. I'm completely aware of your existence. You need to keep up the good work and reace the top three in your school, okay? And make sure you eat right, and exercise well, so sensei will be proud when you graduate, okay? (Sniff! They're growing so fast!) All of you need to work hard and thrive to be of use to the people around you and to your society. I will do my best as well! Good luck!

I'll post later,

See yas!

<-- Ashley-chan's bobbed her head to the music @ 12:54 am

aiii, feel so depressed right now

Date: 07/08/05
Time: 6:15 pm
Current mood: depressed, desperate
Current Song: Don't Phunk With My Heart


Aiii. It's interesting how 10 hours ago I was feeling so nervous and excited, 6 hours ago I was feeling so happy and free, and now, I feel so depressed and desperate and distressed and distracted and despaired and despondent and desolate and distraught and devastated and dejected and downhearted and downcast and deserted and dismal and dejected and dreary and down in the dumps, etc.

And now I realized 'd' is a really depressing letter. I never thought I'd find so many words to describe so and all beginning with 'd'. How sad.

Today was my first day at my placement. It's really kay. People are nice. And I look forward to watching over children.. I think. I got left off early too. At 12. (started at 8:30) That was all fine and dandy, and now, the full impact has hit me. I need two letter of references, and I don't know how to get them. TT______________TT I thought of asking person at hospital for the sheets thingy back (that my references had to fill in), but then she's not in. And she doesn't work weekends at all, only weekdays. So I wouldn't even know if I could have it back to show my supervisor, or even if the person still kept it. Then I thought of my dad's friend, but he lives all the way in Kanata. I doubt he'll be able to something me. And then, I can't call teachers at all, cause I don't have their phone number. And I also thought maybe co-op teacher? But she only knew me for 4 days. I don't know if there's enough basis for her to be a reference. So I have that to worry about.

Then there's the hospital thing. I needed to get my photo taken for photo id. But, when I tried to go there today, she wasn't in. (arrrgh!) So I'll have to something on Monday. And I left her a message to call me bout whether I could come in on Monday. But now I realize that that was useless, and that she wasn't gonna hear it until she comes in on Monday. And if she calls me on Monday, I won't be home, because I'll be at co-op. So, what do I end up with?!

And then, there's the TB test. OMG. I'm really starting to hate it. I mean, why open only on Mondays and Wednesdays?! And only till 4, 4:30 at that!! That so limits my options. I called today, and left message. Bout how 3 days been over since my first test, and it's negative. And whether I'd go to the clinic on Wednesday for my second test. I conveniently forgot to add that they should probably call at like 7 pm, cause I won't be home before then...

So! What am I gonna do?! I feel clausophobic. Very stressed out. Pretty soon, I shall either have white hair or lose hair. Neither are really tempting options though. I guess, I shall wing it. May I still live peacefully. And stupid tomorrow. (sorry! have to complain one last time!) Going to hospital early in morning for training. And then going back again for shift. Totally stupid. I could've waited for phone call during morning + afternoon. *sigh* Totally sucks.

Kay, je suis fini complaining. Bout that at least. Other than that, life is okay. I think I shall not take any more school in summer next year. I think this just bout ends it. Co-op plus hospital does not add up. Totally kills you. I'm just wondering how Waffles is holding up. She has both too, but she has to take bus round. I think I would seriously be better off without the references. That's really whats actually killing me, if you break it down.


Anyways, said I was not going to complain bout that. ASHLEY!! YOU'RE NOT REALLY THINKING OF NOT VISITING ARE YOU?!?! I'VE BEEN LOOKING FORWARD TO YOU COMING FOR LIKE THE WHOLE YEAR (WELL SINCE I FOUND OUT YOU WERE GONNA DO SO) YOU CANNOT TORTURE ME SO!! I SHALL GO INTO DEPRESSION! GET SICK! SUICIDE! JUMP OFF THE BUILDING! (OR DROWN... OR BURN? MAYBE EARTHQUAKE.. SLIT WRISTS? NO, SWALLOWING PILLS IS BETTER, DON'T FEEL A THING. TIS LIKE GOING TO SLEEP AND NEVER WAKING UP. HOW PEACEFUL) ASHLEY! TT___________________TT *SIGH* HOPE YOU HAVE FUN THOUGH. IS MILITARY CAMP ONLY FOR SUMMER, OR WHOLE YEAR ROUND? YOU HAVE TO VISIT US ONE DAY!! OR I SHALL STEAL MONEY FROM KITTIE, AND COME AND VISIT YOU!! MUAHAHAHA!!

Oh yeah, must clear a thing. My previous post, and after, kittie's. Moon and Waffles said that you thought that my aunt was already dead. Must clarify. She didn't die yet. But she was really sick. When I went to visit her, she was so skinny! All skin and bones. It's really scary, specially when I remembered how she looked when I last saw her. Aiii.. But she's kay now, luckily. When my aunts and uncles from Australia, France, USA went to Toronto, and my dad and aunt went there too, they took a group photo, only the siblings. She looked much more better in the pic. Je suis tres, tres heureuse.

I talked to Junior today. He seems so much mature than me. Really sad. He's working for like the whole summer. And today, from 5 pm to 3 am. Really can't imagine that. I feel.. I guess, immature on that aspect. Maybe still like a child. But I think I'm more grown up. So, one day. I think he's probably gonna get his G2 soon. But probably sometime when school starts again. Muahaha, he promised to take me for a drive around. I shall get some pointers!

