bernard
i know you'd be surprised to receive this letter, i am banking that my friendship coupons with you will save me from your damnation after reading through this.
let me start by saying that you will always be a dear friend to me no matter what.
i think that we share a deeper bond than a superficial friendship that requires. if only for that, it is sad to spoil everything. but i will do you and myself greater injustice if i kept my heart out of sight forever. i am not greatly acquainted with suave courtship moves, or skilled at saying and phrasing things nicely, or adept at recognizing the perfect timing. maybe i shall charge to experience later.
i do have this to say: i like you very much, it transcends friendship, it surges forth when giddiness subsides and when mere infatuation ebbs. in the world's parlace, i am falling in love with you. when i look for reasons, i can come up with a myriad of them, from the most trivial (because you like, grossly, picking out a convalescent kugang) to the profound (those tricky relationship stands). you are a beautiful woman, outside and inside but mostly i like you for your character and a lot of things you stan dfor. the rest of my feelings can no longer be explained so i am beginning to conclude that maybe, love goes beyong logic. i do feel happy and blissful spending time with you and exhanging deep and trivial things with you. and i don't want it to ever end. i hope this is not scary for you as it is for me. i know. suddenly i got serious and you do not know me like that. that is why it is easier for me to write it. somehow, i suspect that you know my feelings for you. i know this is suh a cowardly way of expressing it but i feel (selfishly) that it is the best for me. i am afraid that i might get so serious and you may laugh at me, and i would not know how to react. worst of all, i may not be able to say anything at all due to panic. (yeah, yeah, you always teased me as the biggest torpe there is. now it is aimed at you.=)) if this does not suit you, i hope you will forgive me and consider this an unwise move drom somebody uninitiated.
estimating ho wyou know me, i think you'll laugh. i'm even smiling now that i've written the serious part. i guess i'm attempting to bring back what we have into another dimension. whatever will become of it. i want you to know that i will always be that somebody who will be there for you when you need a pair of ears, a clown (paliligayahin kita sa pamamagitan ng aking mga kamay at paa. haha!), or just another warm body to be next to you when you don't want to be alone.
i love you, my friend.
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