Wish List

Take this pain.
This pain I feel.
Release me of this never-ending hurt.
Take away the memories.
All the memories.
good and bad.
Let me begin again fresh.
A new born baby seeded from 15 years.
of a pervious forgotten life.
Give to me people I can trust.
A love I can feel.
Give to me all I never had.
Lord give to me the strength to keep faith in ANYTHING.
Help me to remember that love is love even if it does falter away
Restore my heart.
Fill the scratches and deep holes left.
With anything.....anything true
Anyone I can depend on to love me tomorrow.
To hold me more than just once.
Give to me a heart full of happiness not brought before.
Bring to me one....one anything.
A flower with a year long fragrance.
A sun that shines 24 hours a day.
A song that plays with one single beat.
Bring to me a love that smells, shines, and plays with one single never-ending beat.
The beat of his heart and mine.