Anyworld			
          
          "Artworld. Theoryworld. Mediaworld. Infoworld. Touristworld. Olympicworld. Foxworld. Bushworld : Oneworld"
               	                            Susan Buck-Morss, Art in the Age of Technological Surveillance
          
          
          
          setting out,
                               a scarlet flower
                      behind an ear,
          into the wide 
                          world         into
                               banner-adorned cities
              faking 
                       permanent festivity
          
          *
          
                  the road 
                                   turns an angle
                 like the dateline does
                                            near Tuvalu
           
          *
          
          once,    it’s said,     anticipating promise,
                        they murmured
                                       as they crossed,
                     ‘Bush’                                  like
                          ‘ boo schh        boo schh ’
            and
                             no  reply 
                                                       came
          * 
          
          sprained                       westoxified 
                             all-signed-up
                                                for ‘NightTalker’,
                  ( the wine is under
                                            the table somewhere)
                     crying becomes
                                      a critical criterion
          (the flower
                          discarded )
           
          *
          
          the public sphere
                    is       
          newly          perceptibly      
                                             losing memory 
          
          *
          
          re    mem    ber     Bam,
                   Arg-e Bam
          ancient city of sand
                                     and mud
                                collapsing in an earthquake,
          the cultural heritage building
                        slipping     subsiding,    
                                                         consigning
                    any record 
                        of the archaic ruin
                                                     to dust 
          
          *
          
          the memory
                        is
                            ruined
          
          *
          
          who can accept
                                   a given world ,
          who can
                      live in it  ?
                   
          
          

          (This poem was first published in 'Social Alternatives' in November 2005) _____________________________________ One Day in Auckland rice for a heartache, sugars for hope. can ‘heartache’ have currency in expedient times? complimentary newspapers slide under the door, headlines on the carpet - last century’s roadmap for peace, so-named by pessimists, zapped out of Gaza this very day. the very very day I’ve woken up early in Auckland, New Zealand (Aotearoa) (why bracket that ?) I’m seeking some dogs from a poem made in Auckland by a famous American. overnight a fog rolled in to romanticise the parking stations along Viaduct Harbour. I second-guess today’s poetry class - do you think of yourself as an ‘Australian’ poet ? a student will ask. lucky or unlucky to be born wherever it is, some place where peaceniks aren’t welcome and, if foreign, deported. where drinking water falls from the taps like rain once fell from the sky. let’s ask the peacenik what he knows about weapons. where shrill environmentalists run very quiet museums. it confounds me to come from there, to have, simply, been born there - why not France ? I yelled, at ten. why not Italy ? at forty-five. why not Scotland, Mum ? let’s ask the environmentalist what he knows about dust, about bell jars, about zinc black sands under green volcanic cones. can I imagine where I’m heading, where I’ll end up with this pocket-sized map and Skytower, my landmark. I dream my plate tectonics to the south, where I float like a great big imperspicuous slab on these immense asthenospheres, I climb up crust collisions, hoping not to drop.

          (This poem was published on the New Zealand Electronic Poetry site in early 2006) _______________________________________________________________
          Cold front
          
          this shivering caravan 
                                      reeks of rum, 
          shadows smear an atlas 
                              on a pillowcase
          
                   idly silhouetting a rabbit 
                     on the masonite wall,
              iced-over scraps 
          on the laminex splashback
          
          grey nomad buys clairol -
                        the future looks bright
          
          o        only a cold front  
          
                                is oblivion dark ?
          
          come here for a moment, 
                                   sit and regard,
              gape at the landscape 
                                  we’ll never inhabit
          
          en plein air 
                    is so much a sinkhole,
          nowhere so zen 
                             as some other place
          
          who changed ‘the proposal’ 
                             into ‘the dream’ ? 
          I never said  
               ‘I’m living the plan’
          
          I’ve already been sideswiped 
                             and I was here last
          
          my cup’s white interior 
                        tarnished by tannin, 
            readers of teacups 
                            expended by tea bags
          
          such a dreamy hiatus 
                              o       only a cold front
          
          copying a trance
                      is too difficult to do,
             sun on shut eye - 
                      deep eggy red orange
          
