On My Own
Tired of this f*cking sh*t
Will it ever quit?!
Keeping to myself but always being blamed
I'm sorry my little sister isn't tamed
If she hits me
Of course I'll do so back
Anyone would know that's a fact.
Tired of being told what to do
I'm going to lose my mind soon.
So one-sided
You never see the whole picture
I'm the one with the evil little sister
I'm shaking with rage
I feel like I've been locked in a cage!
You never let me see my friends
Especially on your weekends.
You say you want to make me happy
Well you aren't the person to do that, daddy!
You force me to do thing I don't want to
For example, spend time with you.
Honestly I despise you
Why the hell would I want to spend time with you?
I'm ready to live on my own
Yes no doubt I'll struggle
But my determination will set me free
I'll have no stupid ass rules to follow
Yea you say you're just trying to keep me safe
But I know my own limits and I'll never go past them
I'll walk out of your life
Without a blink of an eye
I've finally had enough
So now I must be tough
Knowing I must live my life to my own accord
I head out into this cruel world.
So now I think
How wonderful it is to wish...
I set down my dinner dish-
I have to stay in this horrible room
Wishing this poem would come true soon
And by what I've been shown,
I can't wait to live out on my own.
August 31, 2003