So Tired

"So Tired"

I got tired of being reminded of the past in my mind...
Reminded of what might have been
of what could have been...

My faults seem to be endless
I become weak...
I cannot change the past...

As the same old story goes I grow older.
Each night I close my eyes contemplating...
What might have been...
What could have been...

This is not what I dreamed of
nor what I imagined..

I cannot bring myself to speak
because I’m always afraid of what you’ll say...

I was there but to you I never was...
Never have been…

Can you imagine such state of unhappiness
As I was being reminded of the past
I got tired...

This is not what I dreamed of
nor what I imagined...

~Peanut~

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