Ahhh, reading Harry Potter again. The whole series. On the fourth book now. Was kinda reading it with Waffles, cept we're kinda at different paces. At first we established to have it 100 pages a day. But somehow, we got lazy and just read whenever. But we're at 4th book right now. And probably be still for a while. At least till Tuesday-ish. We plan to read all books before 6th one came out. Let's hope we're on time. Only 8 more days left!

*yawns* Feel very tired now. I'll be so glad when July finishes. Too many assignments for co-op and still summarative. It's really not as easy as you think. And then next year.. Aiii, I have 8 exams. Really feel like killing a course and taking vocal. Hopefully there's choir next year. Really need that to balance everything. Also signed up for Peer Helpers, and je suis un peu nervous. Wonders if it's still kay that I don't go on Saturdays (they have meetings on Friday afternoons and Saturdays) cause of chinese school..

Reminds me, what are people taking for chinese school? Mandarin? Simplified or traditional? Cantonese? Japanese? Korean? Methinks those are really the only interesting languages..


Oh yeah. Must tell bout brother's graduation. Tis vital memory. It really reminds me of grade 6. And our own graduation...

I was working on that day, in a way. Cause I promised Joy the night before that I'd go and meet up with her for bubble tea. And my brother had graduation on that day too and I wanted to watch it, so it fitted in well. I'd go to work, at 12:30, I'd meet up with Joy, and then stay there for like 20 mins. then go back, and go with dad to see brother's graduation. But then at like 11 something, dad said he was going to leave at 12, to go back and take bath before going to school. Kinda panic. Wouldn't have time to go then, and I promised Joy that I'd be there. So, wanted to call her and tell her, but forgot phone number. Called Moon and Waffles (oh yeah, Connie went to her house, after the exams) to see if they had her phone number, but they didn't. So in the end, I didn't call. But it turned out kay still anyways. Cause dad didn't leave at 12. People kept coming, and he still had work. So it dragged on till like 12:20, 12:30, 12:40. In the end, I just decided to go and get bubble tea anyways and apologize for being late and having to go right away. (thought they'd be there already).

So I went, and to my enormous surprise, what should I see when opening to door, was Joy and Sam standing there, at the counter, just finished ordering. -_________________________-;; Turns out they were late. Imagine if I had went at 12:30! So ordered, and left after getting bubble tea. BUt it was kinda late. Waited there for like 15 minutes. Had to half-run, half-walk back. And after meeting with dad, immediately went in car and drove. Halfway through, dad was checking camera, and realized that it didn't work. Had to go back home to get other camera, before going. We were late for like 15 minutes. (it started at 1:15) And we just barely made it in time to see my brother coming up to receive plaque. He was like right after the guy. My dad missed taking pic of him with plaque shaking teacher's hands though. Sad.

After everybody got there plaque, they had presentations from each class. OMG, this graduation was so much better than ours. The first class, had this whole acting presentation on stage. Where they were preparing for their graduation act (within the act) and this guy suddenly lost their script. The girls got mad at him, and somethinged him. In the end, they decided to wing it, and just act without the script. Meanwhile, the teacher came out with these four boys. The boys were begging to do this certain skit, from Robin Hood. So finally, the teacher consented. Then, they gave the teacher the script, and all stood straight in a line. They stood straight without making any noise for few minutes. The teacher was like o___________O What are you doing?! The boys said they were doing this certain scene, in certain act. The teacher read it out loud (something along lines): Robin Hood comes out of the forest. Then a boy piped up that they were the forest! Everybody was laughing. And after, the teacher noticed that they girls and the guy were arguing. Teacher asked what happened, and they said that guy lost the script. The teacher was very exasperated, and said the girls were also responsible. He was listing off each things he was gonna take back from the girls. And to one of the asian girls, he said: ________, I think I'm gonna rethink that A+ you got for drama! And the girl blew up at him in another language (methinks vietnamese): $*@(%@&@&%(!&!)% The teacher jumped back. Hehe, really funny. They also made this video thing. And there was this particular part that was funny. It's like a silent film. And they were having auditions or something. A guy enters, wanted to audition, but then the girl (director?) shook her head no, and pointed to a sign that said 'girls only'. So the guy's head fell downcasted, then it suddenly shot up, with finger in air (like sudden idea). He goes out of room, and later door opens with him entering dressing in girl's clothes! (and a wig too!) Then he makes a pose. I was laughing my head off, at this part. Hehehehe.

Second class (my brother's) did a powerpoint presentation. Had pics of what they valued mose, interests and family. I just knew that he'd have a game system in it! And surely, he did. He also had pic of my parents. It was so unexpected. Turns out he scanned it and brought it to school. Really interesting.

The last presentation was Mrs. L's class. They did a skit too. But it was like those game shows. Where you had a question and you had to press something to answer it. And you were competing with teams. All of the people (contestants) were very stereotyped. You had the smart kids, the jock, the cheerleader, the headbangers, and the rappers. It was okay, the presentation. But in a way, it was bit sad... Sadly.. But funny too.

After the whole graduation ceremony, we got to have cake and drink. They were yummy! ^_____^ My brother had like 3! Aiii.. And then he took pic with his teacher and his friend. I tried to find Mrs. L, but she wasn't there. Then after, we went to his classroom, to take his things to go home. He also had a pick with this mask he made. Was very funnu. Hehe.

