Kaci's First Spanking |
"Why can't I go?" I asked "Because you are not old enough to attend a dance yet," my father replied. "Daddy, I'm twelve now, and all of the kids in my class are going! I stated. "Kaci, you heard what I said young lady, you are not going, and this discussion is over. Now get to school! he yelled. My father turned and walked out of the kitchen. This isn't fair, I thought. I am too old enough to go to a dance. Why does he treat me like I'm a baby? Pouting and unhappy with such unfair treatment, I picked up my books and headed to school. Being at school made me feel terrible. Every one was talking about the dance during lunch and this made me feel really bad. I was sitting at the table reminding myself of how unfair my father was, and how boring Friday night was going to be for me. "What are you wearing to the dance on friday" Melissa asked? "I'm not going," I stated, with a very sad face. "What? your not going to the dance?" Melissa asked. Melissa then decided it was her business to involve everyone at the table in our discussion, when she informed everyone that I wasn't going to the dance. "But Kaci, you just have to come. They are so much fun. You haven't been to one dance this year," Samantha stated. " I know but I can't go." I replied. "Why aren't you going to the dance Kaci? Jessica asked, in a very concerned voice. "My dad says I'm not old enough, so he wont let me," I stated. Everyone around the table made those sound that you make when you can't believe what you are hearing. "Your old man need to chill and let you have some fun," Melissa murmured."You should just sneek out and come to the dance anyway." I just looked at her in disbelief. I wanted to go but I didn't know how I could get past Daddy. We never got away with anything. I couldn't take it, so I quickly excused myself from the table. It was still really early, so I sat down in the pit (teen hang out at our school) and started reading a book. I was starting to finally get my thoughts on something else when I heard someone call my name. It was Melissa again. Don't she ever give up? She took an uninvited seat next to me and began to announce her deceptive plan to me. "You know Kaci, Your dad is to strict and needs to loosen up a bit. The only way to do get him to do that is to just start doing what you want no matter what he says."she stated. "It might be rough at first, but after a while he will let go a little." Daddy was strict, but had always been fair. This time however, I didn't think he was being fair. It was a fully chaperoned dance and nothing bad was going to happen. I told Melissa that I had tried, but Daddy wasn't going to change his mind. "Just do what I do Kaci. Keep bugging him until he gives in. If that don't work, then run away." Melissa said. "Run away?" I asked. I didn't understand how that could get me to the dance, but Melissa definitely had my attention now. She told me how she really wanted something and her parents said no, so she ran away. She told me how when she returned the next day, her parents were so worried and how she started crying hysterically. After everything calmed down, she finally got what she wanted. I didn't think it would work at my house, so I told her it was a stupid idea. She again reminded me to just keep asking until friday. I thought it would be worth a shot. That night as Daddy sat in the chair reading his paper, I decided to try again. "Daddy," I said. "What is it sweety," he asked. "Please Daddy, I really want to go," I stated. "Ohhh Kaci, I can't believe you are bringing that up again. I told you this morning that you couldn't go and I meant what I said! You are to young." "But dad!! I complained and stomped my foot. My dad quickly gave me a disapproving look as he stood up from his chair, dropping his paper on the floor. I took two steps back as to keep a safe distance between us. "That's it Kaci Lynn, This subject is closed, but since you don't take me seriously, maybe this will help you. You're grounded." he continued. "Now go to your room." What was I doing wrong? As I headed to my room I realized that Melissa's plan wasn't working at all. Not only was I not going to the dance, but Daddy had unfairly grounded me. I threw myself on my bed and cried. As I continued to mumble about my unjust treatment, I remembered what Melissa had said about running away. Maybe it was about time I stood up to Daddy. He never took me seriously, but after tomorrow he would. I got up and went to school as if nothing had happened. I found Melissa and told her that her plan didn't work and I was now grounded. She said she would help me. After school I went to Melissa's house instead of going home. Her parents worked until five. Melissa told me to leave and come back around nine and she would let me in the window. When I came back at nine, Melissa told me that my father had been there looking for me, and that they were really worried. The plan seemed to be working fine. "I told your dad that you seemed upset over not getting to go to the dance, but that you never mentioned running away," she said. "You are to good Melissa," I stated. The next morning I had to hide under Melissa's bed until her mother left for work. I had their whole house to myself. When Melissa got home from school, she told me that it was all over school, She said that she had talked to my brother and that my dad was getting mad. Melissa suggested that maybe I should stay somewhere else So she called her brother and told him that my parents were very mean and to see if he could let me stay with them for a couple days. Her brother said it was ok. "A couple days? I asked, wait, this was only suppose to be for a