This page is dedicated to our son
"Ross Allen Wilson"
He was our third loss and a real
blow to our sanity. Our relationship with each other was under a tremendous amount of strain by this time and as a father I was too distant from my family and too focused on my own selfishness to realize my true place on this earth.
Although I blame myself for the things that have gone wrong. I really feel guilty when it comes to his story, because when my wife was in trouble and needed me most I went away to fullfil a prior commitment instead standing by her side. This prior commitment was with a good friend who would've understood my absence, but I was too concerned about getting out of the house. Anyway to get back to the story, things turned from bad to worse and I was gone. I got the call and she had miscarried at home. Thankfully her sister was home to come and comfort her and drive her to the hospital. I dropped what I was doing and went to meet them there as fast as I could. By the time I got there she was already in the room and I had to wait almost four hours just to see her needless to say she was exhausted physically and emotionally when I went back to see her. When the doctor was done we went home with heavy hearts and an overwelming anger toward whatever forces were responsible for this tragic occurance. To say the least we had been hardened, emotionally by this and were very drawn from each other as well as the rest of our family. The road to recovery was going to take some real effort and some help from GOD. |