Along the way, we past my little brother's classroom. And peeked in. He saw us, and immediately came out (don't know what the teachers thought, think they'd actually let him..). He wanted to go home too, but there was still half an hour left, and we couldn't wait for him. So we, REJECTED him! MUahahahaha!! (couldn't find another word for reject) We left him, and went home. Then I went back to work.

You know, seeing that graduation made me really realize that I'm so much more older now. Like, I'm in grade 10 now. It made the truth so much more stronger and impacted. Cause I still remember grade 6's graduation. I think one of the lines in the speech, was that: this wasn't the end, but the beginning. I must say, I don't think that when I said that, I realized that it would have such hypocrisy. Yes, it wasn't the end, but beginning of a new adventure. A new level in my life. But.. it was the end of my childhood. Substantially speaking. From then on, many things changed. Not only beliefs, outlook, but soon personality, aspirations, behaviour... It was the turning point.

It really was a memorable graduation. I remembered leading up to it, we practiced singing, and with Ashley, piano, for the graduation. Originally, it really was to be exempt from airbands, but I think, it turned into a really important thing. Looking back upon it now, I'm really glad we did it. It was the vocal point of our whole graduation. In my memory at least. Even if the speech was cheesy, even if we might've not sang perfectly, even if there were any mistakes.. it was an unforgettable memory.

And upon watching my brother's graduation, I recognized some people from my lunch monitor classes. And I wondered, has it been THAT long? Last time, they were only in grade 2. And now, they were graduating.

I think one of the concepts that people have a hard time dealing with, is time itself. And it seems like I'm struggling with it myself. Hopefully one day, I can come to terms with it myself.


SO yeah. TIs bout how the graduation was. I'm really glad I went to the graduation. Oh! And I also saw Mrs. L! (but some days later) She died her hair like all these different shades of yellow (methinks, can't remember now). It was interesting but short (convo). Mrs. P still isn't back from maternity leave. Maybe next year...

Lalala. Je suis tres tres fatigue maintenant. I think tis shall be end of my post. By the way Moon, I noticed you put 'July' instead of 'June' from the 20th on, in your last post. And tis interesting that you saw Sam at Bubblicity. Of course he's taller. I am not surprised anymore to hear that the guys before are taller now. Tis already an established fact, sadly.. Aiii. Did he look any different, face-wise? Still remember how he somethinged in grade 7...

Sowies.. I shall not be able to go to movies on Sunday, really want to go, but my times are really stuck together. Have to wait for calls from hospital, and still need to think bout references. Methinks I shall call supervisor and ask if it HAS to be letters instead of names.. Aii, and still have to wake up early tomorrow.. Welps. I shall talk to people later. Neck is dying. Moon! I feel your pain! Ergonomic hazard! But I think mine's less worse than yours. Is it better now? Did your parents have better ideas on how to treat neck? Good luck! Oh yeah, good luck and have fun at your placements, people! And Ashley! Have fun too, in military camp. Just remember that some people here are dying of disappointment and may contemplate suicide because of your decision! (JK! it's kay, really hope you like it, blog and tell me bout it! je suis interested) Sorry bout complaining too much. (i doubt you people read much through anyways, probably just skimmed.. *shakes fist*) Au revoir! Sweet dreams! Bai bai!! ^___^


<-- Yuki Kamitoki's neck died @ 8:06 pm

I�M F-R-E-E!!!!!

Date: 06/28/05
Time: 05:43 pm
Current Mood: Free-i-s-h? (Is there such mood?)
Current Song: She is


Haylo peeps! Ashley-chan, you used my peeps word. But I�m proud because peeps are using my words. MUAHAHAHAH! Anyways, oh yah when are you and Yuk going to teach me make a layout? I want to try, it must be fun I bet.

How are you guys? Yuk? Kit? Ashley-Chan! I am great thanx! lol

I am going to tell you about my past 2 weeks:

June 13: Life was just too hot, we turned on the air conditioner, but it wasn�t really fast in being cold, like the whole house, so I slept in the living room. I slept on the floor and O-M-G, my back hurt, the floor was just too hard. I just couldn�t sleep in one position for long so I twisted and turned?It was bad I tell you, very bad.

June 14: SO HOT AGAIN! But this time, I get to sleep on the sofa, hehehehe, I switched with my brother. He didn�t mind so it�s ok. ^^ I had to sleep earlier, I felt so tired. While I was watching TV, my head felt heavy and hot. So I couldn�t take it anymore, I went and took drugs? *dung dung dung da* ��. Ah hem, I took Tylenol (you know I missed the little kinds Tylenol, you know the one with flavors like cherry or grape, I used to like grape. It was better than the cherry one. Off topic.) and went to sleep. I was shivering during the time when I was taking the pill and getting back to my bed. I just knew there was something wrong. But oh well, I thought, I will be better tomorrow. After I don�t know how long, I went fast asleep. Z�Z?Z?Z?Z?Z?Z?Z *BOOM* I opened my eyes, it was the thunder, it roared like it never roared before. *KA BOOM* It was kind of scary, the thunder and the lightning. I tried to go back to sleep, but *BOOM! BOOM! KA BOOM!* And after 13 seconds, a lightning strike the lighting rod two houses from us. *Zap* All the lights in this neighborhood went out. My brothers were home from work by now, they went to the living room and looked at pictures and stayed with me. For some reason, I just couldn�t sleep, it was only 1 something. *sigh* But eventually after a few hours, I fell asleep.

