Only This And I give this to you Why you can't see I don't know I try to hide: I don't like it when you look at me I'm going to lose my mind It's the way you speak Your everything: My dreams God, I know you'll never want me I stare in your eyes Blue and so amazing What I would give to be with you You'd be surprised to know I just wish you knew This painful existence I lead Wishing you'd notice me Always right there in front of me:  everyday the pain shoved in my face but I can't find any release My hell, this life, this lust This love You Of course Mean only this to me but still What I would give to be free of this You Of course Will never know that you are only this My everything