          but pocket some wisdom 
                        when winter arrives 
          the grey sheen of sleet 
                        will cleanse us like windex
          _______________________________________________________________ 1971 the invention of the car seat-belt, the first City-to-Surf run, the introduction of R-rating for film, platform shoes the Nike swoosh the inaugural sex shop, a computer-on-a-chip, the Holden HQ sedan car, green bans and the BLF Yagoona gets McDonald’s Qantas gets the 747, Daleks - ‘exterminate exterminate’ - on Dr Who while moon rover roves the actual moon, Sonia McMahon shows some leg at Richard Nixon’s dinner, I move to Melbourne ( &, just in time) learn to screenprint (&, just in time) move back to Sydney take a pill, scratch a film. ____________________________________________________ Modern superstitions using the powersave option leads to enhanced consciousness leaving cubes of camphor in a cupboard guarantees peaceful afternoon naps a fruitbat hanging on a pay-tv cable soothes cynicism finding a scorpion in your bath brings good luck taking a bus ride under a rainbow augurs a ghastly end an oilstain obscuring your bumper sticker turns any aspiration into a flop finding an abandoned shoe in a mirrored elevator ensures exorbitant profits experiencing déjà vu in a library means you are soon to meet a big galoot a jolt of static from an escalator handrail is favourable eating a morsel of pecan pie from a jumbo-size fridge encourages glad acceptance of all miseries if you drop an egg into a red plastic bucket you will always have available credit ____________________________________________________ My father the pope my father the pope has tired of religion mon père le pape est las de religion he's hang-fired and has forgotten the names of the saints he canonised il est en état d'attente et a oublié les noms des saints qu'il a canonisés he's letting the grass grow under his feet il laisse l'herbe pousser sous ses pieds he's watching the world go by from the bells that toll for sunday vespers il observe passer le monde près des cloches qui sonnent pour les vêpres de dimanche to the purring farting blurts and whines of next saturday's vespas aux ronronnements qui pètent et aux balbutiements qui gèmissent des vespas du samedi prochain winding happily up around the gianicolo se faufilant heureusement vers le haut du gianicolo he's lolling in a weekly daze il flâne dans une stupéfaction hebdomadaire he's tired at last of this old world where you can die on friday à la fin il est las de ce monde ancien où l'on peut mourir le vendredi only to revive, miraculously, gloriously, on sunday pour ranimer, miraculeusement, glorieusement, le dimanche he concludes impossible il conclut impossible (my Apollinaire) _______________________________________________________________________ Peel me a zibibbo
          I could go in any direction but it’s best that here and now I remain lesbian, keep my vanishing cream sealed. I’ll go south eventually to follow the sheen of your signals, in the meantime my problem’s like how to design a wall didact - serif or not’s a big decision * it’s October so the bogong moths are back and the koels - the October crack of dawn racket - are back again too, mauve jacaranda petals are stuck on the windscreen wipers rubber * by now the wall text task is impossible - application decreasing, attention span diminishing - transparency an aim, how coded the coding * imperfection in kindness comes with the void, you need to choose the ‘I’m feeling lucky’ google option * drinking in the cemetery sounds like an early Nick Cave song but it’s something-to-do, it’s also the subject of Paddy Fordham’s drawing * should I start carrying my books in clear plastic bags inside my polyester document bag, is this a solution ? 16° centigrade 95% humidity what a precipitate place * shouting Shakespeare aloud to the sea in Surfers’ Paradise in 1964 after hurling your body down fine off-white sand dunes. now it’s 2006 you’re experiencing thanatos high up on a Seidler balcony. if you are in doubt (slurp over drinks) what gives the false poet such confidence ? * awake and refreshed tho with nothing on the page * John T phones - this cloudy gloomy early summer day is ‘like the fifties’ he says. every day ? miserable childhood ? photographic weather memory à la recherche du temps inclément * I was reading about the sweet potato farmers of Osaka living such long lives – nonogenarians, centogenarians - when Kurt called in with his new book Hyper Taiwan Taiwan - it’s ‘sweet potato island’ hi Kurt, hi John T, hi Nick, Paddy, hi Shakespeare, peel me a zibibbo would you one of you guys ?

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          Existence

              Existence

              from here on in if I follow the girl in the ‘your tv hates you’ sweatshirt as her motorcyclist warms his darkly bubbling engine ready to blur into a field of speed, it’s probably one less path to torpor for me * a dishwasher whirrs above me a slab separates us - water restrictions mean nothing war is imminent, Sydney goes sailing * a thousand people are surveyed - how many vehicles on the freeway that traverses the sprawl around the swamp we want to conserve * under a nasty sky, rhetorical uncertainty dogs me * the 326 is never on time. the bus interchange uses up evening’s best hours * all afternoon in a car parked at the ferry wharf gazing at sparkling waves, not reading not listening to the car radio, just looking out at the boats and at the sea planes setting off and returning * his email began ‘i thought of you while i was driving to Blockbuster last night’ - now, where is that ? * she says he ‘takes a swipe at apostrophes’ punch-uation ? * the kitchen man agrees it’s all about oil * a sandwich board outside Rose Bay Afloat advertises the sunset bar – ‘relaxed atmosphere and tunes’ * after not having spoken with you for 13 years, now that we’ve met you’ve got me reading Deleuze & Guattari all over again

              Death by droning

              the skywriter does the third letter, we already recognize the brand name (I couldn’t write a memoir to save myself, that would have been the beginning - a fine day a bright sky a skywriter circa 2003 ( “circa” – a word I detest ) but droning on is not my way, mine’s more a kind of devolution or maybe, simply, to make art through spaces, without notes to myself - none - myself to myself ), chasing the unknowable, ‘drink your noumenal - you’ll feel much better !’ and so, to conclude ‘frenzal rhomb ! what kind of a name is that then ?’, just doesn’t work

              Before long

              word arrives from way back but it’s too long ago to imagine change, so familiar the drunk’s insistence and rivers of tears probably still flowing. crybaby dies alone - guilt-ridden exes write poems. that’s beautiful. now, can everyone see that it is ? before long the interminable series continues many more depressing stories to come and no promise of revisionist parodies, the droll aspect masked by a boozed insistence. annotating all the books, (regardless of ownership), not for future reference really to say “I was here” like initials on a rockface, like a scrawly tag on a street wall