June 15: Uh! I felt so weak and tired. I think I am sick. No, I don�t think I was sick, I am sick. I couldn�t go to school today, but I really wanted to because I had two summative to do and I had the coop meeting too. The last minute before I was supposed to leave and go to school, I decided I just can�t go. So I went and slept for like 4 hours. Within the four hours, my dad came back from work and told me that we will be going to the doctor at 11 something. *sigh* When we were there, we waited for like 1 hour before she (my doctor) can actually see me. It was quite dumb. 1 hour man, it wasn�t 1 minute or 1 second, it was 1 hour. It was quite sad. Afterwards, when we got home, I ate congee, it was good, but I just couldn�t eat that much. For the rest of my day, I slept more, ate more and watched TV.

June 16: I really didn�t want to go to school, I still felt sick, my stomach is yelling, it hurts and my head is aching. But I had to come and finish my math summative and computer summative. It was quite easy though, both the summative, it was a relieve. I stayed at school for two periods and then I left at lunch. I had to go home and start studying for my French summative. I was suppose to do it today, but I just couldn�t, I had to leave.

June 17: Yeah! The last day of school, I was waiting for this day for a long time, 10 months. *sigh* But it finally came true. First of all, I went to my classes and got everyone to sign my yearbook (well not everyone because most of them were like gone somewhere or not at school). In third period, I went and did my French summative, it was easy too. I felt happy. At 12 something, I left and my brother came and picked me up. YEAH! SCHOOL�S OVER!!!!!! O ??O (ohhh, I haven�t done this for a long time.)

July 20: My French Summative day, I have it in the afternoon. I slept late yesterday, and woke up at like 9 or something. I studied for the last time and woke my brother up to go to school. In the library, I met a few friends so we started to study there. It was quite funny though, I think I laughed more than I studied. LOL! During the exam, it was ok, I guess, it was really easy. Except I think I the synonym part died. Hehehe!

July 21: Study for Science!

July 22: I have my Science exam in the morning. For some reason, I feel so scared for this exam. I don�t want to do bad on this. Well, I studied with some friends again and it was time to go for science exam. Muahahah! It was not that hard. It was actually very fun. In fact, I kinda like this exam. Lol!

July 23: Tried to study for Math Exam!

July 24: Study for Math Exam!

(I will pause for a while, I have to go eat now!)
(Back! YUMMY! I had macaroni in soup. Delicious. Then I had to wash the dishes.)

July 25: Muahahah! The last exam! I feel nervous because of quadratics, I hate that. X____________________x Muahahahah! Oh yah, when I was on the 3rd or 4th page or something, there was this question that said �Draw the following triangle on the grid? So I looked for the grid, but there was no grid to be seen. I raised my hand to tell the teachers that are walking around, but she just doesn�t know and asked us to wait for a MATH teacher. It was quite sad. When the MATH teacher actually came, she told us to just draw it WITHOUT the grid. It was quite sad. But overall the exam was quite ok. Lol!

OMG!!!!! I am so F-R-E-E! I was so happy these past days, all the things I did was watch tv, listen to music, surf the net, eat etc.

Oh yah just asking peeps, what time do we go to summer school? Is it 9:00 a.m. to 2: 00 p.m.? The teacher person kinda called today, but I was dreaming in dream land so I didn�t really know what she actually said.

I am going to read a lot of books this summer! Wish me luck! Ok, I gotta go now, I shall post more these days. BB! Have a Great Summer y�all!

<-- O''O flew to the beautiful full moon@ 07:24pm

Hey peeps

Date: 06/20/05
Time: 09:06 am
Current Mood: guilty but not in the way you think
Current Song: none


Hey peeps, I just wanna tell you that I might not be going to ottawa this summer, or ever for that matter. My parents decided that it would be good for me to go to military camp, you know, where they do all thoes drills and torture all thoes innocent little kids? So I said, "cool". Yeah, so that's where I'll be going so, drop me a line if you ever pass by...which you probably wont(the latter).

<-- Ashley-chan's mind blanked @ 7:45 pm

Long Weekend Shortened

Date: 05/23/05
Time: 12:06 am
Current Mood: none
Current Song: none


Just got home from Toronto / Niagara Falls!!

It was really relaxing. This was the third time I've been to Niagara Falls and the first time I didn't get to see fireworks!! T___T I so wanted to see them too. We waited until 10pm but there wasn't any... Oh well. Waterfalls are pretty.

Toronto was shopping and Pho. Pho was good, as usual, perhaps on account of we ate at 2pm. Any then there was the shopping'ness'. Toronto was actually a little disappointing in a way, like my parents said that the prices of food weren't that good when we grocery shopped there. I still need to get muffins XD my daddy said that he'll get some at costco on Tuesday.

Eeek! I still got Monday to do my English stuff. Plus I'll be watching a bunch of TV I recorded this weekend as well as the Incredibles. So much to do in such little time...



I can't believe it's midnight. I guess I slept way too much on the car anyways so no need to worry. I hope you're okay Yuki. You know when you're sad you can always tell us, give us a call or something [too bad I wasn't home this weekend but still].

Death is a part of nature's cycle. I know it may feel sad when you lose someone you hold dear, but perhaps it's their time. Death is one thing that it'll be hopeless to try to change. One can try as hard as possible, but there are chances of all the efforts going to waste.

And who knows there isn't an afterlife? Who knows if a person won't be better after death?

