Crazy

Thoughts run through my head
Voices tell me it's my fault
Hands pick and punch at me
Nothings left but the visible
A sight for sore eyes
Am I?
Tears don't come anymore
I think I'm dry
Questions sit in front of me
Taunting me
My hateful, useless existence
I don't want to live another day
Do you think I'm crazy?
You find my thoughts and take a few steps back
Why are you afraid of me?
Or am I just imaging this?

I think I'm going insane

To many words to digest.
Speak slower please
I can't understand all that your thowing at me
To many judgements
Stop insulting me

God, I think I'm going insane

Hold me please.
"NOO don't touch me!"
Somethings wrong with me
Can't you tell?
God, you think I'm crazy
I don't blame you
Just don't tell anyone yet
I can hide it a little longer

I think I'm going insane

I can't take this anymore
I wanna die
See what lyes behind all this shit
Shave I will
"See my scars."
"I love you.  Goodbye."

God, I think I'm going insane

Haven't you heard all I've said?
You think I'm crazy don't you?
That's what I think
Or have I just imagined all of this?
"Put down the pen and step away"
I've lost it.
Crazy