| Escape Reality Running. Pacing A wild bearing I sniff and sneak around Trying to find a reason to hate this all, you all I choose to surrender Give myself to stupidity I chose to trust I chose to forgive Or better yet I chose the alternative To no longer care I gave myself to insecurity To desperation But still I don’t care Numb, another useless zombie of society Walking, skipping, running Foolish and completely lost Losing myself I gave in and now I regret it, this addiction Trying to find the missing parts of me Alone Self indulgence I go back to what I love I drowned in self loathing, self pity, selfishness All to fulfill these achings, longings to find something useful in life Very useless Self definition in all its entirety No more words left to describe. Lost adjectives to end this feelings, emotions escaping me |
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