Besides, whatever happens, they'll still live in the hearts of the people who cares.

Hope you feel better *hugs*.


<-- Shadowcat H. needed to sleep @ 12:20 am

sometimes, a fleeting moment is just enough to keep the memories going..

Date: 05/20/05
Time: 6:27 pm
Current mood: thoughtful
Current Song: Nuo Fu


I feel very... uhm.. I don't know how to describe it right now. Maybe creative? Writie-ish? Je ne sais pas. But I know this feeling comes up once in a blue moon, and I have this urge to write right now. Yep yep.

Tis long weekend! But... I don't know. Not sure if it's going to be particularly appreciated one.. It seems like with this separation of difference, it's going to create many changes. Changes in school, mood, feelings, opinions, thoughts, etc.

I don't know. I'm just wondering. Why is death a rite of passage? Why is it that we feel such great emotions towards the death of something or someone. Are we able to remain neutral and not receive any pain at all? Why does it have to hurt? What's inside us that makes us feel these things? Why is being neurotic such a bad thing? I mean, you're safe. You don't have to feel any pain. You're not connected at all to this world full of pain and suffering. But I guess, deep down, I know that's not a way to live life. It defeats the purpose of living. Or at least in my definition. But.. I just wonder.

It's really true that it's not until you're going to lose something that you start to think about it, and care about it, and give more than a minute of your time wondering about it. In this modern society, everything's so fast-paced. So protected. Maybe it's because we're too protected, that when we hurt, we hurt so much more than we could handle. We aren't really particularly taught to react to certain circumstances. Is that a good thing?

I feel so... frightened. That sooner or later, I'm going to feel this event pass by me, and this time, so much more closer. I don't know how to react. To suddenly feel this lost of presence that had such a big impact on my life. I don't know how to keep going. I don't know what I'll do. If only we could live eternally, wouldn't that be perfect?


要是我不要你離開﹐ 你可不可以不﹖


*sigh* Such morbid thoughts... Going to Toronto this weekend. 我很怕... 不懂會發生什麼事... Aiii.. 我不想這是我最後一次見她... Hopefully everything will be alright. DOn't even want to know the ordeal people are going through right now.. Must kill. Sad. Anyways, gotta go. Sorry for the kinda morbid and kinda sad post. Bai!


<-- Yuki Kamitoki sighed @ sometime

And it's a very nice layout too.

Date: 05/15/05
Time: 07:37 pm
Current Mood: ?
Current Song: Eyes on Me <-- I know this song!


Greetings, fellow consciences. So, I'm moving into a BIG house this weekend, and I am stuck with three papers that I have to complete by the end of the month and studying for exams. I HATE exams. Last Math exam, I got a B...I died after that...

Our front door is weird, it's like a slab of wood painted black or burned. You can imagine what kind of ideas this gives me. MAybe there was a fire fifty years ago and burned a seven year old kid to death, and his ghost is still haunting the door that was never replaced...? It could happen.

Happy Birthday, Moon! (kinda of late, I know. Sod off.) I hope you got lots of presents and games, especially Square Enix games, especially pre-ordered FFXII game... DDR's cool too.Anyway, I hope you had a swell birthday party and that all your friends were there to celebrate your special day!

I'm gonna sign off now, starting to sound a little weird.

Bye!

<-- Ashley-chan's mind blanked @ 7:45 pm

New Layout!

Date: 05/09/05
Time: 12:44 pm
Current Mood: Pretty
Current Song: Eyes on Me


Happy Birthday Moon~~~ And Happy Belated Mother's Day... but of course non of us here are mothers... so...

Moon! Your present was very nice. I read it on Friday and Saturday, and it was very meaningful~~ I think I saw it on the internet in Chinese, but I didn't read it that much because the "chinese"ness and the "online"ness reduced the attrativeness of the stories ^^ Anyway! I agree that I like the book! The Cute Scene was really cute~~ And the other stories even cuter~~ [shush, I like the word cute :P]. Good book, good book.

Yuki! Your present was okay~~ I just have to find a place for it~~ But I'm afraid it might get dusty~~ XD It'll be alright though. Pooey-poo's present is time consuming, [plus the caterpillars on the cover...] so I'll start as soon as I finish exams or get some free time :P

*Yawn* I shall go to sleep now. Happy Birthday again Moon! Hope you had a great day! *Yawn !again!* I need to sleep... take it from me, never ever procrastinate, especially for your summative... On top of that, french summative... BTW, I'll split up the site again tomorrow if I have time... It's getting pretty crowded again, even though some people *glaremoonglare* don't nearly write as much anymore...


<-- Shadowcat H. bid good night @ 01:00 am

*007 song in the background* I��m back

Date: 05/02/05
Time: 05:51 pm
Current Mood: Muahahhahaha! (this can be a feeling too right?)
Current Song: Fields of Hope (Song from choir) *wait is it called Fields of hope?


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO:
ASHLEY-CHAN!!!!!
YUK!!!!!
KITTEN!!!!!

Well, it��s never to late to say such wonderful greetings to my dear friends right? *struggles on math question* So anyways, peeps, how��s life? How are yas? Anything new?

By the way, Kit, you going to the play thingy on Friday?

Oh yah people, I basically hear to tell you guys two things:
1. I CAN��T GET ON THE SITE!!!!!!!!! http://www.oocities.org/ottawazx
2. Oh yah, Poo-boo is going to give me the gift card, so is anybody gonna give me money? Just asking! I am gonna tell others, like Kaomi-chan and Lindie-boo, muahahhaha!!!!!!!!

