Endless Asphalt

Stuck in vain with petty ends
Turned my back on a spirtual friend.
That ain't no smile on my face.
That's a mask, like everyday race.
Got my anti-depressant on a stick.
That's the only thing that seems to fit.
Get rid of it?? nahh
Why should I(eye) of the beholder.
Gimmie one jump and everythings all over.
They'll say what a fucking cop-out
So. I don't want to live in doubt.
They'll say they always saw it coming.
He was always running.
Everybodys hungry for something.
But you know what's right?
I just lost my appetite,

                    ~Aruj