| Stuck In This Fallacy I’ve always just wondered what it would be like To ride away into the darkness to leave the comfort of all this pain To leave the things that claim to be true But I can’t find the strength to just walk away I get pulled back by false hope Bits of comfort Bits of release Only to find the pain hidden under these fallacies Such a fantasy Thinking about lying in someone’s arms I want to have someone live for me Smile because of me The feeling of love I cant resist Wanting this And I’d probably wait forever for the way he looks at me Leaving all these dreams I stumble out into the cold polluted air What a painful existence I try to survive each lonely night Me and my tears My jealousy and greedy tendencies My fears and indescrepencies All the lies, nothing to cloud or lust away reality Could you blame yourself for all your pain? All these cheerful lies But the image of you is much stronger than I imagined it to be To scared to tell you how I feel Scared of what I know you’ll say Sick of nativity stumbling about me But what am I to do Your so much stronger than me Your weight and your eyes overpower me So fixated on you I have tried to forget all my feelings for you But no matter what I do, there you are I doubt I love you But who ever really knows Confused bound by too many things, not just you All these people who try to control me when thy don’t even understand me Tell me when was the last time they actually listened to me? Maybe its just me But I am sick of all the stupidity that surrounds me Tell me could you handle who you really are? |
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