Ashley-chan, how are you! I haven��t talked to you for ages. What is your phone number? What is your address? *hyper* I don��t remember it, you have to tell moi! *hyper*

Well, peeps, I know this is a short message but I gotta run now, I have to finish my math homework, oh yah and by the way, Yuk, I send you the powerpoint thingy already!

I love you guys!!!!! *muah* *hyper* (Don��t mind me) (I hope I don��t kill anything this time, but if I do, pls don��t tell me or yell at me, but just fix it for me? Thanx!)

<-- O''O flew to the beautiful full moon@ 06:05pm

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Current Layout:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SECRETS BEHIND!!! Three years! Sounds kinda long, eh? But glad that despite distance and time, this still remains active! So post more people!!

Layout took long to make. Such headache of thinking what design should be like. Should be special-ish you know, cause it's SB's b-day! And wanted to make chinese new year one. Kinda came at right time. So! This is what you have. Cool combo though, eh? Red and yellow. Don't really like to make combo colored layout, really hard. But this turned out kay. Je suis glad. ^^ Oh yeah! Listen to music! Really believe in it, and it has such strong meaning!

[Hmm.. really want to say that I'm really, really, really fortunate and happy that our friendship lasted this long. I mean, even when we meet again, some months, years later, we're still able to you know, pick it right off. You would normally think that that created distance would in fact add to the isolation. But someone once said that it's through the long distance, that you're able to respect and cherish that person more, and that your friendship could become more stronger. I think this would apply to our situation. There are some people that you could see in the future, that despite different schools, you're still able to talk and have fun with them. And there are some, that the different schools just add to the strain. So... I guess what I'm trying to say, is that I think we're in the first. That no matter how far or how old, we'll still be the BESTEST of FRIENDS! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SECRETS BEHIND!!!]




Site:
Yuki: Secrets Behind was named by Moon. Uhm.. I'm not exactly sure why it was named that.. hehe.. kinda forgot.. Well, hopefully maybe other people will remember.

Owners of Secrets Behind..

Ashley-chan

...and they were buried under the roses.



~Quote~:
"I have obviously been misunderestimated..."

Name/Nickname/Alias: Ashley-chan
D.O.B: 12/14/1894
Location: Consciousness
Sign/Zodiac: Sagittarus/Snake. sod off.
Ethnicity: We probably are related to everyone in the wrold, so why bother?
Status: Amateur Philiospher/weirdo
Likes: Work! Philisophy and finding the maning of life. Read 1984 by George Orwell, this is what inspires my pursual.
Dislikes: Work (it can be annoying sometimes). Days when I'm not able to concentrate on work at any given time.
Personality: Apathetic yet Enthousiastic. Selfish yet altruistic. Callous yet compassionate. Dull yet acute. There is no way to discribe personality with mere words.
Hobbies: Thinking, occasional playing of the piano and cello.

[Shadowcat: Sensei............ *kitty frowns*
Yuki: You should seriously give your sensei some space. -_____-']


Current...1984

This is really a deep book, dealing with the objective truths of the world, the taint of corruption in every part of humanity, the adulterism of the government, the fallibility of memory, the irrationality of human behavior and the manipulatability of the past.

It basically says that people are irrational creatures and act irrationally. Whenever humans make decisions or take action, they do not base their them on rational, logical, mathematical truths. Therefore, as long as humans are irrational, memories can always be manipulated into what the majority of the people or the people who are in power wants it to be. If memories can be changed, then facts and history can also be changed. This is true because every piece of information has some sort of bias in it, a bias that cannot be changed. It is then easy to creat false information and have many people to accept that as the truth. In the end, what the majority says is the truth, and the individual left out has to be insane.

So, even though we think we know the truth, all of our facts might be false; what we think is right is wrong; and our trughs, lies. Ultimatly, we realize that it is impossible to achieve "pure" truth.


Mood: Like one's personality, "Mood" is impossible to describe because it is a feeling. If you could describe it in words, then it would not be a feeling anymore.
Animes, Mangas, Games: None currently.
Series:
Movies:
Singers, Actors/Actresses: I dont need actresses, I admire myself. Call it idiocentrism or having a overly inflated ego, if you will; it goes with the philisophical mindset.
Songs: Hardly listen to music anymore.
Obsession:
To do list: Everything in the world.




Moon

-HAPPY HAPPY ^^-



~Quote~:
~*~ The one great thing about life, is laughter! ^^<*>

Name/Nickname/Alias: Moon, Cowie, Dolphie, CHIT CHIT *cute* ChitTy, Pero Pero, My official name is HAPPY* because i will always be happy no matter what! Yeah!lol
D.O.B: 05/09
Location: Ontario
Sign/Zodiac: Tauras, Snake
Ethnicity: Chinese, a tinsy tiny twinkly bit of mandarin -______- However, i am learning mandarin first level in chinese school, so i should be better than before!
Status: Hehehheh! i at the same time, like all these people. My brain has enough room for them. lol! Jay, PIKACHU ( the number one) Pero Pero, Mashimaro, Yuu (i love his hair), Tidus (FINAL FANTASY X - for some reason, well i just think he's cool i guess!), Arima, Asaba (his coolness attracts me), RON NG (sexy! lol! jk!), Bosco Wong (dreamy), RAYMOND LAM (i'm in love), Roger Kwok, Louis Koo, Eddy, Roger, Davie *who's davie?* -______-' (his songs) i guess these are it for now....(both) OMGOSH PEEPS! I have someonesssss new to love and like! lol! It is Hyde and Gackt, but well, those two was like two months ago or something. But now, the one that I truly like is Nic (it is not the Nic that you all might be thinking of, it is not Nic Tse, that's all i have to say). He looks so cool, someday, i will show to you peeps! *drools* lol!