day, to teach my dad a lesson. "Call him then, she stated as she handed me the phone. As I dialed the number, I began to remember how Daddy had scolded me just for asking about the dance. This was more serious and I began to have second thoughts. I gave Melissa back the phone and we headed to her brothers. It was now Wednesday afternoon and I had officially been gone 24 hours. Melissa only stayed for a minute. I was now alone with her brother and his girlfriend. Two total strangers. Sean and Kara were really nice and they didn't ask me to many questions. They did talk to me about maybe calling my parents, but I said no way. Thursday morning they both left for work but told me that I really needed to think about calling and working things out at home. "I want to call, but I'm afraid to," I stated. Sean asked me why I was afraid. I finally sat down and told him the whole story. I told him that I was worried that my dad would hit me. I told him that Daddy had never spanked me before, but I had never done anything like this before. "Well if your dad has never spanked you before, then what makes you think he might now?" Sean asked. "My brother got into bad trouble last year and Daddy spanked him, but I had forgotten about that until this morning," I said. "Kaci, do you have a computer at home, he asked "Yes we do, why?" I asked. "Why don't you email your dad and tell him what you just told me," he suggested. "Maybe if you tell him how you feel, he will be willing to talk to you." I told him that was a good idea and that I would think about it. As soon as he left I logged on and decided I would Email him. I wasn't sure what to say so I kept putting it off. It was now around seven and Sean asked me if I had sent the email. "Um um I sort of forgot to do that," I said in a quiet voice. "Kaci, you can't stay gone honey, your parents love you, and if you don't email him then I will just have to call him for you," stated Sean. It only took me a minute to start working on my email. I let Sean read it before I sent it to see what he thought. Daddy It's me, Kaci. I want to call you, but I know you have caller I.d. and I just don't know what to do. I know we should talk but I'm afraid to call. I don't want you to yell at me. I'm sorry. I want to come home now but I'm afraid. I did a stupid thing and I'm so so sorry. I don't want you to be mad at me but please email me back, because I want to come home, but If you're really angry, maybe I should wait. I am safe. Kaci I hesitated as I hit the send button, but Sean told me It would be ok. It was about the time my brother was always on the internet, so I knew someone would see it sooner or later. We checked at eight, but no reply. We checked again at eight-thirty, and still nothing. When Sean checked it at nine, he called me over.There was a reply to my email. Kaci, Do you have any idea what you have done young lady?. Your mother and I have been worried sick. I have had to go to work and try to concentrate on my job and still wonder where you were and if you were alright. You have missed two days of school and I want your butt back in this house tonight young lady!!. You have never been this defiant before. Call home now and I will come get you, or I don't care how but you will be in this house tonight. Something is up with you and I want to know what it is.We have alot to talk about and as long as you watch your mouth, I will not yell at you. I just want you to come home. Kaci, running away is very serious, and I hope you are getting it out of your system, because you will not do it again. Understand!! and Kaci, don't think you can pull a stunt like this and not be punished. I want you in this house tonight, I mean it Kaci, TONIGHT!!! The longer you wait, the bigger the hole gets that you are digging. Call now! kaci. Dad "Wow, stated Sean, Your dad sounds mad. I think you better call your house right now. I was shaking by the time I was finished reading my dads email. He did sound really angry. Sean and Kara had been so nice to me and I didn't want them in trouble. Shaking and not able to dial my own number, I handed the phone to Sean. I heard it ring a couple times and then I heard my fathers voice. "Hello" he said. "Mr Andrews, This is Sean Barlow, and well sir, Kaci is here with us . "Well Sean, I was hoping she would be the one to call, but we were just glad to hear from her. Give me your address and I will come get her," My father replied. Sean gave my father the address and I knew he would soon be there. It only took my dad 20 minutes and he was knocking on the door. I started feeling sick, because I had disobeyed my father and made them worry so much about me. I almost forgot how stern and strict his voice was until I read the email. Sean let my father in and introduced himself and Kara. When I saw Daddy for the first time in three days, he looked very mad and even a bit mean. He shook Sean's hand but my fathers focus was mainly on me. "Kaci Lynn," My father called to me in his very stern and intimidating voice. I obediently walked over and stood in front of him. I didn't think he would smack me in front of other people, so I assumed it would be ok. "Are you ready to go home?" he asked "Yes sir," I simply stated. I thanked Sean and Kara for helping me and for being so nice to me. Daddy talked to Sean and Kara for a minute about what I had told them about my running away. It was a good thing I told them the truth, but Sean told Daddy that he felt like I had been talked into it by his little sister and that he would be talking to his mom and dad about Melissa and her part in this. "Kaci, Were you at melissa's house when I came looking for you?" he asked. "No