NAYA VALDELLON
Evasions
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I am good at dodging questions, letting them melt
like ice cubes in beer I prefer dark and frothy.
Between gulps, what I serve up is the truth

diluted. Because one night, my friend—drunk
on something more inflammable than sadness—
kissed a bruise on my wrist. His lips on the blue

mouthed
I wish—a plea answered the next day
with forgetfulness, which also means
the best
for you
. Too many amber bottles have refracted

the hues of my honesties. When I volunteer
my heart’s latest foibles, it is less an act of trust
than self-preservation, a need for custodians—

whether or not you will keep my stories static.
If you must have a reason, let it be the key
I kept in my pocket after moving. The old house

had turned foreign months later. Garage lights
winked at this would-be culprit who need not climb
over the new tenant’s gate. I stood there,

half-wanting the lock not to give in to the key’s
prodding, the other half looking for anyone
to toast this unquenchable thirst for intrusion.


This poem is part of the collection that won Second Prize for Poetry in the 2005 Palanca Awards


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