[Shadowcat: T, S... *kitty had left the building....in a rush*
MOON: *HIT KITTY ON THE HEAD N E WAYS* LOL
Yuki: I seriously support her and Willy, but then there's Geography Guy to think about... ahhh..] *HOW RUDE*

NOTE: THE THINGS THAT KITTEN AND YUK SAID ARE NOT CORRECT!

Likes: to get good marks, to read anime/comic books (they are so hilarious: especially those comedy/romance ones lol.
Dislikes: Everything's likable in some ways!
Personality: outgoing (i think), happy, joyful, energetic, laughable, hilarious, laugh too much -___-, can get stressed out very badly!
Hobbies: Singing, trying to write a story but can't, watching tv, serf on the internet! etc. and eat! and laugh! LOL!
Contact: futurelove_05@hotmail.com, blue_ocean_moon05@hotmail.com, q_chit_chit@hotmail.com

Current..
Bleh! ^__________________________^
Mood: HAPPY! TYPING MY EYES ARE DYING >___<
Animes, Mangas, Games: Cardcaptors, Final Fantasy X (oh go Tidus and Yuna, i love them), Final Fantasy X-2, Final Fantasy 7, Final Fantasy 8, Final Fantasy 3, Fushigi Yuugi, Peach Girl, Marmalade Boy, Kare Kano, Cardcaptors, Pokemon (Pikachu), Chobits, Sailor Moon ( i want to see the new episodes), Hamu Hamtaro, Tsubasa, Spirited Away, Castle in the Sky, The cat one, The "will you marry me" one, Inuyasha (it's k).. i guess those are it for now, i will write more when there is more.......
Series:
Movies:
Singers, Actors/Actresses: Jay Chou, Myolie Wu, Michelle Yip, Ron Ng, Bosco Wong, Roger Kwok (in some series, he attracts me), Edison Chen, David Tao, Daylight, Hacken Lee, Kelly Chan, Tension, SHE
Songs: Go Back to the Past, Close to you, Can't find you, My Angel, One, Angel Love, You can hear it (luv ya Jay lol), Sunny day (luv ya again), Eyes on me (FFVII), Julia (FFVII), Wakatte Ita-Hazu (Fushigi Yuugi), Until the day we meet again (FFX-2), Reunion (FFX-2), Let me be with you!, Angel of Mine etc. {i will write more next time), Find your love, running away, meet, If, Blues Del Bar, 5 days, Sunny Beat, Summer movie, Fresh love! Phantom of the Opera song - where the Phantom and the woman sings? what's her name again? Christine? Cathlene? @_@
Obsession: free time, funny stuffs, good comics, jay's music, great music, my friends, my family, good marks, to be thin lol! FFX the game! (the music are so good)
To do list:
Trying to be thinner and do more exercise (hehehe, i didn't reach that goal yet, but someday)
Try to write a story (uh well, this one is kinda hard for me now, but i did join the Creative writing society)
Try to write a song with my feelings (this will be the hardest one ever)
Play on piano (play a masterpiece)
Finish FFX (AND I DID!!!!!!! I LOVE IT SO MUCH!) Try to draw better in anime (Another hard one)
Sell 50 pillows! ( i have 14 more! Try helping me peeps! get people to buy it, mauhahahhaha! Yuk, i need to ask your math teacher!)
Try not to let the ones who love me sad or scared or annoyed of me! TRY TO GET OVER 90 IN EVERY SUBJECT!!!!! BE THE HONOURABLE!!!!!!!!!!! *MUAH HAHAHHAHAHHA* (I will work hard for this!)




Shadowcat

-May Happiness Be With You-



~Quote~:
"Aim for the stars. If you miss, you'll still reach the Moon. Or you might get to the Sun. In which case you would burn to death XP."

Name/Nickname/Alias: Shadowcat, kitten
D.O.B: 04/28
Location: Ontario [winter was mild this year]
Sign/Zodiac: Taurus / Snake [hmm... salami...]
Ethnicity: Chinese Canadian!
Status: single!

[Shadowcat: -_____-' *kitty faints hopelessly* and by the way, I'm still single! *yelled Shadowcat*
Yuki: Hey! You used my sign!!! X_X
Shadowcat: I will NOT stand for this, MOON!! *steam blows out of kitty's head* Don't change my greet again or you can feel the cute of the beloved TEDDY BUM LOVER.........the wrath of the infamous Shadowcat!]

Likes: cute things! soury preserved dried fruits! Asian drama!
Dislikes: uh..bugphoebia stereotype. And when I say bugs, it's bugs. Yes, worms are bugs, bees are bugs, butterflies are bugs.
Personality: pretty much on the quiet side... don't go outside a lot... only open with good friends... not really the social type... makes really logical and rational choices... you know, the old-fasioned shy responsible type of strange person. On the other hand, I do have rather unique taste in things: clothes, music, idols, guys... and so on.
Hobbies: Drawing, reading (chinese and anime/manga), singing *to annoy yuki* but for TEDDY, Games, and sometimes writing in Chinese about TEDDY And GIGI! English could always be an option now, you never know, you know?