daddy, but I had been there, and I stayed the night there," I replied. "But her parents didn't know I was there." "I would appreciate that very much if you would talk to them, and I will be calling your father tomorrow evening," Daddy stated. He then thanked them for caring for me and helping me. My father then took me by the arm and led me to the car. I told Daddy that I could get to the car by myself, but he continued to hold onto me. I then knew that this was daddy's way of telling me I was definitely in trouble. It was now just after ten p.m. and I was getting tired. On the ride home Daddy didn't say much. This was bad because Daddy always had something to say. I watched him drive down the street and as we passed under the street lights I would look over at his hands. I had never noticed how big his hands were before. All I could think about, was when we got home, Daddy could surely make me cry if he decided to smack me with those big hands. I should have listened to myself when I said that Melissa's idea was stupid. "Dad, please say something! I said Still he said nothing, he just kept driving toward home. This wasn't good for me so I tried once again. "Daddy please?" I said in a questioning tone. Daddy slowed down and rounded the corner onto the street in which we lived. We were only two blocks from our house, but after daddy turned on to our street, he pulled over to the curb and shut the car off. I knew this wasn't a good thing, but I never took my eyes off of him. We had parked under a street light and I could see daddy's face as if it were day. "You want me to talk young lady?" he asked I was beginning to have second thoughts about this whole talk thing, but I couldn't turn back now. "Yesss sirrr," I said in a quivering voice. Daddy reached over and took hold of both of my upper arms and turned me toward him. "I am so disappointed in you Kaci, Your mother has been in tears and throwing up, and all because you decided to be selfish and disrespectful to us. Do you have any idea what you have done?" he asked. We have both been worried about you since you didn't come home from school Tuesday. You have been missing for over fourty-eight hours. Kaci, we give you most everything you ask for or need, but I am your father and you will obey me. We have rules and you will obey them as well." he said. Daddy was still holding onto me and was starting to shake me a little as he tightened his grip. " You have for the most part, always been a very good kid, but this is unacceptable behavior, and you are going to be punished. I have never been so angry with you and I have never in my life ever wanted to hit you, but tonight I want to. I could actually hurt you, and that scares me." Daddy was squeezing real tight now and I had started to cry. "I'm sorryyy, I cried out "When we get home Kaci, I want you to appologize to you mother, and then I want you to go right to bed. Do you understand me, he asked. "Yesss sirrr" I cried. "I am to angry to deal with you tonight, so don't push me. Get right into bed. You will go to school tomorrow and come straight home after. When you get home you will wait in your room until I come home. We will deal with your punishment tomorrow when I have calmed down, and Kaci, you better come home. I simply nodded, because I was crying to bad to speak. Daddy started the car and we drove the two blocks home. When daddy stopped the car, I got out and ran into the house to find my mother. She was sitting in the chair in the living room. I ran to her and threw myself on her lap and started crying uncontrolably. "Ohhh mom, I'mmmm soooo sorrrrryyyyyy." She hugged me real tight and stroked my hair. Daddy had come in and sat down in the chair next to us. I kept telling my mother that I was sorry for making her sick with worry and that I would never run away again. "Kaci!" my father spoke. "Bed now!!!!! he said. I hugged my mother and told her I was sorry again and I headed for my room. I didn't speak to my father because he had made himself perfectly clear about not pushing my luck. I threw on my pj's and jumped into bed. It felt so good to back in my own bed and in my own room, but as I drifted off to sleep I was sick with worry about what Daddy had in mind for me tomorrow afternoon. The next day at school, everyone was curious about my adventure away from home. I didn't want to talk about it so I told them to go find someone else to bug. I just wanted this day to be over. It was Friday and everyone was going to the dance. Staying at home and watching movies seemed like not such a bad idea now, but nooo I had to run away and make my dad even madder than he was. After school let out I walked straight home with my brother. I filled him in on where I had been and how this whole thing happened in the first place. It was 3:30 and mom was getting ready for work. my older brother was getting ready to go to a friends for the night. Mom was taking my little brother to grandma's and dropping my sister off at a sleepover on her way to work. I then realized that when daddy came home, I would be the only one there. I was not liking this one bit. "Kaci, I know you remember where your dad said you were suppose to be this afternoon, she stated. I just shook my head, hugged her and headed to my room. Soon everyone left and the house was very quiet. I worked on my homework because there was not much else to do. Besides I needed something else to keep my mind busy. I was studying when I heard dad's truck pull in the driveway. I felt like I was going to be sick. He had been home for about 30 minutes before he knocked on my door. He opened my door and said,"Kaci, come with me." I slid off my bed and followed