Never know where I'm going.
In a society with no immunity
Trying to keep my mind free and open.
I'm hopen people around me can see how thier
Mind is fastened and restricted.
We need to see between the lines.
And elevate like my name.
Fuck the fame
It's all a shame how we all look the same.
Everyday we submit but what good is it to admit
I can never say what I feel cause everyone
Around me is artificial and never stay real.
Never know where I'm going.
Is life a test?
My mind a mess.
In an environment with hypocrites I'm standing out like the rebellious black sheep.
scripture in my mind that I put on paper is soooo deep.
If we seek that the scapegoat of pride is really a dried ass reality dream
When its an illusion all about cream.
Never know where I'm going.
The bitterness road what I call life is a battle against me.
My mix defiant blood is another reason hated by the enemy.
My mix down emotions gives me sight to see the world is damned and its all a sham
I'm weal but strong minded and heated and I can say I'm strong.
Because I dealt with betrayl hate and wrong.
Never know where I'm going.
Always into conflict.
With hits from narrow minded mentality and views.
But always to find myself with brothers who see and respect reality
Never know where I'm going.
The back up plan is where I need to stand.
Because If I fall I know where to land.
Without anyone holding my immoral hand.
The life of the relentless.
Black sheep always feel the sorrow of tomorrow.
Why should I kill for another day when I'm swallowed in inner hate?
So far from heavens playground in an up and down mix of life and the skyscrapping heights.
Going by my own perspective of whats right.
Never know where I'm going.
Somedays I used to find myself in a philly state.
You can always tell the winners at the starting gate.
Who would've put a dime on me?
Nobody cause I never knew where I was going.
~Aruj
