| I Crave Just another day of wasting Wasting everything around me Loathing all I see Tomorrow just one more day Awaiting anything....a change I cant think of which way to turn I look out at the rain Clouding my face...and I cant see anything but what’s clear right there...nothing to grab...... nothing to hold The sounds of this music invokes me with every breathe I take I don’t want to let this go Holding on to all I find.....although its less I try to make it more I stare at these mis-proportioned figures Trying to figure out what they are suppose to represent...to me They are all I try to take... Swallowing all that’s put in front of me... I cant breathe.... my voice and strength is growing weak You’ve taken me... For everything I am You have captured all that is me I surrender although I loathe what you have made me A tiny little sad creature prey to all you are...... I kneel down begging for praise or release... Whichever you feel obliged to put unto me...... I cant so much as look at you without feeling like I’ve failed Like I’m nothing What kind of love is this suppose to be... ashamed... I can only imagine what you think of me Nothing but a puppet upon a string laying across your palm Yet you never want to play... You just like to watch me lie lifeless... Completely unimportant to you... What must I do to make you want to be with me... I don’t know... but I wish I could find such an answer... I crave a release... I crave a world of more I crave a life of no pain I crave I crave more than you can see...I crave you |
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