[Yuki: You're such a mean friend.. >_____<
Shadowcat: I can be, and cannot be...depends on how you define it...Hehehehe *evil laughters*]

Contact: Hotmail
Sites: Amethyst Garden

[NOTE: all above text that contains the words "teddy" or "gigi" was NOT written by the original writer. It was added on (by Moon... and stop changing it already!!!-________,-') because who knows what...... Please DO NOT consider these phrases to be true, because it's NOT TRUE!
Thank you.]

Current..
Mood: IB is death
Animes, Mangas, Games: Detective Conan, Slamdunk, Touch, Inuyasha, Gundam Wing, Gundam Seed, Full Metal Alchemist, Castle in the Sky, Saiyuki, Yuyu hakusho, Hunter X Hunter, Kare Kano, Final Fantasy X, Final Fantasy X-2, Farland Odyssey II, BEJEWELED 2
Series: Stairway to Heaven [I love that korean drama and I don't know why], Des amoureux a Paris, Million Dollars Bride, Flowers or Boys (Jdrama), It all Started with a Kiss.
Movies: Yesterday Once More [saw it on Omni 2, very sweet... Andy Lau...], All conan movies. All HP movies. I want to see the new one of both... XD
Singers, Actors/Actresses: Alec Su (person + everything he does), Jay Chou (music only), Joe Cheung and Wallace Cheung (faces and acting?)
Songs: Eyes On Me, Suteki da Ne, Courage at 100 mph, Love Somebody, Kimi no Sete, Always, Stay by My Side, Every Heart, I Am, Tangering Dreams, Touch, Velvet Underworld, Piece of Heaven, Don't Say You Love Me, Pretty Boy, Mirror Mirror, (chinese)So What, Simple Love, Prayer From the Corner, Jiangnan, Yuanyouhui, Lonely Northern Hemisphere
Obsession: reading Chinese stories; cuteness of things; HP fanfiction [namely a certain loyal serpent]; asian drama
To do list:
-finish my novel for Nanowrimo
-succeed in school [somehow]
-find a boyfriend? XD
-become 55kg
-refrain from TV XP
-get a haircut [supposedbly it's bad luck to get haircuts in the first lunar month of the year]




Yuki Kamitoki



~Quote~:
"Never say goodbye when you still want to try - never give up when you still feel you can take it - never say you don't love that person anymore when you can't let go."

Vital Stats..
Name/Nickname/Alias: Yuki Kamitoki, Yuki-chan, Jo-chan (-_-'), Erea (feels kinda weird hearing people other than moon and kittie calling me that...)
D.O.B: 11/24
Location: Ontario
Sign/Zodiac: Sagittarus
Ethnicity: Chinese
Status: Anyways. I officially have none anymore! muahahaha..

[Shadowcat: Fantasy, Teddy, and Gigi and Pucca so much more...... *this is kitty speaking, testing, testing, 1,2,3..*
Yuki: I feel so loved.. -______-
Shadowcat: *HUGE sweatdrop on kitty* I'm not even gonna bother to change THAT...
Yuki: Thank you very much! >_____< In case you forgot, Gigi went with a certain Moon! and Teddy with a certain cat.
MOON: *SO TRUE!
Yuki: Any-howies. Godchildren people! Godchildren! And make sure you kill all those pooey stuffies before I watch them, if possible. Oh, and pampers please. Work with me people!]

Likes: Animes/mangas/games, tare panda, chocolates, mint ice-cream, lobsters, babies, doggie, psychology
Dislikes: People with big egos, racism/discrimination, being late (even though i still happen to do that..), waiting for someone for a long time, getting a cold (grrr.), bugs!!!
Personality: very forgetful and really sad sense of time (sad!!), sometimes depress and distant to people, quiet throughout, very loud and excited and happy, etc. to close friends, leniant towards self, must say don't put too much effort into stuffs that aren't too important, hate and are afraid of buggies!, really want godchildren... (Shadowcat!!! Moon!!! Ashley!!! hehehe)
Hobbies: Reading, writing, singing, making graphics, listening to music, eating, watching chinese/japanese/korean dramas/movies
Contact: Hotmail, Yahoo
Sites: Deep River, Fantasy Wishes

Current..
Mood: exhausted
Animes, Mangas, Games: Chrono Crusade, Wallflower, Beauty
Series: Green Forest My Home, It Started with a Kiss, Goong
Movies: The Myth, Beauty and the Beast
Singers, Actors/Actresses: Kubozuka Yosuke, Matsumoto Jun, Oguri Shun, Sweety, Leon Williams, Ruan Jing Tian, Wilbur Pan, Yida Huang, Wang Lee Hom, Bi
Songs: Endless Love, Hello, Right Here Waiting, Shabu Shabu, ÉÙÁË, ËãÄãºÝ
Obsession: Computer, music, reading, watching japanese/chinese/korean shows, doggie, godchildren, tare panda
To do list: Make more layouts, write more, download more k-pop/c-pop/j-pop songs, get DDR, get higher average, find job (err. that shall be later on in life)

Other Stuff

Picture of the Layout:
New Year's
Music of the Layout:
ªB¤Í (Friend)
Picture used for layout:
Golden Pig

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