Poem for My Grandmother

1.
That Monday morning in May
it was grey in Syracuse
Your son my father called
He said she is dead
He said She died on her way up
the stone steps into Church
It's funny he said It was
such a sunny Sunday morning
She was fine and then she fell
He said She left you money

2.
Your house:  a stone's
throw from the pond
where I first hooked
a fish.  The barb
went through his eye.
I lay him in the grass
to die...Is this why
when I teach, my hands
gasp for breath, reach
out to grasp the death
in the air?  Is death
the truth living there?

3.
In a dream as real as the snap a snake
makes leaping you kissed me with your grin
of an eel you pushed your papery breasts
like wasps'  nests against my chest

4.
Grandmother, I feared
your flesh the way I
feared a tremendous
imaginary fish
was going to graze my
leg.  I feared your
thin two purple lips
when you had been in
swimming.  I feared
you would live
forever...

5.
Once I carved
a heart
in the bark
of the tallest
pine in your back
yard.  I watched
how pitch
dripped, slower
than blood.

It took me death
to admit the pain
I meant to put
that tree through.

Grandmother, I love you.








Copyright (c) 2000 by Douglas Eichhorn        
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