him into the living room. Daddy had seated himself in his chair and he pointed to the coffee table. "Kaci, sit." he ordered in a very stern voice. I sat on the coffee table and listened as my father began to talk. My stomach was doing flips because I was scared. Daddy reached across and took me by the arms again. In normal talks and punishment, Daddy never usually did that , so I knew He was still mad. "Kaci, I have been very upset and angry with you. I am having a hard time with this whole situation. I want to know why you ran away.?" he asked. "Um um well, um I did it because I was upset about the dance and I talked to kids at school. Melissa said that I could teach you a lesson by running away. It was a stupid idea." I said. "Kaci, Tell me why you think it was stupid?. he asked again. "Because it made you and mom worry about me, cause you didn't know I was safe. I also had my friends lie so you didn't know where I was. I know you and mom love me, but I was being selfish and only thinking about the dance." "Well Kaci, you are right, you were selfish, but I hope you learn from this and never do it again, because I don't like hitting my children. Your mom and I talked about this and you know you're going to be punished," he continued. He said the hitting word and I didn't like the sound of it. This wasn't gonna be good for me. Tears started to run down my cheeks as daddy told me my punishment. "Kaci, you're grounded for three weeks. No telephone and no computer. You will also be in bed by 8:30, and I mean that. No later. I also have extra chores for you, to keep you busy while you are grounded. Do you understand that Kaci?" "Yesss sirrr" I said as the tears ran down my cheeks. My father opened his mouth to continue but I quickly cut him off. "Daddy"? I asked, Um um are you going to smack me on my butt?? I asked. Daddy looked at me and said, "Yes Kaci, I am going to spank you. You have a lesson that you need to learn, and I want you to realize how serious running away is." Well it was official, my father was gonna wail away on my butt. Melissa was stupid and I was dumb for listening to her. This mistake was costing me all of the trust my parents used to have in me.This was now going to cost me plenty. Daddy stood up from his chair and pulled my from the coffee table. I had never been spanked before in my life, but I was terrified anyway. Daddy took hold of my arm and we started down the hall toward my bedroom. I kept telling myself to breathe deep and I would be fine. When we got to my room, daddy stood me sideways in front of my bed and released me. "Kaci, I don't ever want to have to do this again. Do you understand?" "Yessss I understand daddy." I replied. I stood there looking at my father as he unbuckled his belt and pulled it from his pants. I never really noticed before, but that thing looked very painful and quite large. I had actually not been home when Daddy spanked my brother, but I remember him telling me that it hurt alot and that Daddy hits really hard. He doubled it and then he told me to take down my pants. "Daddyyyyyy nooooo pleaseeeee" I cried. "Young lady, don't disrespect me. Do as I tell you. NOW!! he stated. I quickly unzipped my pants and bared my bottom, but now I was actually crying outloud. Daddy told me to face my bed and bend over. I knew I had no choice so I obeyed him. Daddy put his hand on my back and then I felt for the first time in my life the sting of his belt on my naked bottom. (Smack) (Smack) (Smack) owww owwww owwweeeee noohooho owwee. Wow this really hurt more than I thought it would. I thought I knew what it would feel like but I was soo wrong. (Smack) (Smack) (Smack) (Smack). Owww hooo eeee owww eee pleee heee aseee owwweee heee hee. Daddy didn't seem to stop for air, he just kept smacking my poor defenseless bottom as hard as he could. (Smack) (Slap) (Wack) (Smack) owww hooo hooo owweeee oww. I had my cover squeezed in my hand and everytime the belt visited my bottom I bellowed in pain and squeezed the blanket tighter into my little fist, but I did not move from my bed. (Smack) (Wack) (Slap) (Smack) (Wack) Owwwweeee heee heee . Melissa was a stupid person and I wish I hadn't listened to her. Daddy continued with his lesson in my learning to respect him and what he would do to me again if he needed to. (Smack) (Spank) (Slap) (Wack) Owweee ohhh oww hoo uhhooo. The pain was so unbareable That Daddy's punishment had brought me to uncontrolable sobs. I felt like he was putting all of his strength behind each swat. I was crying so heavily, I hadn't noticed that the spanking had actually stopped. This hurts way more than I was ready to handle. Daddy stood me up and told me to put my pajamas on. With my naked butt still showing and tears still running down my face, I wobbled over to my dresser and changed into my pajamas. Daddy wrapped his arms around me, but I just couldn't hug him back. I was just a little upset with him for spanking me, even though I knew I had deserved it. Daddy told me to stay in my room on my bed and later if I wanted to, I could come out and watch tv with him. I didn't want to watch TV with him ever again. My butt was on fire and i didn't think it would ever stop hurting. I threw myself on my bed when Daddy left my room,and wailed like a baby. This spanking thing was definitly very painful and I was never letting it happen again. Posted Replies Great story! Thanks for sharing it. Loving parental discipline has always been a favorite of mine Mary This one was good, but it seemed incosistent with the other kaci stories... It's still supposed to be the same family right> Isn't it? Sam |
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