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I know what it’s like to be alone …

… … … … And what it’s like to push them away

Claw and scratch, and reject them all …

… … ……To fight and shove, then feel lonely

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I know what it’s like … to feel unwanted …

… unneeded, and ignored….

And never to realize until the end that the loneliness I feel is my own fault

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To carry a burden … to feel hurt within and yet it was my doing… my own sin

… that was the cause of all my pain … that I made the scars that I carry within

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I felt overwhelmed … I wept and cried over and over again

I shouted to the heavens, “Who will be my friend?”

Why am I only rejected? . .… … … . . . . .

Am I always to be alone? ..…. . .

Will no one love me? .. ….

Will I have no one?

When would it all end?

 

I wanted

a supporter … an advocate … a friend

— someone I could trust … someone to believe in

And when I searched … well … I found no one

Among those of earth, none were true

Then I realized it was you

 

You alone could make me free and loose the child inside of me

Let me laugh and make me cry … my heart would skip … in your radiant light

 

……You’d bring me joy … and then you’d……………………….

…Hold me through the pain ……………………………

Sweep away with floods of love – all those things

That would restrain – and restrict the flow

Of life – of love – and help me know

The God above … the one

Who always would be true

And so today,

I return to you,

 

Lord, I do

I trust your promises —

 

You have never lied

You sent your son

And so he died

 

To show that

your love is ever real

And in his death he would reveal

A depth of love for simple me

You , my Lord, so lovely

 

Beloved, coming in the clouds

Outstanding among 10,000 1

Oh my beautiful Rose of Sharon

You’re the one I put my trust in

 

 

 

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