R. TORRES PANDAN
How Do We Know of Heaven
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What are things of heaven
But things of this world --
So a crack of light
May hide hints of the eternal.

How do we know of heaven
Except a crack in the day
Might signal impatience for light.
(But a day when one may drink
Deeply and throw away all thought,
Yet still remark on the spring
That flows through one’s throat,
Even without remonstrance
On the bleak heart or disaster.)

How do we know of heaven
Except traveling blind at an unknown


Time, in some untracked place,
One may smell in the grass
Or the off-winter air a song
On where one ought to be going.

How do we know of heaven
Except where one forgives one’s self
For things easily forgotten --
Old keys, kind words and faces --
Because there may be days to find them
When one can really go out looking.

And how do we know of heaven
Except tall in the doorway,
Jostling with one’s lover,
Feet between in-or-out at almost
The way out, hands not together
But near touching, one listens
In her voice for those words
Eager to be mistaken
For things that are of heaven.

This poem is part of the collection that won Third Prize for Poetry in the 2006 Palanca Awards


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